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653 · Oct 2011
I CAN'T SAY GOOD BYE
I  can't say good-bye,
because part of me would certain die,
my heart would break,
my eyes  break down in cry,
This is why I can't  say good-bye,

When I had to let you go when you
died, all I did was cry,
and ever since my eyes have not
been dry,

I can't say good bye,
It is just to hard for me to say it now,
if I had to say good bye now,
I would most certainly die.
651 · Oct 2011
WHAT DID HE EVER DO TO YOU?
I have to look back and
ask myself what did he do to you
to make you turn your back on him?
I could have cared less what you did
to me,
but whatever did he do to you to make
you stab him in the back,
He was never rude to you, he was always
kind, but what did you to do him,
you hurt him from behind.

He was always polite to you,
you must have forgot it so ,
because if you did you
would have never done it so,
you would have never hurt him so.

You could have hurt me, I could have cared less,
I knew you to be a true *****,
but when you hurt my one true love,
I became a bigger *****.

One day I will pay you back for
hurting him like you did,
but for now I have not forgotten
what you did and I never will.

In Loving Memory of
my second late beloved husband,
Roy L. Mock,
Born December 13, 1953 to November 25, 1008,
You are my angel watching down from heaven.
I am unforgettable aren't I?

Why are you still carrying a

torch for me?

You thought you could

get over me and it

was simple as that.



It is not as simple as you

thought and I am still

very much in your

thoughts.



You let me go,

and you have these regrets

you see, because I am the only

person who can accept you as

you are oh don' t you see?



For now just let us be platonic friends

and not let us start up our ill-fated

romance again.



I am your friend for life you see,

and I am here for you always.
Memories of A Twelve Year Old
Girl
Looking down in her favorite
brother's casket,
and not seeing him alive anymore,
Memories of A Twelve year old girl
crying
that she kissed her favorite brother
one last time before they laid him
to rest in the cemetery
Memories of a twelve year old girl
dressed in red and black dress
and this was not the first time
she had gone to a funeral before
Memories of a twelve year old
sister who would miss her
favorite brother forever more.
640 · Oct 2011
I REMEMBER OUR PHONE CALLS
I  remember our phone call so long ago,
You use to call me almost every night
we use to talk to each other through the night
We really did not have much to say,
But we stayed on the telephone throughout the day,
We could not argue with each other,
When we did we would cry,
and
We would apologize to each other
because we thought the other would die
You would call for no reason,
You just wanted to talk,
and some times we would not
have much to say we would sit there
quietly on the phone waiting for
words to form from each others mouths
I remember our phone calls,
we made to each other all the time,
I did not expect the phone to ring nor to chime
I was happy to hear your voice and you to hear mine
We will always be close throughout our life time.
There is a lot say  in one of the songs you listen to if you listen to them all the way through. It may tell how you feel way back when or tell how you right now and every thing . It can tell you how you should feel and may be what you should do but every song has a meaning I am telling you.  I love Karen Carpenter - her songs tell a story about love and life, it tells about her struggles with mental health issues too.  Elton John has great  songs are also so true Don't Go Break My Heart is something everyone will do and Neil Diamond's I believe In Happy Ending tells what we wish but sometimes we don't always get what we wish.  Some of the songs in the Musical The Secret Garden tells you how I am feeling because the girl I mean to be is what I really want to be.  There is a lot to say in a song it can make us unhappy and crying, or make us happy and strong.
630 · Oct 2011
TO A SPECIAL PERSON
To A Special Person
From the very start,
If you start to get lonely,
remember you are always in my heart,
if you need someone to talk to,
pick up your phone and call me,
I won't be far away as I am always
at home and willing to talk to thee.

To A Special Person,
Very dear to my heart
You are the one I love the most
but I think you knew that from the start

When we first met, I knew we had some special
I just did not know what,
but I know it is something tangible and
will stay in both our hearts.

To a special person,  
that I will never forget
if you ever need me
please give me a call.
628 · Oct 2011
I Think of You So Often
I think of you so often
I wish that you were here
I miss when use to call
me
and whisper over
the phone
I love you in my ear

Then I was notified by Ancestory.com
that you had died and I did not
want to believe it
so I called your mother in Virginia
and she said it was true you did.

