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Mar 31 · 61
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Shaylie Mar 31
Last night I dreamt
We shared a meal
And you were smiling
I was smiling too
Mar 30 · 45
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Shaylie Mar 30
Life is ok
And then I remember
Here we are on the same earth
Getting older apart from each other
And God,
That’s gotta be a sin somewhere
I wonder if I get on my hands and knees
And pray
Will I get to be near you again
My soul is thirsty for only
Something
You
Can quench
Mar 30 · 59
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Shaylie Mar 30
16, 23, 30
I love you in them all
We don’t have to wait
Until the next life to be together now
Call me, call me, call me
Let me just talk to you
Mar 30 · 34
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Shaylie Mar 30
I cannot live another eight years
without burying my face in your chest again
I understand what it means
To burn for someone
I’ve thought about it so much
Over and over and over again
I hope I see you again
Mar 30 · 53
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Shaylie Mar 30
Call me
Call me and I’ll answer
Just like I always have
Call me
Mar 30 · 54
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Shaylie Mar 30
You are the love of my life
The most intelligent
Amazing
Funny
Human being I’ve ever met
And nothing comes close to
What we had
Not even a whisper
You are my soul
I was sitting at this red light
Thinking about all the moments with you
And how good they were
I can’t stop missing you
Mar 30 · 147
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Shaylie Mar 30
I know if I heard your voice
I’d simply melt
arms around me would
Be my death
I’m getting old
You are getting old
Is this what it takes
I think of you every day
Mar 30 · 47
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Shaylie Mar 30
I miss you
In a way so deep
It’s woven into me
It has its fingers so deep in my soul
I yearn and yearn for you
I wonder when we will
Run into each other
Again
Mar 22 · 120
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Shaylie Mar 22
Just enough to miss
But never enough to stay
Mar 13 · 34
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Shaylie Mar 13
Ive been exhausted
I’ve eat the dirt and
I’ve drowned before
I almost died
Maybe once or twice
But I’m still here
I’m still here I could appreciate
The sun, the moon, and the stars
Mar 12 · 35
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Shaylie Mar 12
I missed you
I thought to myself in my kitchen, candle light beating against my face
As it flickered
By and by
I was still allowed to think about you
In the lonely hours
Feb 5 · 62
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Shaylie Feb 5
Maybe she didn’t get her marriage
Maybe I ruined that
She successfully solidified her place in your life
She poured the cement around her feet next to you
She was able to put herself in all the places I wanted to be
And I guess I was okay with that
I had to be
But I missed you
And I missed you
And I missed you
And I will miss you for the rest of our lives
How can I feel that you aren’t happy?
Jan 30 · 43
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Shaylie Jan 30
I hope you are reading this
In fact I hope you save this
Sometimes I think about kissing you
I think about our bodies pressed against each other
Big hands gripping my thighs
It’s the first night I brought you back to my apartment
We are on the little couch
But it’s more than that
I think about how
Heaven
Met
Earth
In between
Our thighs
Jan 26 · 56
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Shaylie Jan 26
I thought of you today
I thought of our moment in time
Our moment in space
I played our song
I think of records
Sunshine and coffee
The life we could have had
If they had let us
Jan 13 · 63
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Shaylie Jan 13
Sometimes
I think about the brief moment in time and space
where I experienced real love
With someone who loved me back
Someone who wanted to be with me
And sacrificed it all

I wonder if we can be together when we’re old

And then I move along with the regularly scheduled programming
Just another day
Another moment
Shaylie Jan 13
My new doctor asks me, I see you have a history of depression, are you currently depressed or on medications?
