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Remember the girl you fell in love with?
Yes, her.
Selfish
Shallow
Heartless
Slowly changing her into someone who would care for you
Someone who will accept you for all the traits that she had
She cared
She cried
She let herself fall in love
Then what happened?
You left her all alone
Broke her
Telling her you love her but cannot treat her well
She cared
She cried
She let herself fall in love
Now she grew up
She's moving on
She's not selfish
She's not shallow
She's not heartless
She cared
She cried
She let herself fall in love
Now she left you
You're all alone
You're nothing without her
So why did you not realize this before you left her?
You're calling her phone
You're texting her
You're crying
You didn't care
You're crying
*She fell out of love
 Jan 2014 sinderella
Alex
I do not wish to be someone whose hate colors the intones of her voice, fills the abyss behind my eyes and overflows through every little action.

I want to be someone known for their kindness, their grace and humility… but most of all… known for the way they love with all their heart, sincere and hopeful; always looking on to a better tomorrow.
 Jan 2014 sinderella
k
stubborn
 Jan 2014 sinderella
k
I miss sunday nights in my bed
laying there so angry with me
so unwilling to explain your jealousy
because you're so unwilling to admit
everything i can hear on the edge of your tongue
and see in the bitings of your lips.

so ******* unwilling to admit
that i make you laugh
like you never thought i would
think about things
that you never have before
talk about life like
its something so new and incredible.

i miss the things we've never done before
with an aching in me that i'll never tell
because i'll pretend to be heartless until
you can finally admit that
you miss those sunday nights in my bed
just like i do.
Silence is what kills me.
Noise is what evokes me.
Everywhere I wander I seem to hate myself more.
Darkness surrounds me.
Light blinds me.
I can't love myself, but I can hate myself more.
Beauty is what they call me.
Ugly is how I see me.
I constantly destroy my body, myself more.
My family tries to help me.
But they also try to hurt me.
I can't go to my family when I'm not myself anymore.
I'm too scared of hurting me.
I'm too scared of losing me.
But I already found myself stuck, staring at the fat on my body, hiding myself with makeup, I made a mask to hide myself from the world's eyes, but more from my own eyes, I am my own worst enemy.
 Jan 2014 sinderella
Deedee Culp
Months later as I ponder over all
that you were right about,
and all that I was right about, too,
I can’t help but wonder how
two people
that were so right could be so wrong.

After shamelessly dissecting each waking moment
from the first time I saw you across that crowded restaurant
to our series of wrestling matches and late night talks regarding our pasts
and the future that awaited us,
to the last time I bitterly, with tear-filled eyes, shook your hand goodbye,
I’ve concluded that everything said
was of the utmost truth
(with a few exceptions, of course)
and that your love for me was more genuine than most.
So why is it that I am asking myself this question for the
hundredth time
as I sit on my balcony watching the sun rise to the tips of the
dead, filemot colored hills after another
sleepless night?

Maybe we were too right.
Like two pieces of a puzzle that fit too tightly to be a match
no matter how hard you try to squeeze them together.
One always overpowering the other.
And so back we’re thrown into the vast pile of pieces,
perhaps finding each other again,
but never truly fitting until we realize that
maybe we weren’t so right after all.
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