It's strange that we were carried around in our moms in the same area
And that we each took our first breath in the same hospital
Maybe we breathed the same air, though it would have been stale by the time you were there
It's strange that we walked around nearby and went to the same school in our different bodies
That we probably passed each other in the hallway
That years later, we actually met, had small talk and flirted
That our bodies met for the first time
That we smiled and touched each other
That part of my body was inside yours
And that what went on outside, I guess, caused some issues between us
So now someone else's body is in yours
Someone else I shared hallways with
And orange slices at soccer games
I don't really like how it is now
I wish I could have just stayed inside you
I think we both liked that

Maybe tomorrow
I can cry
about something
different

Remember how we were together,
you and me?
How I would say
good morning,
it's another pretty day
And I'd look over,
and there she was,
and it was - pretty, already

And she'd go her way,
we'd go ours,
and we'd think about her
But just at the time
she left for good,
you left me, too,
and you're not
coming back either,
are you?

What if I stopped caring
about everyone
including me

What if I decided
it's not worth the effort
to worry
about what I
"get out of life"

What if none of the
cliché *******
love, self-betterment
mattered to me anymore

Maybe I could relax,
accept reality,
live and die,
and not give a ****
really not give a ****

No more struggle

It's getting late
I shouldn't watch another episode
I turn it off and grab my phone
Look through some old texts
In place of wasting more time on tv,
I'll cry about you instead

If you're anything like me
Like peace and quiet
Or kinda keep to yourself
But you're a hot girl
Do you ever get to ******* relax?
Or do you constantly have guys
Approaching you
Because if you were acting like me
Right now in this bar
I would be talking to you
Not sitting here alone
In a booth

It depresses me
To see other couples
Or people hooking up
I don't know why
But it has something to do
With you