I don’t struggle with depression
And as the lie escapes my mouth, I’m confused on why I would say that
I say I was sad for a year when I lost my job
But this is also a lie
I don’t know why I don’t tell her about the sadness that has been looming since 14
Or how hard it is to stand up sometimes, that it feels like my bones are stones made of the earth dragging me back where they belong
I don’t tell her that it’s harder for me than it is everyone else to stay consistent and on top of things
And maybe the answer is because for the last few months-
I have been good
Why speak anything else into existence
It felt like as long as ignored the fact that I couldn’t help slipping under every few months
That things would be okay
That I was a woman living her life without depression
But I know this isn’t true
An ache twinges inside me
Jan 13 · 42
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Shaylie Jan 13
I wake up now and I forget
But sometimes, in the early hours
I wake up and I can’t understand how you are miles away laying next to her
I roll over and stare at the ceiling
The whir of the fan in the background
The popcorn of the ceiling being kissed by the dimmed lamp from the 90s that has a turn dial on it
I sigh and I think to myself
“Why do I have these miserable thoughts and he gets to be so happy”
And then I think
Maybe this is why I have these miserable thoughts
I cared far too much
And he never cared enough
It’s been a year now-
So it’s easier
The mornings and hours I spend on them now
Are few and far between
Nov 2024 · 67
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Shaylie Nov 2024
I keep your shirt on the back of the couch
It smells like your house
You’d think I’d have kissed you before
I don’t even know what you taste like
But I wish I did
Nov 2024 · 64
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Shaylie Nov 2024
I wish so badly,
To not know small things about you,
Give me something that makes me dislike you
Shaylie Aug 2024
I met a boy who smelled like sunshine
He liked to make things with his hands like me
I asked him what is his last name
And by the end of the conversation
It wasn’t until two days later
I realized
He never asked once for mine
He didn’t ask anything about me at all
But now I couldn’t stop thinking
About him
Aug 2024 · 63
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Shaylie Aug 2024
Hey dear
I just came here to say
I still love you
And I don’t know if it’s ever gonna get better
But I’m so glad
You are happy without me
Aug 2024 · 60
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Shaylie Aug 2024
Somedays I miss you so much
It feels like there is no one else in this world
To talk to
It’s been almost a year
I still think about you every day
I’ve forced my thoughts to be farther between
Because I know the amount of good
It does me
I wish I could stop putting you in the front
Of this in invisible line
I love you so much
Sometimes I close my eyes and I pretend
If I think it hard enough
You will feel that moment too
Aug 2024 · 64
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Shaylie Aug 2024
If I take it day by day
And no one mentions the word longing
I don’t ache for you
Anymore
Jul 2024 · 78
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Shaylie Jul 2024
Rage burns inside me
It’s so easy to spit your own poison back at you
One way or another
It just hurts
Instead I sit here
Fire turns into hot tears
Rushing down my face
Burns ditches in lines
I wonder if karma is real
How do you continue to get away with this
Jun 2024 · 114
My abuelo died
Shaylie Jun 2024
And all I’m worried about is
Having to stand in a room with you
Today is a day
Where I wish my face
Didn’t look like yours
So it wasn’t so noticeable
That I’m the one who looks
Just like you
That you never talk to
May 2024 · 68
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Shaylie May 2024
I use to get so mad
When you’d wake me up
Midnight hours
Asking me questions about myself
Please
I’d say
Let me go back to sleep
Such an annoyed tone
Now it’s 12 am again
But it’s silent
I find myself saying things in my head
Like
Sorry I got so annoyed
And
I miss anyone
Anyone at all
Asking questions
About me
Genuinely
May 2024 · 80
Dillweed
Shaylie May 2024
Hey, I haven’t stopped loving you
But every time we speak
You and I
We are with other people
Maybe not this time?
May 2024 · 69
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Shaylie May 2024
I can’t possibly understand how it could be anyone other than you
I thought maybe we finally had our chance
Our day beneath the honeysuckle
I miss you
Trying to figure out why you’d stop
Talking to me
I want to finally share that meal
So much time has passed and
I’m almost 30 now
Please call me
Please call me
May 2024 · 79
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Shaylie May 2024
I keep trying to talk to you
Reach out to you
How long will it be this time
Another year
Maybe 5
I love you
Apr 2024 · 93
Im hungry I swear
Shaylie Apr 2024
It’s ten o clock, and I am on the way to the car for a solo adventure to chicken nuggets. The sinking feeling of emptiness is heavy like the beginning summer air around me, I miss you. I open the car door, I plop down, I place my hands on the wheel and let out the biggest sigh. I can feel the tears coming already, falling down. I don’t want to start thinking about you again, but here come the questions pouring in, garage lights faintly illuminating my skin.
I need to pull out now, I need to go and eat. I am angry that you have once again taken up so much of my time, I am empty because I can’t remember what you smell like.
