Your Angel is dying slowly, they say that angel's never die,
but believe Angels are merely people that do good works in other people's eyes.
We hurt, we cry, we feel pain, and we feel our hearts break in two,
we know when our spirit breaks we will never be the same way too.
We keep our selves locked away so no can ever see us  again, especially those who hurts some even though we have forgiven, but we remember the event that caused the hurt and heart broke and the words that said
and made starting crying.
Months later apology comes and we have to forgive to be forgive, but from that time you changed that angel she always stay hidden.
You longer to see that Angel but she inivisible to you  becauses when you broke hert heart this is your punishment to you.
Angel dyng slowly with very few words to say accept she will always be with all night and all day. She will aways be your friend even though you are far apart. Keep on the road you have chosen it will take you far.

Another Christmas without you- Unucky number 13. I miss you so much and all I can do is think about us together and you are not with me. How could we know a month that you would be taken from me. Never to wake up again and to leave me. I am still heart broke over the day when I turned off the life-support machine. I watched you die befoe my eyes.
30 minutes I did not have you and my life was over too. I kissed you one last time and said we would meet again n far, far, better place . I am just waiting now to join you. Suicide looks good just to join you because no man can ever replace you in my heart or soul.  Another Christmas will come and go and I will still of you on your death date January 28, 2015. The pain is always going go be with me no escaping the pain of the man I loved for 12 wonderful year.

A Poet's life is a life of solitary. You are alone with your words and alone with your stories. You are  alone by choice and you have the need to write because it is a calling and a vocation for life. It is not a profession  it does not pay much but it is what you are called to do because you must  express yourself, Each piece of poetry tells a story of something that goes on in your life story.
Heart break, depression, loneliness, too, love, desperation and even the deep thought of suicide too. It tells when you break up with a boy/girl friend, and tell when you start a new life too and when it begins.
The Poet's life is one of loneliness but this is how we work and we have chosen this path for a very good reason.  No one can distraction us, because we must write we are all Poets that tell of our lives.

He was the youngest man to ever be elected as a United States President and the first Roman Catholic President ever. He said "It's not what you can do for your country but what you can do for your country." He rode down the street in a open limousine car and in a New York Minute his life ended by a far away bullet. They rushed him to the hospital but it was to late he had died in his wives arm and the country went into mourning. His little son saluted him and his widow dressed in black. They say it was a conspiracy to place LBJ in his place.  They blamed him on Lee Harvey Oswald but that was their escape goat. It was really the CIA who did not like him at all.
He is buried at Arlington Cemetery side by side with his brother Robert  Kennedy who was   also  assassinated in  LA in June of 1968.

Christmas without you what will will you do?
New Years eve without out you what will you do ?
No hotel rooms, no sleeping in, up and an at at the Room In The Inn
Drawing a ticket will allow you to go out for the night at a church or send you back to the missions which you do did not care about.
All your cared about was *** and that I could give I was worn out and the end of my rope but you were the heartless on . I would have understand why you could not have performed you could not do for me so you cheat on me with women that ****** and unclean you never know what you catch from one of those Nashville ****** but they saw right through your scam all you wanted from them is their money and *** and they kicked you right out the door.

Dreaming a dream that won't come true,
that is exactly what you are doing,
Telling yourself you have it made
but then you will never see it come true
You don't have what it takes to become
a star and you have no voice- at all.
Homeless you will be- Homeless you will stay,
living off food stamps, and your Church of Christ
No updated skills on Microsoft or Security work
Traveling from one church to another church for
a roof over your head. Is this really the kind of
life you want to lead.
You will never be noticed like so many other wanted to be stars,
and they fall by the way side and beg on the streets for a crush
of bread because they wouldn't listen to anyone with sense.
Dreaming a dream is all you are doing. You have no humility when you show off your singing.  Humble you are not, you don't know the know . You are nothing but thoughtless want be musician.

Dreary Winter Day, I look forward to warm spring days.
When the sun in shining, the skies are blue, Easter is around
the corner and you can wear brighter spring colors too.
The grass is turning greener, the birds are building their nests,
the snow is finally  thawing out and the flowers are blooming. It means a brand new year for everyone including me and this way I can forget about the person who most hurt me.

Every song and poem I post represents a part of my life, future not yet, but certainly past and present.  My music reflects what I am going through presently and what I have gone through in the past. I don't have a crystal ball so I can't see what will happen in the future. I am not a fortune teller or Gypsy so  I leave my future up to the Lord to determine.
So far, my life is a total disaster and I hope next year 2015 it is better than 2014 ever was.

You need faith to get you through the storms of life these days,
without a strong faith you will gradually fad away. Your heart will
be broken by many that say they love you, and they also leave you too,
and that strong faith in God will get will get you through.
He will heal you gradually and heal your broken heart this is because he loves you unconditionally and no human can do that at all for you.
He will stand by you and guide you through stormy seas and know this also he has a plan for you.

