My diary is full of open vowels an broken nouns
Inscriptive to the echo sounds and writing on the grounds
Lost word become better verses
Like pastors is churches preaching the holy vows

I wrote this while sitting on a loft
Listen to Frank Sinatra records and letting my mind get lost
Trust in word and trust in the actions that comes with it
I try to make the best out of a good situation but I'm still a mess from it
Black and white scripture
But the focus is in the picture
I mean this **** is drawn up in million dollar figures

She won't let me have her the way I want her
She won't fight for us the way that I need her
She won't give me the same love the way I gave her
And now she is this bitter taste that won't get any  sweeter

It's a bad relationship, who Iv done this with
And I road this love train with a one way ticket
Only to tell everybody that I wish i missed it
Now my heart is broken but she swears she only chipped it

No that's a lie
Now there's a big whY in trY
I'm abstracted
But only to fill in the collage of the lost ones cuz were love magnets

Oh how wonderful
Your over there happy and above while I'm stuck here sad and under you
I rather for you to put the gun to my heart and pull it
You called me the monster but I see you didn't spare the silver bullets

Am I alone, can no one else feel this
Ima man but my emotions are stronger for this woman
Am I alive , why do I feel like I died in the moment
I guess it's true that I'm only still just a human

She ain't never **** a black boi but she use the word *****
And Her blk home girls give her the encouragement to pull that trigger
Born in the hills but addicted to the hood
I'm her curse and blessing man this ***** is always up to no good

Blue eye devil who love the dark skin
She said she never had it so deep when a ***** went in
She drive listen to legends biggie hov and Rudeboi
She told me she was looking for her pleaser stick so I just nibble her like a chew toi
Snap backs and Jordan's She's a ***** for retail
She got that white girl syndrome but cursed by the black details

Hello to the west end she went and add her best friend
Slave to the lifestyle but she know she will never fit in
Banded by color but my girl went ratchet
When she Confirm the fair-tale of food stamps and welfare Status
Racist antics but she defer the approach
Cuz her white friends can't understand what her blk friends don't

Family of mix feelings her dad told her no
Mama said be your self and get to know the unknown
I give her the face of a sign that saids do not enter
Becuz what you think you wanna no is better if you won't remember

But in the false claim we built into better bitter lovers
So lesson is always learn never judge a book by its cover