I want you,
I need you,
And I want you to see that,
**** it,
The thought of loosing you makes me want to **** myself,
I've attempted,
Don't you remember?
Don't you see?
I can't say it anymore then what I have,
I need you,
I want you,
I'm your girlfriend,
I'm suppose to know,
I'm suppose to care,
I don't know if you have ever had one that does,
But I do..
And I'm here to stay,
So get use to it,
I should  be the one you come to,
I don't know what is wrong,
I don't know how else to say,
I need you,
I want you,
I want you to be the one I marry,
I want you to be the one I have kids with,
And get my life right,
And all that ****,
But you simply don't see that,
It's like it is all blind to you,
And it kills me..
So More like If  you leave take this as my,
Goodbye note,
Love you.
D
O
N
**E

without you im nothing
without you im half of a whole
without you im not the same
without you im torn like a seal in a storm
without you i have no hand to hold
without you i feel broken

You were too good to be true.
I realize that now,
and I wish that I never met you
'cause then baby,
I wouldn't be so use to kindred words,
beautiful eyes,
somber smiles,
and tearful goodbyes.

I wouldn't miss your smile,
that silly smirk you used to tease me with,
the tickles,
the gasps,
the sloppy, desperate kisses.

But,
I put my heart out on its own palisade,
paraded it down empty halls,
and left it alone to fight a war it would surely lose,
with yours.

Sending me away,
Don't "help me"
tbh,
It hurts me more,
Like you don't want me,
Think I'm crazy,
Don't care,
So,
I'm not going anywhere,
That's a promise,
And I WILL fight back

You can't take her away from me,
She is part of me,
I would die,
Mentally,
Physically,
Emotionally,
She is my world,
My sweetheart,
My baby,
My babe,
My babygirl,
My everything,
My Future wife,
Please,
Please,
Stay with me,
Don't let them take you,
Away from me..