Shaylie Apr 2024
If you are reading this
I want you to know
I can’t talk to you anymore
But if you ever find yourself
Sitting down
Sharing a meal
And I cross your mind
It’s probably because
I am thinking of you too
While somewhere around the world
I eat
And I sit
-For B
Apr 2024 · 65
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Shaylie Apr 2024
Waiting for the day
I look back on my own words
With disdain
Instead of longing
Apr 2024 · 97
Dillan
Shaylie Apr 2024
I am wondering if you still read my works
Maybe you could talk to me soon
Please
Apr 2024 · 93
The rings around me
Shaylie Apr 2024
Some things neednt be said
They stand the way ancient trees do
Just like the way
I love you
Mar 2024 · 75
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Shaylie Mar 2024
I hope everytime you give her a little piece of what you never gave me
You question yourself
You think of me
You think of my pain
I hope you try to justify it but it constantly falls through
How do you sleep at night replacing what we had
Shaylie Mar 2024
I dont text you at 3am
I text you at 7am
I want you to know you are
The first thing I still think about
When I wake up in the morning
I want you to know that I miss you so much
It hits me when I open my eyes
Not in the lonely hours
Because every hour without you
Has been so ******* lonely
Mar 2024 · 64
I miss our life
Shaylie Mar 2024
Someone mentions the airport
I hate him
I quickly think of when he ****** me in the parking garage before he flew out for Vegas last year
This year he won’t even speak more than two phrases to me
After two years
I wonder if he will **** her the same way he ****** me
Or is it different because he probably loves her
I light up my cigarette
I try not to think about him
How much I am trying not to crumble
Not for him
Love is tricky like that
One word like airport
It can bring back so many things
Maybe pain is tricky like that
Mar 2024 · 84
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Shaylie Mar 2024
This year will be the hardest one
Because I’m replacing two with you
Mar 2024 · 75
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Shaylie Mar 2024
Sometimes
Sometimes I miss you so much
That I think I’m not gonna make it
I don’t know how I’m gonna
Get through that day without talking to you
But then I do
And the sun rises
And the sun falls
Somehow I keep doing it all
Mar 2024 · 87
You were my soulmate
Shaylie Mar 2024
Another day
Another day my phone doesn’t ring at 5:30 on the dot anymore
Another day without your voice at the end of it
Just another day
Feb 2024 · 98
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Shaylie Feb 2024
I love him so much
Feb 2024 · 160
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Shaylie Feb 2024
I am the rabbit
You are the carrot
Dangling on a string
Is that all we are doomed to be?
Feb 2024 · 86
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Shaylie Feb 2024
I wonder when you’ll realize
You love me
And you miss me
Probably on my wedding night
Feb 2024 · 90
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Shaylie Feb 2024
I feel nothing
I feel so far away
And then I think of your sheets
And your bed
And your skin
And the walls at night
Sliding in out of bed
All next to you
I can smell you

She’s there now
I wonder if sometimes
When her back is turned
Does she look like me
And that’s what you wanted
Feb 2024 · 64
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Shaylie Feb 2024
Hey
What are you having for dinner today
How have your days been
How have your weeks been
The months?
I just called to talk to your voicemail
I miss you
Feb 2024 · 96
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Shaylie Feb 2024
Hey
Can I come home now
I miss your bed
Feb 2024 · 180
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Shaylie Feb 2024
An ache so deep that
There are no more words
You begin to feel like
You’ll never meet anyone again
Constantly comparing everyone
To all of the good in you
Feb 2024 · 90
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Shaylie Feb 2024
Do you think of me as much as I
Think of you
Feb 2024 · 86
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Shaylie Feb 2024
Today I miss you
Tomorrow I might not think of you again
It’s been on and off lately
Which is much better than always on
I love you
I miss you
I miss the way you were always there
Small moments are the ones I never reveled in enough
Even though I thought I was soaking them up
I find myself staring in the mirror
I hope we meet in another life Bryce
And I hope we get to do it right in that one
The love I have for you is enough to bring me to my knees when I close my eyes
Jan 2024 · 70
1/23/2024
Shaylie Jan 2024
I miss you
And I miss you and I miss you and I miss youimissyouimissyouimissyou
I miss you so much until my heart gives out at the end of the day
Only to restart each morning when I wake up
Missing you
I never knew when my mother said
Life is unfair
She was talking about how you could love and love and love someone
But they didn’t have to love and love and love you back
So here I am at twelve am
Thinking of ways to tell you I love you
Ways to tell you I hate you
Thinking of writing love letters and giving grandiose notions you never deserved
Thinking of how she must be folded inside your arms
I know you don’t think about it at all
Think about me
That is
I miss you
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