Your prostrate cancer killed you
My tears followed like a river down my cheeks
My heart broken into a thousand pieces
What other reasons to I have to live for I asked
myself now - that you have died and left me

Oh Roy, how much I miss you and I hope you are
watching me from above and all I want is to
come to us so we will be one in love .

Atleast I know you are at peace finally
no pain you have to experience
I will always love you no matter what
because our love is eternal.

I love you Roy.

In loving memory of Second late Beloved husband,
The only husband I loved out of three husbands,
Roy L. Mock
Born December 13, 1953
Died November 25, 2008
Gone but never forgotten and always loved
I can not keep from crying,
I really don't know why,
however, as I approach the
anniversary of your death,
all I want to do is die.
It hurt me so much beyond compare,
to watch you leave this life,
I would have gladly traded my life
for yours and I would have gladly died.
It has been four years now since you
left me,
The pain is hard to take,
oh please oh please
all I can ask of you,
is that you will gladly wait for me
so we can be together once again.
623 · Oct 2011
Don't Trust Family
Don't trust your family,
They will not always be there
for you,
one minute they will say they
believe in you, the next
minute they will be back
stabbing you and say
that they don't believe in you.

Oh, I have seen it many times before,
family doesn't care if you walk out the door,
They will not help you when you need them,
They mock you and tell you how you
have messed up your life, it is like they
are stabbing you with a knife.

Trust not your family, because they
will not be there for you at all in
the future or present.
Please tell me Lord what should I do?
Should I come back to you?
I know that I am a terrible sinner,
and
that you love me no matter what
I have done.

I never meant to go a stray,
but somehow it ended up that way,
and
Now I knew your strength and
guidance and
tell me what to do
should I please come back to you.

I come to you on bended knee,
I admit I am a sinner to thee,
I repent to you of all my sins,
and once again I will a children
of yours.

I ask that you lead me once again, and
accepted me back once again.
620 · Oct 2011
Sunny Monday Morning
A  Sunny Monday,
when the sun is shining so bright,
The cool autumn here helps
people to get out and
take their daily walks
and make it work on
time.

A Sunny Monday,
the skies are very blue,
the sun is outshining,
but my life is nothing is without you.

Mondays come, Monday goes,
the evening will come once again,
I will toss and turn without you by my side,
and
wish you were with me again.
I am a Phoenix Bird I will rise from the ashes again. I have done it once and I can do it again. I don't need any man to help me to do at all.
I trusted my heart to a man who said he loved me and then he left me
for no good reason. He caused my world to come crashing down but he forgets I am street smart and street wise and I have never been babied,
I am not a mama's girl and I have been out in this world on my own before.
I  will rise more glorious than before and then I will strike like a adder snake in the grass and bring you down and you will wish you had never left me or hurt me at all because you will be  like  Humpty Dumpty that took a great fall and Humpty Dumpty that fell off the wall    and all the kings men could not put you together again because you failed to listen to me again.
I    will be like the Phoenix Bird and Rise out of the ashes and when I do watch out I am coming after you to hurt you like you hurt me but you won't know when it will be.
What will this St. Valentine's Day Mean,
What will this St. Valentine's Bring me,
I hope it brings me happiness,
I hope it brings me new love,
I am looking back at the ones
we shared,
but do I dare to hope?

What will this St. Valentine's Day mean to me,
will it bring me Romance,
I don't mean senseless ***,
I am a true romantic at heart,
I want my heart to sing a song
about how we love and romance,

I don't care about the cards,
The boxes of chocolates too,
I just want someone who can
love me like you loved me
and I loved you.
611 · Jan 2012
NightTime
The Sun has gone down,
The sky have gone dark,
The moon has come out,
The night time has come,
Oh let sweet slumber,
fall down on me,
and
I pray that I can go to
sleep.
Tomorrow is a brand
new day, and with
it come with a sunny
day.
Come Night time,
give me peace,
I long to find it
in my sleep.
608 · Oct 2011
THE LOSS OF A BROTHER
I had a brother that was older than me,
my mother and father took him away from me,
I was twelve and he was nearly twenty-three,
my parent's did not care what they did to me,

My parent's drove him out of their house,
This is because he could not live they way
they wanted him to be,

I was only seven and he was nearly seventeen,
They drove my beloved oldest brother, Larry, away from me.

