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942 · Oct 2011
YOU ALWAYS SEEM TO FORGET
You always seem to forget,
So why shouldn't I,
You always seem to forget,
So why shouldn't I cry,
You don't remember
me on holidays,
or on my birthday still,
but you expect everyone to
remember you still.
Why should I?

You always seem to forget the pain you cause me,
Why should I?
You always seem to forget me?
Why shouldI remember you?
Do you look back so long ago
and ask yourself why?
I guess it is easier for you just to forget me still.
Why Should I remember you why?
919 · Oct 2011
Eternity
Eternity,  I wonder how it must be,
I long to see it, oh Lord, please take me,
I look up into your bright blue skies,
I see your creation and I am one
of them who must die,
Eternity its beauty and grace,
I think of no other place,
I think of those that I have loved and
died,
I know they must be waiting for me
up in the celestial skies
They wait for me at heaven's gate,
My tears run down my face,
The real reason why I cry,
is because I am granting eternal
life.
CARPENTERS I'LL NEVER FALL IN LOVE AGAIN LYRICS

Artist: Carpenters
Popularity : 1 users have visited this page.
Album: Track 8 on Close to You
Length: 2:57

What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia.
After you do, he'll never phone you.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

Don't tell me what is all about,
'Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out,
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love?
You get enough tears to fill an ocean
That's what you get for your devotion.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow.
So, for at least until tomorrow,
I'll never fall in love again!
I'll never fall in love again!
900 · Jan 2012
Please Forgive me
Please forgive me,
If I hurt you,
I did not mean to hurt you so,
Please forgive me for
betraying you, I did not mean to do so,
Please forgive me for my lack of unfaithfulness,
I never meant to hurt you so,
Please forgive me for taking you
off life support,
I hurt me more than you will ever know,
It was the hardest thing I had to do,
when I had to let you go.
I love you Frank.
898 · Oct 2011
Saturdays
Saturdays start the end of the week,
Everyone is free to do as he pleases,
Some people will stay in bed,
Some people will become lazy heads,
Some people will become couch potatoes,
Other will go out and walk along Lake Michigan,
and
some will stay in to sit by their fire places,
Saturdays ends the work week,
and
Everyone is pleased and relieved,
They can take it easy and do as they please
This is what Saturday is meant to be.
872 · Oct 2011
I AM NOT AFRAID OF DEATH
I am not afraid of death nor am I am afraid of dying,
I have nothing on my consciences, that I need to lie
about when I come in from of Our Lord,
I have never had an abortion, like both of my sisters had
before me,
They did not think about the dreadful day of judgment.
I only have questions that need to be answered by the Lord
and I hope he will incline his ear to me
I need to ask him why he let certain things take place to me,
I will bend the knee, I will confess
That Jesus is The King of Kings,
and
'Lords of Lords over at including to me
Jesus knows in fact that I am the one person who
would gladly for him.
Oh yes, Lord I come to you on bended Knee,
I prostrate myself to thee
All I would ask from you is now
is pardon my sins from me.
Lead me back to the promise land,
where there is no pain and suffering,
where I can be with those I love once
and forever more.
I Need to Be in Love Lyrics
from Gold: 35th Anniversary Edition

"I Need to Be in Love" is track #15 on the album Gold: 35th Anniversary Edition. It was written by Hammond, Albert/bettis, John/carpenter, Richard.
The hardest thing I've ever done is keep believing
There's someone in this crazy world for me
The way that people come and go through temporary lives
My chance could come and I might never know

I used to say, "No promises, let's keep it simple"
But freedom only helps you say goodbye
It took a while for me to learn that nothin' comes for free
The price I've paid is high enough for me

I know I need to be in love
I know I've wasted too much time
I know I ask perfection of a quite imperfect world
And fool enough to think that's what I'll find

So here I am with pockets full of good intentions
But none of them will comfort me, tonight
I'm wide awake at four a.m. without a friend in sight
I'm hangin' on a hope but I'm alright

I know I need to be in love
I know I've wasted too much time
I know I ask perfection of a quite imperfect world
And fool enough to think that's what I'll find

I know I need to be in love
I know I've wasted too much time
I know I ask perfection of a quite imperfect world
And fool enough to think that's what I'll find

SONGWRITERS
HAMMOND, ALBERT/BETTIS, JOHN/CARPENTER, RICHARD

PUBLISHED BY
864 · Oct 2011
A Cool Sunday
A cool Sunday,
not to hot and not to cold
it is just right
for a Sunday walk

People will be out walking along
the beach fronts of Lake Michigan,
some will be roller skating,
some of them will be walking their dogs,

Some will have the MP 3 players and
listening to their favorite songs.