Forgiveness is something hard to do when some one really hurts you.
They hurt you and have no regrets and deny hurting you and asking
you to forgive them for all the past hurts and pain they have caused
but then they expect you to become their friend once again.
They cause your heart to break into two and they don't  care what happens to you.
They think of only themselves and not you, then they ask for forgiveness from you.
You may be able to forgive in time but not forget  at all in time.
The heart break is real and the pain is very sharp and maybe it is best you forget to be friends at all.
Forgiveness you must but you don't have to forget because it simply  won't happen my friend.

Friends we shall never be, not after you left me. You left me to pursue a pipe dream down in Nashville, Tennessee and you are still not employed and doing the Room In The Inn where all the homeless go and ride from bus to bus if you are lucky to draw a number every night and if not you go back to the men's mission and have to wait to get a shower ticket and bed. Is this your way of fun I don't think it is very funny and you dream will never come true of becoming a musician at 58 years old. You have no verifiable work history so how are you going to get security work even.
You live off your Church of Christ and use women for their money and *** and maybe you will get a STD and that will be the end of you. You and I will never be friends again but I am your mortal enemy.

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How could I know I would have to leave you?
How could I know I would hurt you so?
You were the one I was born to love
Oh, how could I ever know?
How could I ever know?

How can I say to go on without me?
How, when I know you still need me so?
How can I say not to dream about me?
How could I ever know?
How could I ever know?

Forgive me, can you forgive me?
And hold me in your heart
And find some new way to love me
Now that we're apart?

How could I know I would never hold you?
Never again in this world
But oh, sure as you breathe I am there inside you
How could I ever know?
How could I ever know?

How can I hope to go on without you?
How can I know where you'd have me go?
How can I bear not to dream about you?
Oh, how can I let you go?
How could I ever know?

All I need is there in the garden
All I would ask is care for the child of our love
Come, go with me, safe I will keep you
Where you would lead me, there I would
There I would, there we would, there we will go

Oh! How could I know?
Tell me how could I know?
Never to know you would ever leave me
How could we ever know?
How could we know?
How could I ever know?

Songwriters
Marsha Norman;Lucy Simon
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How do you mend a broken heart?  How do you learn to trust again.
When someone walks out on you and they say never want to see you again.    They don't want to discuss it and leave you a lone and they know that you are not strong enough to brave it alone. Then they come back and ask you if you can their friend, and all your friends just say he will hurt and use you again.  He changes his cell phone number and blocks you on his Facebook and that tells you he is trying to forget you. However, no other woman will have him because he is toothless and lives like a homeless person.  He forgets how he was raised and chases a pipe dream to become a musician in Nashville. Today he is still homeless no pride at all and he has to ask his church for money and how long  will that last How do you mend a broken heart I don't know but the pain is still strong. I have prayed  to God to let me forgive him but I can never forget what he has done.  I was good to him but he was not good to me. He only thought of himself not me.
They say a broken heart can go on beating but how long can the one stand the pain.
The heart is a fragile thing you see and one day it will stop beating.

I am a Phoenix Bird I will rise from the ashes again. I have done it once and I can do it again. I don't need any man to help me to do at all.
I trusted my heart to a man who said he loved me and then he left me
for no good reason. He caused my world to come crashing down but he forgets I am street smart and street wise and I have never been babied,
I am not a mama's girl and I have been out in this world on my own before.
I  will rise more glorious than before and then I will strike like a adder snake in the grass and bring you down and you will wish you had never left me or hurt me at all because you will be  like  Humpty Dumpty that took a great fall and Humpty Dumpty that fell off the wall    and all the kings men could not put you together again because you failed to listen to me again.
I    will be like the Phoenix Bird and Rise out of the ashes and when I do watch out I am coming after you to hurt you like you hurt me but you won't know when it will be.

I am incurable romantic. I live in a world of my own.  I live in the turn of the 20th century where ladies are ladies and gentlemen are gentlemen and ladies worn dresses, skirts, and beautiful lace blouses and pearls. Gentlemen did not think of *** until they married the girl.  The gentlemen gives flowers to their ladies and they sit on their parent's swing.
They take walks around the block during autumn , summer and spring.

Gone all the days of the incurable romantics, gone all the days of the morals and values, because society is in such decay it is sorry to see it  go down hill.

I fell a  part when I lost you. We were together for 12 wonderful years and  then the person you most despised made him and I homeless and he had he Gaul to ask me to become his wife. He had no job, he could offer me no  stable life, he disrespected our  faith which we shared in common. He never made attempt to better himself and then he cheats on me behind my back and leaves me in Chicago to die. All our friends said he was a coward because he just left me without saying good bye. He said he was a Christian but believed in cheating behind my back and womanized to on the internet. You tried to tell me to send him back and I am sorry I hurt you and I wish you were here so I could I apologize in person to you.  You were right about him. I am sorry I hurt you.