He was an artist, a poet, and a writer just like me,
what my parent's did to him they did to me,
I just outlived both of them yes indeed, I made it until
I was fifty-six years old indeed.

Now these many years have come and gone,
my dearest brother, Larry, is an angel and
he still writes his celestial songs in the heaven above,
He left this world when he was nearly twenty-three, and
I remember the tears of a brother that was taken from
me.
In Loving remembrance of my eldest brother,
Benjamin L. Wesson
Born December 8, 1944 to August 8, 1967
I will always love you and I will never forget you.
606 · Dec 2011
Christmas
Christmas


  
Christmas is a special time of year

Christmas time is a time for good cheer

but let us remember what it is really all

about,

It is not about the Christmas tree,

the tinsel, lights, and presents that we receive

It is about our Savior's birth that came to earth

to save us from our sins and redeem us.



Now on this Christmas Day

get down on your bended knees and pray

and thank the Lord for what he means to you

and that is the gift of salvation that is free to all who wants

to accept it.



Blessed Christmas to all.
605 · Oct 2011
Lady Winter Time
Lady Winter Time Is On Her Way,
She tells her sister, Autumn to be on her way,
Lady Winter is clothed in glistening array,
Lady Winter Time is on her way.

She comes with glistening snow,
and cold temperatures, to let us
know, that she is the coldest
of seasons for us to live with.

Sometimes Lady Winter can be kind of us,
and no snow she will give to us,
She can hand us warm weather and then
give us a snow blizzard.

Lady Winter is here only for three months  of the
years and then her sweet sister, Lady Spring
is in the air, to warm up the earth and
make the flowers to grow,  Lady
Spring arrives and makes the snow
to melt that helps the flowers to grow.
'll Never Fall In Love Again Lyrics
from Close To You

"I'll Never Fall In Love Again" is track #1 on the album Close To You. It was written by Bacharach, Burt / David, Hal.
Here to remind you, here to remind you
Here to remind you, here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love
A girl with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble
I'll never fall in love again, I'll never fall in love again

What do you get when you kiss a guy
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, he'll never phone you
I'll never fall in love again, I'll never fall in love again

Don't tell me what it's all about
'Cause I've been there and I'm glad, I'm out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So far, at least until tomorrow
I'll never fall in love again, I'll never fall in love again

Don't tell me what it's all about
'Cause I've been there and I'm glad, I'm out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I'm have here to remind you
Here to remind you, here to remind you, oh, here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So far, at least until tomorrow
I'll never fall in love again, I'll never fall in love again
602 · Oct 2011
Thinking About You
Thinking of You Is All I Do,
When you were here with me,
Thinking of You  Is All I Do,
So Happy both of us were be

Now, the happiness is gone,
All I do is cry because I am lonely,
I think of you both day and night,
And wish you were here with me,
Thinking of you is all I do,
Oh tell me how do I stop,
When you died that January day,
I only thought of you not being me
and my heart broke and stopped.

My life is but an empty shell,
it means so little to me,
this is because you are not by my side
and my life means nothing to me.
Halloween Monday,
Trick or Treat,
and
Everything Sweet,
The little children
dressed in brightly colored
costumes go from door to door,
collecting their candy and sweets,
and a whole lot more.

It is one night in the year that the children do
love, and it is the one night the children
do go out to collect all the candy and sweet
from house to house and from one street to
one street.

Trick or Trick
Happy Halloween
it will be gone so fast
and after that all the
children will go home
to go to sleep.
599 · Oct 2011
Another Sunday
Another Sunday is about to come,
It will bring with it worship
and church
Another Sunday will come,
People will go to church
and hear the Word of God,
Another Sunday will come,
Sometimes it is hard for
me to get up and go
to church because
I can't bear to go alone,
When I sit there in the pew
I think of when we went
together and now
I am alone.
Another Sunday has come and gone,
and a new week has begun.
NaNoWriMo Is Almost here,
People will get ready to write their
novel in thirty days and
it has to be written in 50,000
words to enter your novel.

People rush to enter the contest,
with the chance
of winning a prize,
People rush to enter the contest
just to be recognized

People will be writing about
all kinds of genres,  
and when it is over
People will be filled of good cheer

NaNoWri Month is almost here,
so everyone get to their computers
and start thinking about what
they will be writing about
so they can be recognized
this year.
Some Things Are Meant To Be Lyrics

Jo: (spoken)
When you were first born, not an hour old, I told Marmee...