Others will attend church services,
like they always do,
Listening to the preacher give his
sermon too.

After Sunday Services is let out,
they all head out for lunch,
this is where all the gossip begins
about everyone.

A cool Sunday morning it brings
so much with it too,
It makes people happy along sad with it
because Sunday will end too.
861 · Nov 2014
Thanksgiving of 2014
Thanksgiving 2014 will be different for me. We are not together because you left me. You are in Nashville doing your  thing, and I am in Chicago where I need to be. You are homeless, I am not, I am a poet and writer, and not just a want to be one . You are a want to be musician trying to fulfill a pipe dream but I have real publishers who want to publish me.
I may not have family but I have friends and I know if I need them I can call them you see. Your Thanksgiving will be at mission in Nashville, Tennessee but I will have a Thanksgiving here where I am right now.
The library is closed on Thanksgiving Day and I have my lap to keep me company. There is no way to send you a Thanksgiving Day Card because you blocked me on your Facebook.  You will travel from one church to another if that is fun I think that is not funny. Thanksgiving Day 2014 will certainly be different to me.
The Girl I Mean To Be Lyrics
"The Girl I Mean To Be" was written by Levine Lucy Simon; Norman Marsha.
I need a place where I can go
Where I can whisper what I know
Where I can whisper who I like
And where I go to see them

I need a place where I can hide
Where no one sees my life inside
Where I can make my plans and write them down
So I can read them

A place where I can bid my heart be still
And it will mind me
A place where I can go when I am lost
And there I will find me

I need a place to spend the day
Where no one says to go or stay
Where I can take my pen and draw
The girl I mean to be

SONGWRITERS
LEVINE LUCY SIMON; NORMAN MARSHA
857 · Jan 2012
Cats
Cats come in all shapes and sizes,
Cats come in all colors too,
Cats are loving animals,
They will require so little from you.

Cats make perfect pets,
They sleep all day and some sleep
at night too.

If you want the perfect pet,
a cat is right for you.
842 · Oct 2011
Sunny Autumn Days
Sunny autumn days here,
people are glad because
it brings them good cheer.

They aren't having to over dress
an to many clothes, just enough
to keep them warm and cozy.

Sunny autumn days are
bright, they lead into
cool autumn nights,
Just right to snuggle up
in a favorite blanket
during the night
Summer autumn nights
are just right

Summer autumn days are just
right, people come and go,
and relieved that the summer
heat is gone from their sight.

They don't complain about autumn
days or autumn nights,
They love both of them because
they are just right.
The hardest thing for me to do is forgive
what you did to me
so many years ago to Roy and me
You were my family but you turned
against me
You broke up a happy marriage, a happy home,
You made us lose our child into a foster home,
and once the state was done with us
they placed her into an adoptive home.

An adoptive home that did not love her like we could have done
and accepted her for good or for bad
You had no consciences when you went against Roy and me
and the end you expect my forgiveness no way can I do this
for you.

