I walk alone in this world,
without you by my side,
I lay my head down on my
pillow and all I can do is cry
I think of all the holidays that
we spend together by each other's
side,  
I walk alone in this world, and all
I can do is cry.
I think about those holidays that meant
so much to me, but not as much
as you did because you made them
special for me,
Holidays come and holidays go,
I am alone again, but one day soon,
I will be back with you and I will
be happy again.

Indian Summers
warm in the days
and
cool in the nights
Indian summers oh
what a  perfect delight,
it neither to cold nor
to hot to sleep,
Indian Summers are
just perfect for me.
Indian Summers
watch the leaves turn into colors
of Autumn delight,
orange, yellow, and golden brown
so wonderfully hued, in
Indian Summers are
meant for me and for you.

Sundays come and Sundays goes
Monday follows Sundays,
Monday brings with it a brand new week,
Some times Monday brings with it rain.

Mondays some times has sunny days,
The sun is nice and bright,
Autumn brings with it Indian Summers,
warm days and cooler nights.

I hear the thunderstorms come through,
It cools off all the week,
It makes it a lot more comfortable
for everyone to sleep.

Dear Lord,
I beg thee to listen to me,
I bow down on bended knee,
and
I put my supplication to thee,
Oh Lord, I know I am falling apart,
All I want Lord is to happy again,
and smile once again,
I want you to forgive me,
for I know I grievously sinned against thee,
Help me to serve thee the way you
want me to serve thee, so I can be more
perfect like thee.
Oh Lord, I am falling apart,
Now pick me up and mold me,
Lead me back to where I can hear you
sacred word and take your body and blood
that will nourish me.
I know I am weak in the flesh and in the heart,
but I ask for thee forgiveness right from the start.

Was it so long ago,
it was just you and me,
Was it so long, now it is just me,
Every Sunday we would walk to Mass,
We would go out to eat lunch after wards,
Was it so long ago it just you and me,
Yes, it was so long ago, it was just you and me,
Now when I think about it is just me.

You left me three years ago and died,
My life I can't repair,
You left me three years ago and my
life is in despair,
I think of no one else but when it was
just you and me, but I can't have that
any more because you are not with me.

I live in a world that makes me tired,
I get up in the morning and
by twelve noon,
I am tired,

I am not lazy nor crazy,
just tired,
I wish I had the strength to go,
but I don't,
I am tired,

I am tired when I go to bed,
I am not sleepy,
I am tired and cry into my
pillow because I am tired,
tired of this of this life,
tired of trying,
tired of trying to be happy,
not sad,
I am just tired.

I am not jealous of you,
and what you have,
as it doesn't really
belong to you,

What I have is mine,
It has come true,
I don't have to reply on
anyone just myself
and I must be true

You rely on someone
to give you every thing you
need, and when you need it
on your knees you must bring,

I am not jealous of anything you
have because everything I have is mine,
and whatever I need I can get on my
own and I don't need someone to buy
it as you do right now.