I
Have
A hundred pictures of the sun
And the paint it spreads
Across the sky

And you
You don’t even look up
You don’t even notice

Memories moving
Like movies
Flipping fervently
Trying to
Find you

You are strong
And yes,
you feel weak right now

But, you are strong
Nothing will wear you down

Connection
Breeds
Creation

Bees
To
Flowers flaunting
pollen

I don’t feel like
I have a seat on any bus
There is no slot
For me to fit into
Where do I go?
What do I do?

And be thankful you are alive
Because
Without you
They would have never met at all
If it hadn’t been for you
He’d still be getting married
And they would just be coworkers

And in either scenario
You realize
With or without you
He’d have gone on
Life would have gone on

I am tired again
I am weary in my bones
Lay me down here
I will wrap my arms
Around myself