I would have never turned against you like you did to me
I would have stood reunited with you because you are family.
So it is what the Bible says, "Sister Against Sister,"
How sad.
No, I have tried to forgive you many times
but I have had better friends of mine who are
make sisters than you have ever been
One day one day when everything comes to an end
You will be judged for destroying our marriage, our happy home,
and having our child taken away in a foster home.
828 · Feb 2012
All I Have To Give
All I have to give is yours
alone,
You came into my
life,
and
ended the loneliness for me,
You unlocked the door
to my heart you see,
You are my everything,
All I have to give is my
everything.
All I ask from you right
is that you never break my heart
right now,
I love you with all my heart and soul,
I think you know this any how.
All I have is yours alone,
No one else will I give it to
right now.
You have my love,
My heart ,
My Soul,
All I ask is that you never
let it go.
Once I use to go to Mass
every Sunday morning gladly,
it gave me strength and peace of mind,
don't ask me why I  have stopped going
to Mass now,
It does little or nothing for me now,
Every Sunday I would get up,
and get ready to go to Mass,
It was every thing to me,
but please don't ask me now
why I stopped going to Mass
it means nothing to me,
I guess when you died, and I had to
go alone,
it started to mean nothing to me,
as I could not stand going by myself
and no one would want to accompany me.
This is the reason why I stopped going to Mass
because you are not with me.
Mass once meant everything to me and now
it means nothing to me like organized religion
means nothing to me.
Have I lost my faith, no I have not
I have just loss the organized religion in me.
800 · Oct 2011
Halloween
Halloween,
Halloween,
Oh how much fun it use to be
to me,
dressing up in a funny costume,
Go from house to house,
asking for trick or treats,
not knowing which one
it would be.
Now that I am older
Halloween
does not mean
so much to me.
786 · Oct 2011
Children
Children are a gift from God,
but sometimes our children
go wrong,
We try to bring them up right,
and still they go stray although
we teach them right,
Children grow up, and
they think on their own,
They think they don't need us,
but how they are wrong,
Just because our children have grown,
doesn't necessary mean they don't need
us anymore.
Our children are a blessing from above,
but sometimes when they grow up
they leave us alone,
and all they think is about themselves,
and this we did not teach them when
they were young.
785 · Jan 2012
THE DAY YOU DIED
The day I found out that you died,
I had to sit down and I had to cry,
You were so young  to be taken so,
I don't know why you had to be
murdered in cold blood.

You were not out to hurt anyone,
but who knows who drives out
in our streets,
You were the prey my dear Sherry.
I hope that you did not suffer long,
and
That Our Lord in his mercy took you quickly
home.
Now it has been many years that you have
died and
still all I can do is say good bye and cry.

In Memorial of Sherry Kennedy
Born 1954 and murdered on
January 17, 1970.
Sherry's ****** still goes unsolved this very day.
774 · Oct 2011
Night Time
Night time has come,
Day time has ended,
Saturday night has come,
Sunday is about to begin
a new day and a new week
for everyone

Night time brings with it
the sweet relief of peace sleep
and
with it comes with a night full
of dreams,

Night time has come,
with bright stars in the skies,
where everyone can look up into
it
and make a wish and wonder why
everything happened why?

Yes, night has fallen, a wonderful
time to just reflect on the reason why?
I have been blessed three times in my life,
I had three wonderful soul-mates
that loved me and knew when I needed them.

Sometimes one only finds one soul-mate throughout their live,
but I had three that were there for me and I love each of them
with all my life.

Each were special to me, and different in his own way,
but they loved me for who and what I am and that
was important to me as a person.

One by one the Lord called each of them home,
When he did this I felt myself being all alone,

My tears flowed like rivers down my cheeks,
This is because I knew it would be a long time
before we would ever see each other again.

Each died a tragic death, and I saw put to rest,
but I haven't seen any rest since they have died
just endless tears and depression.

Sometimes when I still and I listen very hard,
I can hear each of them call out to me to please
go on.

I know in my heart that they are all watching over me
from up above and each of them are singing a celestial song.

In Loving Memory of:
Donald S. Martino
October 31, 1934- November 4, 1996
John Richard David Werdell
March 1, 1950- December 3, 2002
Frank A. Kratochvil
Septemeber 8, 1948- January 28, 2008

Gone but never forgotten but alway loved.
770 · Mar 2012
Hard As Nails Now
I hope you are happy,
I hope you are proud
that you have turned
me
into hard as nails now,
I once was soft and
sweet and caring,
I am not and I am
less caring,
I am hard as nails,
My heart is cold,
it is like a block
of coal
One day I hope I
can love again,
but if I don't
I will blame you
my once dear friend,
I hope in time,
I will be able to
say I care,
but if I don't
it is your fault
my dear.
769 · Oct 2011
Indian Summers
Indian Summers
warm in the days
and
cool in the nights
Indian summers oh
what a  perfect delight,
it neither to cold nor
to hot to sleep,
Indian Summers are
just perfect for me.
Indian Summers
watch the leaves turn into colors
of Autumn delight,
orange, yellow, and golden brown
so wonderfully hued, in
Indian Summers are
meant for me and for you.
768 · Mar 2012
TENDERNESS OF YOUR LOVE
The Tenderness of your love,

impresses me so much,

I don't know what I have

done to deserve it

and have been given

all your love.



