you won't know how much I thought of you
so much in care and convincing myself to hate
this way I'm able to say I love myself more
this way the disrespect will bend itself

I suffer with or without you by my side
stuck in between, finding solace
Losing track of time, I'm full of doubt
I still can't accept the lost either way

How can someone just accept the fact that this time, when you finally embrace love, it backfires? You lost the love the first time it appeared and did not fight for love when it reached out to you. Alas, when you thought you’re ready, love turn out to be a fool, disguised a lot.

Take that pill, it’s over. Love, as you know it, no longer values you.

such a gift
to grieve something
no one asked
nobody noticed
the hurt, it holds
keeping me together
waiting for a release
so when I finally do
I already knew
I have to remember
or totally forget
both the good and the bad
they always come together

You don’t simply sustain love
It’s not poetic but it fuels mine

truth maybe is that,
that I don't have the guts
to stay present, hiding
from the pain of the past
to the comfort of tomorrow

Respect
Suddenly, people reveal themselves
the ones that empower
rather than dim your light

Clarity
Apparently, there they are
who choose to involve
making it hard not to realize

Kindness
Subtly, I always saw them
they go out of their way
and now you want to do the same