Death have never been so inviting.

It has been months and i did not stop missing you , not even a minute.

I am a slow learner,
For only now i know you are poisen
not the cure,
But its to late isn't it.

This time i will not allow you to get close enough , close enough to hurt me

"so whats the craziest thing you did lately?"
I will ask my self everyday, until the answer is not "trusting you"

I let my self drown,
And now i can breath underwater ,

This "walls" that im building serves no purpose,
walls that are made without anything to protect .
But why do i continue on this pointless ambition .
Walls protecting nothing at all forms shadows with no room to escape.
Now this "walls" attain a purpose , protecting the shadows that it made.
Layers are getting thick and soon nothing can break this .

The words that you never get to hear , are the words that hunts you forever.

I almost jumped yesterday, but something told me not yet

It has been abandoned
Empty,
Left to exist
A void,

You are like an old song ,
Easy to remember hard to forget.

The weather outside seems beautiful,
Clear night sky, cold night breeze ,
Everything seems great but something awful,
Its what inside that is hard to please.

The only thing i want in life is to be free,
Free from people
Free from doubts
Free from worldly possessions
Free from love
Free from hate

Maybe the reason why people keep on leaving, is because they dont have a reason to stay.

2am and i greet loneliness like my old friend

I stop thinking , but i still feel empty