The tenderness of

your love letters impresses

me so much, I read them once,

I read them again, and say

how truly lucky I am.



The tenderness of your feelings

for me carries me away,

I can't wake until we meet

each other face to face.



You picked me out of a crowd

of girls on a website I can see,

I don't know what you saw in

me, I really like to know that please.



I will not let you down my love and I promise

to be the best that I can be.
755 · Nov 2014
Music
My music is me and it tells a lot about me. Every song has a meaning  to me about my life and some phase of it. Every song tells about me and what I have gone through since I turned 18 years old.  Music and writing going together like bread and butter. You need the rhyme to make it right.    The songs I post reflect my pain, my sorrow, my loss, and the love of my life. My depression, my struggles, and eventually my victory. I like all kinds of music  from Bach to the Beatles to 1980's music including roaring 20's and especially the 70's the reflects my incurable romanticism in me.
Music and writing goes hand in hand and like music  poetry and music also goes hand in hand to me.
The last song sung by the Late Whitney Huston I  posted is for my dear late Frank. The song The Girl I Mean To Be is me.
My girl friends are my real sisters
never have they stood against me
but rather stood with me
Whereas my flesh and blood
sister turned against me with
the state and she broke my
heart and did not believe in
my ability.
My girl friends are my sisters
never have they forsaken me
as my flesh and blood sister
did to me
never would I turn against her
like she turned against me
so long ago and
broke my heart and did not
care if she did so.

In dedication to my best friends,
Debbie Lange
My late Girl Friend, Jennifer  Griffin
and Robin Schantz.
Teresa Michael
752 · Oct 2011
My Music Is Me
My music i s me,
I am my music,
It reflects the kind of person I am
in music and in song,
I love The Carpenters, as well as Franz Liszt,
I love Gordon Lightfoot as well as Fredrick Chopin,
I love to sing and I love to dance,
It tells you who I really am.

My music is me,
I am my music,
It reflects the kind of person
I am music and song,

It will tell you if I am depressed,
If I am in love,
It will tell you if I am lonely,
or If I am moody,
I am my music and my music
is me and tells you all about me
751 · Oct 2011
SHADES OF AUTUMN
Summer time has come,
Summer has gone,
The shades of autumn
bring with it
the perfect hues
of red, yellow, and golden brown,
Indian Summers does autumn bring,
and with Autumn does she bring
in song of autumn leaves that fall
off the trees.
Warm Summer days and cool autumn nights,
they are perfect to sleep through autumn nights.
Cool autumn days are not quite here,
but soon everyone will be ready for what she tells you to wear
what autumn bring with her.
Autumn is not to cold nor she is to hot,
she is just perfect is she not.
Autumn is around for three months a year,
than her dear sister Winter is here.
751 · Feb 2012
Lord, Help Me To Forgive
Lord, Help me To Forgive
those people
who have done me
wrong,
although
they are no longer
alive
Lord, help me learn to
love,
and put a song back
into my heart
where I can live
and to forgive
those who have
done me wrong
Lord, I come to
you on bended
knee,
and help me to forgive
those who have
trespassed
against me
Oh Lord,
help me
to forgive those please
748 · Dec 2014
Karma
Karma will get you three fold when you hurt someone that did not need to be hurt. You were thoughtless, selfish, and simply did not think and Karma is a ***** a bigger ***** than me.  You will suffer bad luck, destiny will smile upon you and fate will definitely turn her back on you.  Karma will make you suffer worse than you made suffer and you will not prosper at all. You will get no job, no car, no new girl friend, because Fate will play in that hand and Karma will take care of you.
Bad luck will come you  in every way and in fact it will be with you until you dying day. She may forgive you if you ask for forgiveness and undo the damage you have done to me. However, it is not for me to say it is up to Karma what she does to you now and until your dying day.
739 · Feb 2012
Please Wait
Please Wait
for Me,
I need you to wait
for me,
If you love
like you said,
you will
wait for me.
Please know that
I love you with
all my heart and soul
there is no need
to hurry things
between us
and it
will mean
so much more
if we don't hurry things
along.
Please wait,
Please be patience,
Please wait for me.
738 · Dec 2014
WHO CAN MEND A BROKE HEART
Who can mend a broken heart. I don' think anyone can mend mine.
I have my heart broken time and time again,  I don't think any man can mend mine.
The trust is gone, my spirit is broke,  I  tried to love  but it was broken again, he took off and left me and I gave him the world and he left me  broken and crying. He would not talk, he would not compromse he got the money to leave from his church of Christ and I did everything for him.
My heart can never be mended it is broke for ever more.
Who can mend my broken heart  I doubt there is a man out there.
736 · Oct 2011
A Cool Autumn Monday
A cool autumn Monday,
has come around,
The skies are so blue and clear,
there is not a gray cloud in the
sky that will tell us
rain will fall from it.

