I'm afraid of the future, I'm afraid of the past.
I'm afraid that you don't think of me, I'm afraid that I'm on your mind.
I'm afraid that you like her, I'm afraid that you love me.
I'm afraid to be alone, I'm afraid of crowds.
I'm afraid to be happy, I'm afraid to be sad.
I'm afraid of you, I'm afraid of me.

This is what i deal with, all of my anxiety.

You make me feel irrational, you make me feel insane
i can never shake this feeling out of my brain.
I know I'm not crazy, my feelings aren't irrational,
but when you don't show me your feelings, i can't help but stare.
I stare at you and wonder, "Is something wrong with me?"
Why is he being short, is he not being honest with me?
I know this is all anxiety, but it still hurts my heart,
I just want you to know i love you, with all of my heart.