Tell me, what does this life have to offer me
Or what can I, myself, achieve from this existence
When all I feel is powerlessness
And everything I see is footmarks left by those
Who are far ahead of me
When I think that bliss belongs with love,
authenticity and freedom
Yet those emotions seems so incompatible
With this ironically lifeless life

We will never fit

For you are so incredibly square to me

For I protrude through every corner and every wall

In fact, I stick out in ways you will never understand

I cannot see nor recognize your box

And I never want to

Selflessness makes you bearable
That's why my shoulders touch ground
Whenever you are near

how do we resist giving someone what they do not deserve?

Consistency
That’s the only difference between
The mediocre
And the master

It is easy to lose yourself on the way
Focusing on changing while staying the same
And who even am I when identity becomes a war game
We can’t all be the best, that is why I reclaim

My own existence exhausts me
Like my mind, I no longer feel free
I walk on low land but my legs are aching
Should I be able to carry all, even a heart this heavy?
Only at times I feel lighter; looking at your eyes
My love for you is unmeasurable
I hope you realize