you are the person

i still search for
endlessly striving
to find your existence
in every form of life

yet i cannot succeed
to exhibit the captivation  
of such a loving soul
twice in my lifetime

you are my person

let's touch lips
slowly one on one
will you think of me
or will she come to mind

at the stroke of twelve
will you be waiting
at the endless staircase
in hopes i'm waiting there

and if i ran away
will i be the chase
you never give up
until once founded

will the rain be pouring
on a dark saturday evening
with you waiting outside
with an umbrella and roses

what will it be
when it comes
down to her
and i

and if i move slightly close enough
will you remember the smell of me
when you are physically in contact
with the girl you claim not to love

i'm falling in love with everyone & everything.
but everyone & everything isn't you.

i am nothing
but stardust

gracefully falling
galaxy’s mistake

stardust
nonexistent

it has been a while
since you been gone
i can feel you near
as if presence is here

active in my life
casted major role
understandment easy
i never moved on

haunting my dreams
night times are brutal
your shadow is company
imaginative figure among

present in the mirrors
looking deeply within
you are a part of me
every aspect within

you are in my mind
do you hear me speak
distancely miles far away
five missed phone calls

times are changing slowly
you are still presently here
past is the presence still
there's too much of you left behind

time
the most delicate & precious capturing of all
yet i cannot hanlde it gracefully
in the clumsy hands i behold amongst myself

time
a beautiful saturation of memories
blessing the lives living on this earth
a mysteriously wonderful experience

time
if only i can get enough of it