Beth: (spoken)
Beth is mine!

Jo: (spoken)
Everyone has someone special in the world, and I have you;
my sweet Beth. Give me a task to do.

Beth:
Let's pretend we're riding on a kite. Let's imagine we're flying through the air!

Jo:
We'll ascend until we're out of sight. Light as paper, we'll soar!

Beth:
Let's be wild, up high above the sand, feel the wind, the world at our command.
Let's enjoy the view, and never land.

Jo:
Floating far from the shore.

Beth:
Some things are meant to be, the clouds moving fast and free.

Jo:
The sun on a silver sea.

Both:
A sky that's bright and blue.

Beth:
And some things will never end.

Jo:
The thrill of our magic ride.

Beth:
The love that I feel inside for you.

Jo:
We'll climb high beyond the break of day.

Beth:
Sleep on stardust, and dine on bits of moon

Jo:
You and I will find the Milky Way. We'll be mad, and explore.
We'll recline a loft upon the breeze.
Dart about sail on with windy ease.
Pass the days doing only as we please, that's what living is for.

Beth:
We'll be mad, and explore. We'll recline a loft upon the breeze.
Dart about sail on wit with ease.
Pass the days doing only as we please, that's what living is for.
Some things are meant to be, the tide turning endlessly,
the way it takes hold of me, no matter what I do,
and some things will never die, the promise of who you are,
the memories when I am far from you.
All my life, I've lived for loving you; let me go now.
586 · Feb 2012
This Valentine's Day
This Valentine's Day
I am thinking of you,
Are you thinking of me
even though you are not near,
Can you see me cry,
can you see my tears,
Oh how I wish you were
here my dearest dear,
I think about on all the
Valentine's Day we shared,
and all the happy memories
I hold so dear.
I remember the card and candy
too, and now that I don't have
you oh how I miss you.
Please watch me from above,
and know in my heart
I will love you from the very beginning
and from the end of your life.
586 · Oct 2011
What Lust Can't Do Love Can
What lust can't do
Love can do,
Love can make you feel
good,
whereas lust is temporary and
makes you feel bad about
something that you did do,
Love casts all fear away,
Lust doesn't cast all fear away,
it can cause fear as
if someone is just using you
for ****** pleasure to please
themselves.
I would rather have love than lust
any day.
584 · Feb 2012
I CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU
I can not live without you,
I have all these many years,
I can not live without you,
All I do is cry many tears,
I know my heart is broken,
I know nothing can fix it now,
I know I will never love again
I have tried but I don't know how
I think of you both day and night,
and wish that you were here,
I look and I don't see
I cry many more tears.
I know one day all this will
pass and we will see each other
again, but until the day does come
I will hold you dear.
To The Only Husband I Really Loved,
with all my heart,
To The Only Husband I really loved,
right from the very start,
when our blue eyes first met one another
we knew we were meant to be,
but than my sister and the State had other
plans and they both destroyed you and me.

We never stopped loving each other,
although we did depart,
I remember the very last words you told me,
You had never stopped loving me,
You told me I was a good woman,
I told you there was no such thing,

You told me you wished me were still married,
and to this I had to agree,

When I was told that you died of cancer in
November of 2008, it broke my fragmented heart,
this is because you were the only husband I really
loved for the very start.

Three years have come and gone, and I miss you
very much, but  I know one day we will see each
other in heaven up above.

In Loving Remembrance of Roy L. Mock
December 13, 1953- November 25, 2008
Always loved but never forgotten.
579 · Nov 2014
So Close By Jake Holmes
JAKE HOLMES – SO CLOSE LYRICS
Where's that smile?
I hope you didn't lose it.
Every now and again,
And wear it once for me.

Sure, I know,
It's been some time between us,
But I had to stand out some,
To get the room to see.

But it's all right now,
Hold on tight now.
I'll be stayin',
I won't go.

Don't you cry now,
We can try now.
Just takes some distance to know...

So close,
We almost couldn't make it.
So close,
But it looks like we're alright.

So close,
I almost couldn't see you.
So close,
But it looks like we're alright.

What a day,
I remember it was even rainin',
And as soon as I'd say goodbye,
I didn't wanna leave.

