I always need you
but I guess that isn't all
I know I need you
Not someone else's heart
I need yours
your pretty green eyes
your lovely kisses
but I don't know
where I went wrong
What I did wrong

I'll never be enough
for me,
for you,
for your love
I'm just another **** up
An ugly, butter-toothed **** up
Won't you go to someone better?
Someone who won't hurt you like me?
Because only me,
only me
could ever **** up this bad

I can't say these things to you
because you'll tell me it's not true
but **** it is
****, ****, it is.
Parts of me want to believe
I'm a good person
but I don't even think I am anymore.
I **** up and everything comes out so *wrong

You lie to me
but call me a friend
You lie to her
and call her a friend
Friends don't lie,
pal.
Something trivial
Something dumb
Another lie
slips your tongue
Why do you fib?
Why do you pretend?
What is the truth
Do you even trust us?
I've known you for years
but yet
I'm
not good enough
for you
to tell the truth to

When you look at her
and her tangled dam of string
what do you think of her?
do you think she's beautiful?
with her swollen red lips,
messed up hair,
half lidded eyes,
Do you love her in that moment?

When you look at him
on top of you
eyes lingering hungrily over your body
do you think he's perfect?
do you see his bright eyes and
know that this
is the only man for you?
Do you feel the love when
he traces his
fingers over your thighs
and
tells you he'll take care of you?
Do you
love him when
he leaves you sleeping?

Do you think they're beautiful?

I like to watch the sun rise
because you'll never know when you'll die
when the light in your heart
isn't so bright
as the street lamps at night
as the sun in the sky
I like to watch the sun set
when the clouds go away
and the sky is dark
and you wonder why
you're not enough
then forget it all
because you have love
and you're watching the sun
up above

Vanilla ice cream
Smeared on soft pink lips
Lean in for a kiss
Nearly miss
Sunset winds
Start again.

Let's start this off by saying I'm a size 6
And I'm told I'm on the weighter side.
When did that become true,
And why should I care about you?
Average American size is 14,
I don't know why you're so mean.
Let's pay more attention
To how much is our tuition
and our poverty rates
all the crimes of hate
Let's forget the size of our jeans
Pay less attention to the movie scenes