I was forged from the fire
I'm hot to the touch
No one could love me
They were afraid it'd hurt too much

Then he came strolling
Into class one day
Freezing everything
That lay in his wake

He sat next to me
The only one immune to his cold
Gave me a smile
That's where our story unfolds

If I were a doll, would you play with me?
Or would you leave me in the corner
To watch while you played with your other dolls
Forever taunting me with the temptation of Love

I looked at the two boys holding eachother
And something inside me broke
It broke open
New contents spilled into my hull
My delicate shell that holds my entire being
Then I felt something
A longing, maybe despair
For I am not who I wish to be
I am not WHAT I wish to be
I'm just a boy
Who likes boys
Born a girl
Who is confused
And scared

I know it may seem  pretentious now and then
but i'll close my eyes and pretend
that i can feel your lips upon my face
that i know how you taste
cuz darling even though i cant have you here
i know there's nothing to fear
But without you it hurts to sleep
Give me your heart to keep
I'll lock it up inside my head
and act like it doesn't make me feel dead
that i have to read your words
instead of hear your voice
and i know it's not like i really have a choice
but if i did
i'd listen to you speak for hours
and with our love we could build mountains, towers
so just know
even though we can't touch or feel
even though I'm way over here
i still love you all the same
and nothing, NOTHING
is gonna change that

I have butterflies
But they aren't the cute kind
No
They feel like hell
Like when someone unexpectedly touches your stomach
And it feels like it turns inside out
That's what I have
(all the time)

I have so many secrets hidden in me
Behind my eyes
In my ears
So many it brings me to tears
When it becomes too much
I etch them on my skin
With shiny little razor blades
I hope thats not a sin

Once free
Never again
Our wings are broke
Our necks will bend
They will bend low
Low with shame
As our brothers above
Fly away

I like girls who look like guys and guys who look like girls.

What. Is. Wrong. With. Me.

I look at you
across the room
a smile on your face
like a dozen rays
of sunshine

You see my stare
you fix your hair
glancing over
at me

it makes my heart
beat
pretty **** hard

make me love
make me laugh
i wanna feel that
with you
only you
just you

I just sit
I sit and I beg
I beg for something to be right
I beg to be happy
I beg to be loved and held and kissed
I beg for forgiveness and I beg to be worthy
I beg for things I cant not have and can not be
Not right now at least

You're so beautiful it hurts

I found her
Lying on the side of the road
She looked lifeless, pale
Breathing shallow breaths she was
So I drug her
I drug her back to my van
And I gave her water
Gave her life
As she laid in my arms, I whispered in her ear
I said "You'll be mine, and I'll be yours"
"You owe me that much"

Awkward Glaces turned into
Fumbling fingers turned into
Nervous laughter turned into
Hopeless smiles turned into
Heart Break and it was always
All of the passion i could muster
All of it for **you

You must be somewhere in London
You must be loving your life in the rain
You must be somewhere in London
Walking Abbey Lane

Sweaty hands on my hips
I like the taste of your lips
Your hot breath on my neck
What can i say besides yes?

Hello Poetry

Write Poem
Title
Title

Body
(repeat)

I thought I had found my happy
But my happy was growing a hole
And every day the hole gets bigger
How much longer till my happy is just shreds?
I don't want to know
I don't want to

Love ME
Hold ME
Adore ME
Spoil ME
Just ME
Only ME
Always ME

She knew
She knew I wanted him
And so she snatched him from hands
MY BEST FRIEND
And I told her "No, it's fine"
"I'm totally okay with it"
I am hurt
So bad

When you just feel like you need to throw up. Not physically. But emotionally.
Like you'd projectile ***** grief and self-hatred all over your walls but it won't come out.
Your throats closed up. You can barely breath and your vision is blurring.
Your heart pounds somewhere deep in the cavity of your chest, and with every pump it shakes your bones.
Your veins are filled with poison and your skin is fire.
Is this what dying feels like?

It's like woah!, I can't even comprehend it.