Fair as the winter snow
But if she is cold you'd never know
Locks like autumn
Smile like spring
Warm as summer
She makes me want to sing

I noticed her eyes for the first time today
They are the prefect shade of blue

I have butterflies
But they aren't the cute kind
No
They feel like hell
Like when someone unexpectedly touches your stomach
And it feels like it turns inside out
That's what I have
(all the time)

I can't help the tears
That fall from my face
When I realize all my life
They were all just another mistake

I cry and I cry
Believing I can find no one right
When all along
The only one to blame was I

My heart said yes
And my brain said no
If my brain is bigger
Why did i listen to my heart?

I know it may seem  pretentious now and then
but i'll close my eyes and pretend
that i can feel your lips upon my face
that i know how you taste
cuz darling even though i cant have you here
i know there's nothing to fear
But without you it hurts to sleep
Give me your heart to keep
I'll lock it up inside my head
and act like it doesn't make me feel dead
that i have to read your words
instead of hear your voice
and i know it's not like i really have a choice
but if i did
i'd listen to you speak for hours
and with our love we could build mountains, towers
so just know
even though we can't touch or feel
even though I'm way over here
i still love you all the same
and nothing, NOTHING
is gonna change that

Once free
Never again
Our wings are broke
Our necks will bend
They will bend low
Low with shame
As our brothers above
Fly away

I knew that one day our paths would cross,
You gave me the answer and now i'm not lost.

You can have a slice of pie
But Beware
The cake is a lie

No, it's not that I'm lonely
It's that loving her makes me so

When i'm having a terrible day
you always fix it.

When i'm sad
you always fix it.

When somethings wrong
you always fix it.

And even though you live 936 miles away
you always fix it.

I like girls who look like guys and guys who look like girls.

What. Is. Wrong. With. Me.

If I thought only love could heal me
I would be a fool

She knew
She knew I wanted him
And so she snatched him from hands
MY BEST FRIEND
And I told her "No, it's fine"
"I'm totally okay with it"
I am hurt
So bad

I was up all night crying again
And it isn't the pain in my chest that bothers me
It's the fact that I'm so used to tasting my own tears
that i could recognize them in an ocean

I feel it in my gut,
A sickness so strong it hurts.

It tears me apart,
from the inside out.

The voices yell obscene thing in my ear,
"**** them, it would feel good".

The bugs on my skin are always there,
crawling up and down my arms.

I scream a silent scream,
one no one can hear.

From the outside I look sane,
Even a little normal.

I am anything but.

I am crazy.

I am my disease.

It feels so different
I know I have changed
I am not sure for better or for worse though

I feel bleak and sad
Like nothing matters anymore
Like their words have finally gotten to me

I don't want to smile
Or even pretend to be happy
It feels as though I've forgotten how

I don't know what to think anymore

If I were a doll, would you play with me?
Or would you leave me in the corner
To watch while you played with your other dolls
Forever taunting me with the temptation of Love

I thought I had found my happy
But my happy was growing a hole
And every day the hole gets bigger
How much longer till my happy is just shreds?
I don't want to know
I don't want to

I looked at the two boys holding eachother
And something inside me broke
It broke open
New contents spilled into my hull
My delicate shell that holds my entire being
Then I felt something
A longing, maybe despair
For I am not who I wish to be
I am not WHAT I wish to be
I'm just a boy
Who likes boys
Born a girl
Who is confused
And scared

I feel incomplete
I feel the missing pieces, making holes in my life
I try to fill the space your meant to be in
No one fits quite like you
My puzzle cant be complete until you decide to get into your spot on the board

I'm gunna get ink
It'll feel so right
To have the words on my body
I'll be written on with the story of my life

Sweaty hands on my hips
I like the taste of your lips
Your hot breath on my neck
What can i say besides yes?

Because
I feel sick to my stomach
Because
My mom isn't going to let me stay home
Because
She cares more about what the school says than how her daughter feels

I care
I care so much
I don't understand why though
Why do I have to care about someone I barely know

I love being with him and spending time with him and smooching him and breathing the ******* same air as him and just. Everything.
He is so ******* good to me and I did absolutely nothing to deserve this man.
That's my soulmate right there.
We have always been connected and we're ******* time wizards.
And that means we have always loved eachother and will always love eachother.
Because, when time isn't real for you, you make the good parts of your life last forever.
I'm not scared at all, I'm just soaked in love.

There was a little kitty
Who came into my life
She was soft and pretty
But she sure could bite

That kitty scratched me hard
She got me where it counts
I don't think i'll ever get another
No, no more kitties in my house

The internet is a liar that makes my heart leap for joy, just to crush it into thousands of pieces.