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sinderella Nov 2013
not sure what affects me most
my thoughts or my dreams

not sure what satisfies the best
lust, love, drugs, ***
or all of the above
or possibly you
© sinderella.
sinderella Nov 2013
the pressure on my head is surreal
the pain causes me to feel
bouts of utter despair
i feel numb sorta
just take this away
I can't deal with it
for much longer
© sinderella.
sinderella Nov 2013
i'd give you a night
to remember
if i had the chance
to be a sinner
careless
for one
night
i bet
you think
of the same thing
but perhaps not
maybe all this lust
has gone to my head
affecting me more
than the **** i smoke
or the alcohol i consume
maybe i just want you
maybe i just need to
lay here and love you
kiss you, adore you
bite you, cherish you
maybe i should
give you what
you clearly want
a night to feel
absolutely
needed
and loved
i swear
i'm not high
just a little
off my head
wishing i
could fulfill
your every need
your every desire
take you higher
© sinderella.

weird thoughts tonight. oops
sinderella Nov 2013
she's so lovely though
she doesn't show it, no
she smiles a lot
but never opens up
she says a lot
but her words
are blank
i find it all
hard to read
can't analyze
or see what's
between
the lines
but i see
what's inside
a girl wanting
to show herself
for all that she is
and always was
© sinderella.

i miss my best friend so much. we haven't talked in weeks.
we used to be so close and i find it hard to adjust to this.
honestly hurts more than words can say or express.
sinderella Nov 2013
i feel like the worst
that's why i act
like i'm the best
to hide the fear
inside my heart

i guess i understand
why people walk
i'd do the same
if i was
someone
else

i don't know
why i bother
being 'happy'
all it takes is
one song
one note
and i'm back
to square one

my heart is empty
despite all the love
inside of it
but i'll never give
all my love does
is cause damage

i feel stupid
maybe i am
i just, just
don't know
myself
© sinderella.
sinderella Nov 2013
if i knew years ago
that people would
hate me so much
i would have
done something
about my existence
© sinderella.
sinderella Nov 2013
attachment is worse
than the aftertaste
of a disgusting drink
like mixing ketchup
with mustard
such a bad mix
makes you
want to
throw
up
© sinderella.
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