Dwelling on the past
I'm not sure the reason
The best times of our lives
Pass by as if they were seasons
And the painful  times drag on
For such an unreasonable amout of time,
Acting as if they were a punishment
For an unforgivable crime.
You cannot relive
Memories
But you ponder them within
Nostalgia creates a bitter sweetness
Of the places you have been

So sail away
In the calm ocean of your mind
And Think of all the good times
That you had to leave behind.

While I lay in his arms
I'm as happy as can be
Well, atleast that's how it seems.
Deep down, though,
I know I wish he was you
But there is not a thing I can do
You moved on
Cut me off
Left me behind
Believe me, if I could,
I would press "rewind"
Go back to the way it was
When I still had your trust
There one thing I have to blame
As always, it is lust.
I miss the days I spent with you
The nights on the phone
when I talked to you
You made my days so much brighter
And better
So I'm just sitting here wallowing
Writing this letter
You left me, you forgot me,
I fell for you
And I shattered
But then again, I guess the past
Doesn't even matter
But it still hurts
Knowing you're gone forever
But maybe one day
There will be
A change in the weather
If that day ever comes,
And I cross your mind
remember it was your decision to leave me behind.
No, I'm not angry,
I'm just full of pain
I'm trying tos see the sunshine
But I'm stuck in the rain
I now know to keep my guard up
And never let it down
I swear to ******* god
No one will ever find a way around
Because you taught me that trust
Is hard to find
And wounds and scars and broken hearts
Are impossible to bind