One last look,
You could see my eyes were askin',
I could feel yours,
Pullin' at my sleeve.

But it's alright now!
Hold on tight now!
I'll be stayin'.
I won't go!

Don't you cry now.
We can try now!
Just takes some distance to know...

So close,
We almost couldn't make it.
So close,
But it looks like we're alright.

So close,
I almost couldn't see you.
So close,
But it looks like we're alright.

Alright!
Alright.
574 · Feb 2012
Why?
Why did you do what you did to me?
Why did you make me cry?
Why did you lead me on that way?
Please simply tell me why?
Why did you tell me you loved me,
when you did not mean a word
of it?
Please tell me why?
Please tell me why you broke my  heart
just simply tell me why?
We have gone our separate ways,
You have blocked me from
your facebook and storywrite accounts
and you wan to be my friend,
is that what friends do to one another
please tell me why?
Please tell me why you made me
cry and tell me why you broke my
heart
I need to know why?
570 · Dec 2014
Angel Dying Slowly
Your Angel is dying slowly, they say that angel's never die,
but believe Angels are merely people that do good works in other people's eyes.
We hurt, we cry, we feel pain, and we feel our hearts break in two,
we know when our spirit breaks we will never be the same way too.
We keep our selves locked away so no can ever see us  again, especially those who hurts some even though we have forgiven, but we remember the event that caused the hurt and heart broke and the words that said
and made starting crying.
Months later apology comes and we have to forgive to be forgive, but from that time you changed that angel she always stay hidden.
You longer to see that Angel but she inivisible to you  becauses when you broke hert heart this is your punishment to you.
Angel dyng slowly with very few words to say accept she will always be with all night and all day. She will aways be your friend even though you are far apart. Keep on the road you have chosen it will take you far.
Forgiveness is such a simple thing,
but how can I ask that you forgive me,
While you were alive I hurt you so,
If I had be you I would have let you go,
You loved me enough to forgive me so,
I glad that you did not let me go,
It hurt me to see you die,
I prayed to our Lord so you would not
die but to let you live
so I could have you by my side.
You forgave me for my many lies,
and you loved me enough to keep me
by your side until the very day you died,
and now all I can do is cry.
568 · Oct 2011
I Think of You So Often
I think of you so often,
I really don' t know why,
I know deep down in my
heart,
That you have really died,
I think of you so often,
I really don't know why?
I think of all the good times
we had and how we thought
we would have all the time.
I think of you so often?
I really don't know why?
I know why I think of you
so often, I really want to die
and then we will together forever
in the celestial sky.
563 · Dec 2011
Another New Year
Another New Year Is Coming
Another New Year Without You
How can I go on living
when all I do is think about you?

I hear your voice talking
I hear you call my name
I reach out and I cant' touch you
You are not here with me
once again.
I have lived all these years without you,
it has not been easy you know
but still I go on loving you
and I will never let you go.

In Loving Memory of Frank A Kratochvil
September 8, 1948- January 28, 2008
When I was very young,
They sent you away from
me,
This is because according to them,
you could not live the way they want you to
live and be,
They had such plans for you at birth,
but you wanted to be yourself,
and this was not in their plans
so they threw you out.
You found your faith in the same
church that I have found my faith in now
They sent me away too because according to
them I am failure now

No matter how hard we tried
it wasn't  good enough
so neither of us had a home
but we were sent upon on own.

The one thing they could not do to me,
is turn the men who said that they loved me
against me, but I must admit that two out
of three marriages was not meant to be.

The one marriage that was happy,  Anna and the state did
ruin for me, and now I can't forgive her although I have tried
to again and again, I find impossible to do.

You are forever in my heart, you died so tragically and needlessly,
I don't think they cried for you, they cried for themselves you see
They separated us for each other by death but we have
eternal life that will us together for the rest our lives.

