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" She's mean to me, she hates , she always have her back turned towards me
And even when where ******* some how I always end up saying sorry.. Dam ..
But she came and ****** the faith in me when I need it the most ..
I swear to y'all she **** me so good made me see the Holy Ghost .. God dam..
I no longer wanna be human I wanted to die when i first saw her approach
Her presence showed me more of my values and she use me as her host
Cuz this angel from heaven use her *** as her weapon
Where ***** comes in first and your religious beliefs come in second ... God dam "
With all these girls I'm looking for something but I don't know what it is.....
Maybe just maybe it's a love from a Woman I use to get when I was a kid....
My mother was there but she was always to busy
So my sister stood up and took the job show me the love she couldn't give me....

But when it was me and her our world was always perfect
I was a bad *** kid but mamas baby Boi and I deserved it....
But things change when we move south and I just got older..
More attitude more arguments and more verbal disagreement....

I hate you you was the reason why my sister wasn't here...
And step father after step father you been threw broke your heart and it wasn't fair....
But my brother did his part in shown me how to be a man...
And you were away more now more then we both ever plan...

But you hated that he did so cuz I grow up way to fast
And To quickly for you to ever stop me.... (No)
Now ******* calling the house wondering if I can come out
You smile and think it's cute your baby boy got girls falling like parachutes ......

Here I go with all the girls I'v been threw my heart broken is setting in
And one time you try to comfort me but I just would let you in....
It felt awkward for you to even try and touch my skin
And then I thought to myself I just commit gods greatest an biggest sin......

Honor thy parents but where have our love gone I think we left it in Brooklyn
What happen to gift on the weekdays and party's every weekends....
Now you have Gotten older and my emotions more colder
But some where way deep down I'm still your son
But your going to have to reteach me love cuz you haven't see what you have done.......

Look what you've done
Look what you've done !!
You just wanna **** me outta spite...
Problem is I wanna go all night....
And how many times of the night
You call me when you and that ***** have a fight
And I'll still come threw even tho I no it isn't right
Only cuz I have a weakness for you that ain't no if or a might

And while she's fiending for his attention.....
I'm fiending for her positions....
And the same week day ***** he be deep in
Is the same shallow ***** I damage on the weekends
Could be my private dancer..
One phone call and i'll always answer

**** them other ****** cuz I'm down for you
But you ****** them others ****** and made that same sound to
****!!!
As much as I hate to admit it I was wrapped up
We was only suppose to be ******* but that change once I didn't wrap up

But now I gotta back up
Cuz she don't wanna leave him but still  wanna use me as a back up
And I no this but still I can't control this
I hate that he gets the first appointments an I only get the first  notice .... Dam !!!!!


         But baby ....it's yours, it's yours, it's yours , it's yours that's for sure .. Just tell me what you like !!!
I swear... In this achievement
there's nothing appealing
I swear... You have to go Casper in your feelings
I just want the Picasso baby
Maybe 16 sonnets will help me in the Sistine Chapel baby
I wrote this in Latin baby
So you can't rub me out cuz I'm made of satin baby

What if Picasso had this time...
What if Shakespeare had these rhymes....
Would the art speak the truth...
Would the lyrics mean anything to you....
       Idk man

Picture me as a work of art...
Picture me with a working heart...
Will I make the history books...
(LOL).. Not with these dangerous looks...

I fear not being alone
But not knowing that I exist...
But as I persist....
I'm forever the myth .....
I got that Fulton  shackles and that Manhattan price
I stayed lucky on Utica Ave with those Brooklyn dice
Then Hopping on the train to get where I'm going
My mind is on my eternity but I'm stuck in this New York moment

It's my jungle gym, New York I made my marks
You got me ready for the world even when I didn't no where to start
You birth me , made me stronger
As I continue to grow, concrete food you made me live longer

I wrote my name on you , gain my fame from you
I made a ugly vision perfect , isn't that what a Yankee suppose to do
In New York there's pain so we cover it in art
And the world think they know our story's from the movies but they never played the part

I've driven the blocks
I've road the trains
I've Heard the shots
And I no what the out come has contain

Up in the clouds and in my mind
I'll see Jordan and Air ones kicks
Hanging in the sky
And my mama use to whoop my *** if I didn't have those shoe laces tied

But when It rains it pours in my city
That's not precipitation , that's tears from mothers who son died in my city
They say the puddle shows reflection of the  hardship we learn from the gutters
We fall as rain fall but some how New York we lean on each other

And fiends was fiendin from the same stoop my belly was fiendin for food
But My mother did her best , while my sister Kept it cool
But still this is my influence, this is who raised me
They say if you enter New York world your better be born crazy

They say you can win anywhere if you win here
And you ain't been nowhere if you ain't been here
Same places , Same face on the train mane ,
                        New York New York
I'm home sick I have been for years ... Ill never forget my city ... I love you New York !! BK All Day
She left winston and took my heart where ever she went......
I wanted to spend time , but now I feel only time was spent....
I remember saying I was afraid we would end up like her best friend and her ex.......
She told me that would never happen, gave me a kiss , and put my heart to easy.....
But what I really didn't no what was cooking up , 500 degrees......

Why , why did you have to leave....
Was that your original plans while my life stopped in one freeze.....
They say your true love is the deepest but that first heart break isn't the easiest
As hard as I try to keep it she was too busy living in secrets .............. DAM !!!
To Frankie Chantel Jackson,  I love you so much with all my heart ... I took care of you .. We were all we had .. It's sad that you couldn't believe in us more ... I just wish you new how much I wanted us to be mama ...... I love you Always&Forever
I never ask if I can write about you ... Is it alright if i use your name
I never ask if I could talk about you ... Is it alright if I speak on what we became
Now so distance we was once Hollywood estrange  
You was my star,  I enjoyed walking in your fame

Left me out with the waste , this is not what I do
Now I'm in the wrong kind of place just thinking of you
It's a small crime she said , I just hope that wasn't your excuse
I died twice , my heart wasn't ready for what was new
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