Stephanie Arguelles

Stephanie Arguelles Apr 2018

Thoughts of him filled her head and seeped slowly into her heart
like a relentless poison she could not wait to feel the sting of.

It coursed through her veins and with each heart beat she lost herself to him.

Stephanie Arguelles Apr 2018

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She loved him the way the stars needed the darkness in order to shine.

He was the moon and she the traveler on a dark night. Looking to him to help find her way.

Stephanie Arguelles Apr 2018

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I saw in you the kindness I longed for, but you quickly snatched it away with a few hurtful words

I saw in you the light that burned brighter than day, but you quickly snuffed it out with your cold manner

I saw you the love I yearned for, but you quickly turned it to black with your indifference

I see in you my darkest fear, that I will never be able to leave the shell I've hidden away in

I see in you my nightmare, spinning in endless circles of misunderstood words and intents

I see in you the scars I deserve to feel. I see in you wounds I refuse to close

Stephanie Arguelles Apr 2018

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The tip of the blade she held in her trembling hands.
The edge of the roof she stood at looking down.
The silence of the water that filled her lungs.
The bitterness of the pills she swallowed
The burn of the flame she touched.
The silence of the dark.
The echo of a voice
The solace
she found.

Stephanie Arguelles Apr 2018

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#firstglance
Oh my, your eyes are so tantalizing. "Nice to meet you. You're so breathtaking. I mean, I'm Steph"

#letstalk
One secret at a time. One insecurity at a time. One dark thought at a time. Can you read my mind???

#ohyouhaveagirlfreind
I mean, it's all good. I'm so happy for you! She seems lovely.

#letshangout
Just us okay? What your girlfriend will meet us there? Alright, I cant wait...

#stolenmoment
How about lunch? You're free? Great, I cant wait! I mean to eat...
Oh this is wonderful. Gosh, I want to kiss you. I really really want to.

#youremybestfreind
I cant wait to see you again and see that smile spread across your handsome face.

#ithinkimfallingforyou
Friends, it isn't enough for me. I've fallen for you and there is no denying it.

#iloveyou
Whispering softly every time we cross paths. Do i dare admit this to you?

#takethechance
"Hey, nice to chat with you after so long, how are you? Oh btw I love you".

#iloveyoutoo
I'll be your good morning and your good night. Let's plan out our lives together.

Our story in hastags

#hashtags

Stephanie Arguelles Apr 2018

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It was a sinister vine, it wrapped around her heart squeezing away the very love it held for him.

It threatened to leave her nothing but an empty husk and have her die a slow painful death.

It was the dark side of the moon, longing for the warmth of the sun that was his touch.

It awakened her but at the same time left her cold and numb to the harsh words he threw her way.

It was the wave crashing against the eager shore. She waited for him to crash into her.

It was the way he always receded that left an ache so deep it held her captive in the dark

It was her love for him. It was her pain.

Always, darling. I will love you.

#unconditional

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