i can kiss the skies above
see the enchanting galaxies
hear the harmonious angels
embrace the smells of love

but i cannot feel the love of him
if i have yet to discover a love
with the soul that takes my body
for i must fall deeply with myself

dear r,

as i walked into the room, glistening with shimmering bodies that enhanced my life with smells of sweet perfume and views of perfectly structured bodies, i realized that every other girl was just trying to be you. the presence of you wasn't physical, yet mentally you were all around me in the rhythm of the tunes and the flips of the glorious shiny hair. the silence between us creates a realizing because you are all i ever wanted.
  
                                                          - the guy who you have never met

for i still seek
the potential
in every aspect
of your bittersweet
sorrowful existence
disappointment
uphold tremendously
for you are not my father
nor the man of my dreams

you are the person

i still search for
endlessly striving
to find your existence
in every form of life

yet i cannot succeed
to exhibit the captivation  
of such a loving soul
twice in my lifetime

you are my person

let's touch lips
slowly one on one
will you think of me
or will she come to mind

at the stroke of twelve
will you be waiting
at the endless staircase
in hopes i'm waiting there

and if i ran away
will i be the chase
you never give up
until once founded

will the rain be pouring
on a dark saturday evening
with you waiting outside
with an umbrella and roses

what will it be
when it comes
down to her
and i

and if i move slightly close enough
will you remember the smell of me
when you are physically in contact
with the girl you claim not to love

i'm falling in love with everyone & everything.
but everyone & everything isn't you.