The autumn sun is bright and sunny,
but the temperatures are just right,
for a cool autumn Monday
whereas people enjoy the first
day of their work week
and look forward to the rest of
the week being just the same
as a clear autumn Monday.
736 · Feb 2012
He Calls Me His Muse
He calls me His Muse
He tells me  I am inspire him
to be
the poet he is and the best
he can be
He calls me his angel
that came from above,
I tell him he is the only
man I will ever love
We think so much a like
he and I wear our hearts
on our sleeves
we are both the hopeless
romantics that belong
together you see
I am his muse
and I am glad I can
inspire to write poems
for me.
735 · Oct 2011
He Wanted The Perfect Wife
I am not perfect,
I was not meant to be,
that is what he expected me to be,
The Perfect Wife,
To do as he bid,
and
When I did not he would abuse me
when we went to our bed,
He beat me senseless black and blue,
I really did not know at the time what to do,
But finally it came to me,
I had to make my get way and leave him
just so I could be me

He tried to come back many years ago,
He asked for a second chance I told him NO!
If he couldn't love then how could he love me now,
There was no way he could do it now.

A second wife he took, I know little about her,
She lives in Ireland,
She must have found out about him as I did along ago,
He wanted the perfect wife to live with and do as she was
told.
How Could I Ever Know Lyrics
"How Could I Ever Know" was written by Marsha Norman;lucy Simon.
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How could I know I would have to leave you?
How could I know I would hurt you so?
You were the one I was born to love
Oh, how could I ever know?
How could I ever know?

How can I say to go on without me?
How, when I know you still need me so?
How can I say not to dream about me?
How could I ever know?
How could I ever know?

Forgive me, can you forgive me?
And hold me in your heart
And find some new way to love me
Now that we're apart?

How could I know I would never hold you?
Never again in this world
But oh, sure as you breathe I am there inside you
How could I ever know?
How could I ever know?

How can I hope to go on without you?
How can I know where you'd have me go?
How can I bear not to dream about you?
Oh, how can I let you go?
How could I ever know?

All I need is there in the garden
All I would ask is care for the child of our love
Come, go with me, safe I will keep you
Where you would lead me, there I would
There I would, there we would, there we will go

Oh! How could I know?
Tell me how could I know?
Never to know you would ever leave me
How could we ever know?
How could we know?
How could I ever know?

Songwriters
Marsha Norman;Lucy Simon
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Christmas Time is a season of hope
Christmas Time is a season of love
It is not supposed to be a season of commercialism
Christmas Time is a season for giving
It is not a time for a season of receiving
Let us all remember for what Christmas is really about
It is the time of season when Our Lord was born and he
came down from heaven and to save us from our sins.
Dear Rebecca,
Dear Rebecca.
It is too late,
Too make your
peace with your
father because
he passed away.

