2am and i greet loneliness like my old friend

I stop thinking , but i still feel empty

Maybe the reason why people keep on leaving, is because they dont have a reason to stay.

The only thing i want in life is to be free,
Free from people
Free from doubts
Free from worldly possessions
Free from love
Free from hate

This time i will not allow you to get close enough , close enough to hurt me

"so whats the craziest thing you did lately?"
I will ask my self everyday, until the answer is not "trusting you"

I am a slow learner,
For only now i know you are poisen
not the cure,
But its to late isn't it.

It has been months and i did not stop missing you , not even a minute.

I almost jumped yesterday, but something told me not yet

I let my self drown,
And now i can breath underwater ,

You are like an old song ,
Easy to remember hard to forget.

The weather outside seems beautiful,
Clear night sky, cold night breeze ,
Everything seems great but something awful,
Its what inside that is hard to please.

Death have never been so inviting.

It has been abandoned
Empty,
Left to exist
A void,

This "walls" that im building serves no purpose,
walls that are made without anything to protect .
But why do i continue on this pointless ambition .
Walls protecting nothing at all forms shadows with no room to escape.
Now this "walls" attain a purpose , protecting the shadows that it made.
Layers are getting thick and soon nothing can break this .

The words that you never get to hear , are the words that hunts you forever.