summer

summer Apr 2016

I have been thinking lately,
About you
And
Me.

About what would happen
If I let us
Happen.

If I let you into my world,
And show you things
That I keep
Secret.

Maybe it’s stupid,
You and
Me.

Maybe I am over-reacting when I say,
That I can’t be near you anymore,
Because it’s hurts me too
Much.

But one thing I know for sure is
Without you,
I am lost.

And without your eyes to keep me sane,
I am just another insane teenage
Girl who looks desperate,
Who needs someone,
To love her
Back.

I have been thinking lately,
How I was going to say
This to you when
I got the
Chance.

I love you and I will admit that
But I can’t love you anymore
Because I don’t want to
Love you at all
I didn’t want
To fall in
Love.

summer Apr 2016

Alone

she picked up a stone,
threw it into the water,
and waited for it.

she sat on the rocks,
time went slower today,
she waited for it.

she knew it would float,
it would come back up for air,
but it never did.

she realised something,
she was the one to sit alone,
the rock who was lost.

she needed to breathe,
but she couldn't anymore,
the water had come.

summer Apr 2016

Don't Bother

i see you,
i smile.

every time,
i hear your name,
i get butterflies.

every time,
i am near you,
i can't speak.

every time,
we touch accidentally,
you feel the electricity.

every time,
i see you,
my heart breaks.

every time,
we talk,
my heart breaks.

every time,
i need you,
you're not there.

every time,
every single time,
i will never have you.

enjoy your time alone,
lonely while you **** the *****,
all those ****** who only want one thing,
and are gone.

you don't need to bother about wether or not i am going to find out,
to guess your lies,
because i am gone.

summer Apr 2016

Every Time

i see you,
i smile.

every time,
i hear your name,
i get butterflies.

every time,
i am near you,
i can't speak.

every time,
we touch accidentally,
you feel the electricity.

every time,
i see you,
my heart breaks.

every time,
we talk,
my heart breaks.

every time,
i need you,
you're not there.

every time,
every single time,
i will never have you.

summer Apr 2016

His Eyes Inspired Me

I see the way you look at her,
as she enters the room,
everything goes quiet as you watch her walk in,
you can only hear your heart beat,
in you ears.

I know the feeling you get when she looks at you,
a moment longer than expected,
the feelings come bubbling through your chest,
you get a tingly feeling in your heart,
you need her touch to reassure you she is real.

I understand why you're soo quiet,
afraid you will ruin the serenity,
afraid to lose the only thing you love,
afraid you will lose her forever,
and never get her back.

I see the you eyes sparkle,
every time she smiles,
every time she laughs,
the whole time you are watching her from a safe distance,
i know
because it's
how i feel every
single time i see you.

summer Apr 2016

Liar:

i
heard
the stories
you and that
other girl about
what you two have
done in a dark room with
a few too many drinks in your
system and few too many regrets
in your head and about the things you
promised her but you couldn't deliver because
you were weak and you didn't really mean it when
you promised her the world or all the money or all your
love you couldn't keep one single promise to a girl who was
so in love with you a girl who stopped her life to be with you and
she gave up everything her job her family her friends to be with you and
you couldn't keep one single promise why did you make those promises then
to break her heart watch her crumble in front of you so you can enjoy the pain you
made her feel as you watch her heart split into two and watch the pieces get lost in transition
you didn't loved her you need to admit you that you played her like an instrument.

summer Apr 2016

I'm Sorry, I'm Falling In Love.

i am scared,
i want to be his friend,
only his friend,
but i think i am starting to feel something more,
****!

i don't want things to change,
so you aren't going to know this poem exists,
you're not going to read it,
but then i know you,
you will read it.

i am sorry,
i swear i just wanted tone your friend,
and it's not often i fall for someone,
and i am sorry it had to be you,
i am sorry am falling in love.

i don't want to lose you,
i want us to be okay,
i am sorry,
i am falling in love,
but i am only falling.