You had all the time you
needed to make your peace
with him and now he is gone
and you never did.

He passed away of Prostrate
Cancer in November
of 2008 and now
you will never get to know
him for it is
too late.
713 · Dec 2014
Dreary Winter Day
Dreary Winter Day, I look forward to warm spring days.
When the sun in shining, the skies are blue, Easter is around
the corner and you can wear brighter spring colors too.
The grass is turning greener, the birds are building their nests,
the snow is finally  thawing out and the flowers are blooming. It means a brand new year for everyone including me and this way I can forget about the person who most hurt me.
706 · Oct 2011
Lady Spring Time
Lady Spring Time replaces her sister, Lady Winter Time,
with warmer weather and helps to melt her sisters,
snow that helps make the flowers grow.
Lady Spring time is dressed in beautiful colors,
pink, blue, and yellow, and she is the most beautiful
of all the seasons of God's created season.
She is just perfect for spring time months,
because she gives out just enough warmth in the day time
and cool in the night times.
Unlike her sisters, she is the mildest of seasons,
she has the sweetest smile of all of them.
When she comes it is for such a little while
and then she tells us that her sister,
Lady Summer is on her way, and she is the hottest
month of the four seasons.
Each season makes their way for each other to come,
and all have special reasons in God's created heaven above.
702 · Dec 2014
Karma
You will be sorry what you did to me. You will feel the loneliness on the Nashville Streets. When the people you think are your friend starting turning you away and they see you can't give. They see you as a taker, cheater, and womanizer too. They will walk away and even smile at you.
They will not help you do anything else but let you fall to the way side and let you pick yours self up. You will feel the same pain and heart break you see that you did to me.  You will never achieve the pipe dream you see of being a musician no one will have you see.
You will result to use the Nashville ***** for money and *** but you better have $40.00 for a ****** tablet too. Those women will want you to do the disgusting *** you call it but they will throw you out into the streets and get another who will do it.
You will have no one to turn to but a friend or two and how long will that last between you two.
Karma is payback and Karma is what you will receive because you hurt me you see.
693 · Oct 2011
I AM NOT JEALOUS OF YOU
I am not jealous of you,
and what you have,
as it doesn't really
belong to you,

What I have is mine,
It has come true,
I don't have to reply on
anyone just myself
and I must be true

You rely on someone
to give you every thing you
need, and when you need it
on your knees you must bring,

I am not jealous of anything you
have because everything I have is mine,
and whatever I need I can get on my
own and I don't need someone to buy
it as you do right now.
Could It Be Sixteen Years Ago
Since You left me by myself
Can it be sixteen years ago since
you left me alone
How I miss you
we were meant to be as
one and
then all of a sudden the Lord
called you home and I was all
alone.
You were my best friend,
You always knew when I needed you the most
and when you died I left alone and cried myself
a sleep because I know there was no one
else meant for me.
Sixteen years have come and gone
and I miss you very much
I think of no one but you and me
and how once how happy we were to be.

I know that somehow you are looking and watching over me
from up above the heavenly skies and you tell me please to
dry my eyes and to live as happy as I can be
but this is impossible for me
because you are not by my side
the only thing left for me is to cry.

Dedicated to my late soul-mate
Donald S. Martino
Born October 31, 1934
Died November 4, 1995
Gone but never forgotten and always loved.
When I was twenty-two years old,
I found out I was pregnant,
with my second child,
I went to my family for help,
but they turned their backs on me for help,
To them I had done the unpardonable sin,
by getting pregnant once again,
and this was because before I was married
and now I was divorced
and an ***** mother who did not
deserve her baby.
I had two sisters who could have cared for me,
but no they both took a stab at me,
and ruined my life for me and helped
the state to take my baby away from me.

My daughter was placed into foster care
and take care by strangers and then she was placed into
an adoptive home with adoptive parents who could not
love her as much as me
and from them she hear they wished they never had
adopted her because of mental illness she had inherited
from her real family.
My daughter today is thirty two years of age,
she is loss to me and she has cut me off
from her because she will not listen to me.
All I can do is pray that one day before it is too late that
she will return to me.
This is because I love her unconditionally and
have no regrets that I gave birth to her thirty two
years ago.
I sit here and remember your last words to me,
how can I forget
You told me that you would always love me,
how can I forget,
We had a special kind of love, a love
based on affection and honestly.
When I heard that you had died
it broke my heart in two
I remember the last three word you spoke
to me how can I forget
They were the words we always share with each
other and they were I love you.


