i was born in fire.
i can not deny the heat in my veins.
but i am not ashamed
that every morning
i swallow the sun
so that the moon
can keep pulling
back the tide
and i let the fog
cover the sunrise
i drench myself in night
because i am left
not right.
cold water comforts my soul
the depth keeps me afloat
there is something beautiful
about a black-colored sea
but as fireborn as i am
there is no ounce of love
for the fire in me.

Don't get me wrong,
Even though I loved him,
He never dictated my happiness.
He just—he made me happier.

on a day where i should’ve lost hope
where i should’ve given up and moved on
i fell in love with you all over again
and i hate that fact that deep down i know
this love will forever stay unrequited.

i imagine it's easy
for you to forget me
and i don't blame you
but i still remember
every blinding smile
lighting up your face
the twinkle in your eye
when you were up to something
every detail about you
your face, your hands, your arms
i still remember you
but it's okay if you forget me