it is still true as time comes
i am still serving you
my master
i am still loving you

i have put my life on hold
for i am sired to you
but you do not recognize
my worth is greater than
the one you hold

but i am still serving you

do not ask me why
for i do not have the answer

i look at you & all my heart does is stop
for a second that feels like an eternity
my body cannot support me with air
because of your presence among me
i am silently gasping for a breath

i have heard the words of others
whispering behind my back
that you are still in love with me
& it is still i who is the girl
your mouth speaks in the night
when she is laying next to you
crying silently under the covers
because she knows that your songs
are not dedicated to her

you are the only person
i wish to have on my mind
like a broken record machine
because the melody of your name
is the perfect cure for my broken heart

& each day as i wake alone to a bed that is cold
i think of the memories of what used to be
because they are stuck on repeat
with your beautiful name
as the theme song

i am exhausted of my continuation  
to start over with a new person
only to introduce myself
later in the path of the two of us
to the problems i never got to solve
in my previous relations

it shall return back to your sweet soul
the moment you have made a vow to
yourself that the lively eyes of devotion
must embark on another adventure
in search for beauty in something else
within the life you are accustomed to
because you are immune to the living
of your original journey of what the eyes
of you possess have longed endlessly for

                                                            - set it free

i only want him
to talk endlessly
about him to him

                  - what a girl wants