It’s funny how I like the way I feel after losing you. It’s not morbid nor greedy.

I miss you differently
I miss you but I’m not sad
I miss the whole you but I’m not feeling selfish.

I find myself waiting..
Maybe just longing..
It is all in the past,
But I wanted that hug to last.

You did not ever say
that you love her more
just how long has it been
If that equates to more
you wouldn’t have loved another soul
I wasn’t and am still not in the right place
But I should tell you,
Free yourself,
Until you can tell me,
You love her more.

Time passes
I stayed stationary
But it won't stop for me

Couldn't lose to another end.
And then you said upright,
"You are my friend
more than someone I like."

Altered realities
Just to talk about you
With my dearest friends
They should know about you