In Loving Memory of my late oldest brother,
Benjamin L. Wesson Jr,
born December 8, 1944
and died August 8, 1967 in Rock Spring, Wyoming.
I will alway love you.
561 · Oct 2011
My Favorite Season
My favorite season is
Lady Spring,
She brings with her a
happy song and
everyone listens to her
sing her song.
She is an array of bright colors
of her season, pink, yellow, and blue,
and she makes the grass grow into
a perfect spring green too.
She makes the flowers blooms and sing out
in song,
that Lady Spring is always singing her song.
Lady Spring will not be long for long,
as her sister, Lady Summer follows her
three months later with much warmer weather.
556 · Jan 2012
It has been four years now
Tomorrow is the anniversary of
your death,
You left me four years ago,
tomorrow,
I had to do what I had to do,
I could not stand by and
watch you suffer so,
I knew you were not
coming back to me,
Like you use to be,
So I had to let you go
and rest in peace.
It still doesn't make it
any easier on me,
but at least one of
us is at peace.
555 · Dec 2014
MOVING ON
I  am moving on without any closure from this relationship,
You will not admit you did any wrong but eventully you like the others you will want to see me again. I am moving on because I can' t take the pain that you made me suffer all this year.
The tears, the emotions,  and nervous breaksdowns and you had no regrets at all.
You haven' an ouch of humlity but you want into your church of Christ like you did no wrong. I am moving with a broken heart and I hope in time my heart will heal and tha I will be able to trust another man.  You were selfish, thoughtfuless, and uncaring too. I promise you I will suvive this too. Don't come looking for me in three years because I will turn you away. You will have wished that you bridged the gap between us before you decided to walk away.
National Novel Writing Month,
one, two, three, go,
everyone who is going to write a novel
is watching the clock so they can write,
and keep up with how many words they can write,
Some novelists have already started,
It is Tuesday, November 1, already over there.
They are in front of their computers,
typing out their novels  there.
Others are waiting and counting it down,
Looking anxiously to start,
This is the biggest competition for
the novelist to enter and start.
One, Two, Three,
Novelists are waiting to start
to write their best novels and
hope to to finish it as well.
You left me let me come to you now,
Oh Lord, I can't take the pain anymore,
I miss my dear love, let me come home
now,
My heart is broken, my spirit is too,
I have no will to live, let me come to you.
I want to be with those that love me,
and I love too,
Oh Lord, I beg you let me come to you.
There is no song that I can sing,
that will make me happy or merry
you see,
I am all by myself, with all the men
I have loved, and you dear Lord
have taken them all.
I remember their last words to me,
as it was yesterday,
I love you and I will never forget you
at all in any way.
One day we will be back together,
but I don't know when,
Just hold that thought until we are back
together again.
Oh Lord, hear my cries and my pleas,
please Lord stop my heart so I can come to thee.
551 · Oct 2011
Lady Summer
Lady Summer, how you sing,
You tell your sister, Lady Spring,
It is your time to sing,
Your colors so beautiful,
Your temperatures so warm,
People look forward to you,
because you are

Some times you can be too hot,
Some times you can be just right,
Some times you bring on summer storms,
that cool the summer nights,

The summer storms that you bring,
turn summer grass into summer green,
and you make the flowers sing,
The flowers sing out that you are
here, but you are here only
three months out of a year.
544 · Oct 2011
I Still Cry Over You
I still cry over you although it has been
three years now,
My tears roll down my cheeks,
and cloud my blue eyes,
because I miss you so much
and
I don't know if I can go on
without you.

The pain is deep down in my heart,
I wish it would stop beating so I
would not feel this pain that I feel
since you left me three years ago.

I just want to be with you again,
and all this pain will go away,
no more crying I will do,
and my blue eyes will be able
to behold you once again.

No one understands how I feel
still since I loss you.
I pray every day and every night,
that my time will come so
be can be together forever as
one again.
I know this is a terrible thing to say,
I really don't miss you in any way,
You were no better than Anna, in any way,
You both destroy my life in your own way.

The way we live is the way we die,
You took with you to many lives,
You destroyed two unborn children,
no consciences at the time,
You thought of yourself and not the unborn life.

When we live by the sword we die by the sword,
When we cause pain we suffer with the same horrid pain.

Perhaps if you had lived your life another way,
You would still be alive to see another day.
Your children are rotten to the core, and Anna
can't even raise them anymore.

Alissa destroyed John she did not care, but where
she learned that I dare not say where?

Did you care when you destroyed my life at all?
No, Anna and you were both rotten to the core.

I hope that God shows you mercy on judgment day,
or he will send you to far worse place.