Oh Roy, I miss you so much.  I don't know how
much longer I can go without you.  I loss everyone
I have loved and I am all alone now.

I will love you forever.  I had three husbands and out of
all of you it was you I loved the most the other two were dreadful
mistakes in my life but we were not a mistake.

Wait for me to come to you.

A crying,
Lucie
670 · Feb 2012
Tell The Truth
Please Tell The Truth
Is All I ask,
Is that asking
To Much from You,
Please Tell the truth
is all I ask,
I asked you to slow down
for me,
Please Tell the truth,
Did I try to call this
whole thing off,
and that you won't let me,
Please tell the truth,
that is all I ask
don't lie over at
under your facebook
and make me the bad
person when I am
not you see.
Just tell the truth.
That is all I ask
of you.
Another Christmas without you- Unucky number 13. I miss you so much and all I can do is think about us together and you are not with me. How could we know a month that you would be taken from me. Never to wake up again and to leave me. I am still heart broke over the day when I turned off the life-support machine. I watched you die befoe my eyes.
30 minutes I did not have you and my life was over too. I kissed you one last time and said we would meet again n far, far, better place . I am just waiting now to join you. Suicide looks good just to join you because no man can ever replace you in my heart or soul.  Another Christmas will come and go and I will still of you on your death date January 28, 2015. The pain is always going go be with me no escaping the pain of the man I loved for 12 wonderful year.
667 · Oct 2011
I CAN'T GO ON WITHOUT YOU
A Poem of loss and love.


I can't go on without you

I have tried these many  years

All I can do is cry now

because I don't want to live

There is no real reason for me to live on

You are not here with me

But somehow, someway I know it

you are watching over me

I think of us when you were here

how happy we were

and now there is no happiness for me

My heart broken,

My Spirit gone

I have no fight left in me

I only have one request to ask the

Lord and that is that he takes me.

I ask the Lord to take me and when I

see you again the promise Land.

All these tears will turn to happiness and joy

that we are together once again
You broke up with
me a month ago,
but I can see
you still think
of me,
I am very touch of course,
I tried to tell you from
the start,
once man gets to
know me
he loves me
forever and
he can't depart.
I am on his mind
both day and night
and I am his heart
all the time.
I am the only
woman in his heart
and thoughts,
and he will love
me from the start.
I am one man's angel,
I am one man'  Queen of Hearts,
and they love me very much.
Now I don't know what
to do because I love each
of them true.
All I ever wanted was a sister in you,
This you could never be,
All I ever wanted in you,
was a sister to me,
I wanted us to be close
but this you could never be,
but the one thing you did
was to betray me.
I just wanted a sister,
This you could not be for me,
Why, you know why because
you did indeed in  betray me
Would I betray you in the same
way you betrayed me,
No, I would have never betrayed you
and been the kind of sister that you wanted
me to be.
No matter how hard we try to be sisters now,
it will never happen I am sorry now.
I have tried to forgive your betrayal so many years ago
and there is no way you can make it up to me now.

All I wanted was sister but you were not her
I have to found my sister in another who
believe in me and stood by me because
she knew I was innocent of all the false
accusations brought against me.

I don't grieve because you are alone,
I am not jealous of what you consider your happy home,
I am not jealous of your marriage, I am happy and free,
I have had many wonderful men who have loved me just for me.
Can you say the same?
I doubt it from what I have seen, you are not happy
and never will be.
You were like a sister to me,
When my own sister could not be,
You were always there for me,
When my own sister did in fact betray me,
You found no fault in me,
like my own sister did to me,
You believed in my ability
unlike my own sister couldn't do for me
We were close like sisters should be,
unlike my own sister and I could not be
When I needed your help you were there for me,
When my own sister was not there for me,
Thank you dear Teresa for being there for me.
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