All he wanted
was to lay naked with her
with hands on each other's hearts,
to look into one another's eyes,
and to see the tears trickle down
in the deepest understanding

If I died today,
This would be my story

A young man longed for love
He found glimpses of it as he spent time with several women
Once a man of deep faith, he lost much of himself as he turned away
At a parallel time, he held onto one of the women who never could have saved him
He lost his belief in love, but he still tried
He never understood why he was shattered
But in spite of being depressed almost all his life, things were never quite this way
He reached out to different friends scattered about different media
He tried to bare his heart for anyone who wanted to see
He wanted to be known
Broken relationships he saw everywhere brought tears to his eyes
He was tormented by death and the end of everything, so even connection he felt from time to time carried little meaning when he stopped to think
And one may have hoped there would be a happy ending, a comeback story, but he passed today
What will they say about him?
They may say anything they wish, but this is the truth of the life he lived

When you say hi for the first time,
just remember,
she's probably taken,
not interested,
interested only in ***;
none of that commitment ****,
or she thinks you're a creep
Good luck, man

You shake it
and it happens
just like a music video
You turn heads,
make hearts fall,
turn us on
Most girls who shake
only pretend
You've got it real
and I don't think you care

Party as much as you can
Don't ever give up your weekends
to a partner who'll keep you in

Drink, Drink, Drink
Celebrate

You know it's not mature
to leave what you love behind

I danced
and I saw you there
You were on your phone
like I often am
I danced around
You noticed me,
but I acted like
I didn't notice you
You just lost your best friend
two months ago
I think I nearly cried
You said you're okay now;
you've dealt with a lot of death
I said it's a big fear of mine
You said you don't see why
you should fear
something you can't control
I kissed you
I found out you smoke cigarettes
I didn't care
I put my arm around you
Your friends were cool
I texted you
I hope I hear from you
Oh, there it is
You agree I was fun to talk to :)

You're a rancid ****
rotting my **** away
as I try to *******
out of my memory