I did cry some over you because thank God above I am not
like Anna nor you.
I was your sister in every word and I wanted you to
know that I was different from you and I pray
that God shows you justice and mercy when he
passes judgment on you.
542 · Feb 2012
I Don't Need You Any More
I don't need you to smile anymore; I can smile on my own,
I don't need you to feel loved; I'd rather be alone.
I don't need you to laugh, because here I am laughing,
I don't need you to live, I don't see me dying.

Thought I couldn't be without you, but I'm fine,
I don't need you anymore to be mine.
I don't need to cry over the times apart,
I'm fine without you; I've taken back my heart.

I was a fool to think we'd ever work out,
You made me smile, but you too often made me pout.
I'm moving on to bigger and better things,
Someone to treat me like a queen, and he'll be my king.

I don't need you to breathe, I'm doing just grand,
And I know you'll be fine without my hand in your hand.
I wish you the best as you travel through life,
We can't even  stay as friends.
541 · Oct 2011
I Had A Dream
I had a dream one night,
that you took me in your arms,
and held me tight,
you looked into my eyes,
and kissed me as you held me
I had a dream one night,
You took me in your arms,
I think you thought I died,
You kissed me and breathed
the breath of life back into
my lifeless body.
You looked into my eyes of blue,
I could see that you were crying too.
Our eyes met each other they should
how true you love was to me, and how
it really should have meant to be.
I felt your arms around me,  you gave
me a kiss so deep,  it was peaceful and
I feel a sleep,
but you did not leave my side you slept with
me throughout the night,
When I woke I realized it,
I was only a dream from the other night,
I looked for you, you were no where,
I called out for you but you where
no where, because it was a dream I dreamed
of us the other night, and I knew that our dreams
would not get us any where.
539 · Mar 2012
Little Boy Lost
Little Boy Lost,
I wonder if anyone will find you
Little Boy Lost
I wonder if anyone will want you
just the way you are,
You need to change so
very much and people will not
accept you the way you are
You want everything you own
way and this you can not have
you run away from relationships
and break people's hearts.
The only way you will be found
is find you really change
and admit to everyone
that you will not ever play
this game again.
Little Boy Lost,
It is time that you grow up
because if you do not
you have real loss a lot.
538 · Dec 2014
Christmas Without You
Christmas without you what will will you do?
New Years eve without out you what will you do ?
No hotel rooms, no sleeping in, up and an at at the Room In The Inn
Drawing a ticket will allow you to go out for the night at a church or send you back to the missions which you do did not care about.
All your cared about was *** and that I could give I was worn out and the end of my rope but you were the heartless on . I would have understand why you could not have performed you could not do for me so you cheat on me with women that ****** and unclean you never know what you catch from one of those Nashville ****** but they saw right through your scam all you wanted from them is their money and *** and they kicked you right out the door.
Too much loss,
and
Too much pain,
All I want it to
do is go away.

I don't know if I can go on anymore,
I have loss to many people I have adored.
I can't stop crying,
I don't get much sleep,
but what I would do to get eternal peace

My heart breaks to much,
it can't be put back together again,
I cry on and on, it is all I Know what
I can do to help the pain go away,
and I pray one day I am happy again.

It seem remote that I will ever be happy again,
because of the pain I am.

Too many losses,
and
Too much pain,
All I want is it just to end.
526 · Oct 2011
Once Upon A Time
Once Upon A Time,
When I was very young,
I fell in love with the wrong young man
who I thought was very much a charm.
He promised to love me for the rest of his life,
we were married and we became husband and wife,

When I became sick he turned his back on me,
He had another side of him, he did in fact show to me,
He could not accept the way I am and tried to change
me into someone I could not be,

That fairy tale marriage ended up in tragedy.
He became violent and abuses towards me,
The only thing left to me was for me to leave him
and once again become who I am and to become me.

He gave me one thing that I will forget and that is
our son who lived a short life on this earth and died at
three months old, and with his death it left in my heart a
very deep hole.

There are no prince charming's out there,  no white horses either
I hate to say, just men who don't know how to treat women in
a respectable way.

Until this very day I regret in marrying him,
he and I can not even be friends.
523 · Mar 2012
The Games People Play
I can play your game,
just as well as you,
I can play your
game and tell
you
I never loved you,
I can play your game,
and this I will tell
you
What you did to me
will come back to haunt
you.
I only have three little words
to tell you right now,
I hope you rot in hell
and I know you will.
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