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sinderella Sep 2013
heart to hearts with her
oh how I've missed those
© sinderella.
sinderella Sep 2013
i say i hate pain, yet i dwell on it.
i am a self-confessed hypocrite.
living for destruction of one's self.
not living for me but for someone else.

this makes self-hate sound artistic.
trust me, it's definitely not.
didn't ask to become this.
change sorta happened.

i am not my old self.
that part of me is on the shelf.
in the body of someone else.
© sinderella.
sinderella Sep 2013
my heart is charged up
but it goes flat so fast
my heart needs a workout
if it's going to reach
the mountain top
of success

i am in such bad health
you'd never think I was young
i am so mentally mature
you would never guess
that i was just 21 years

young mind with good knowledge
of how the world truly is
of how people truly are
you'd think i was older
but incredibly
i am young
free but
not wild
© sinderella.
sinderella Sep 2013
destructive friendships
are what i'm attached to
not sure why though
i mean nothing to you
yes, we were in love once
and that was truly great
but now we both changed
and gave up on that
why am i still hooked?

why do i get butterflies
whenever you speak to me?
why do i ignore others
when your name
comes up on
my cell phone?
why do i fantasize
and dream of your touch?
why do I still want you
i will never be enough

i'm supposed to be happy
committed to a perfect guy
but your presence lingers
and creeps inside my mind
why do you still affect me?
i need to know the reason why

you are the most cold hearted girl
i ever had the chance to know
but my love for you
continues to grow
you're so beautiful
and captivating
it's almost a sin
you are evil
but charming
but i can't give in

as much as i love you
our love is in the past
but my feelings
will never change
they will continue to last
even in the present light
i don't want to love you
but my heart is stupid
it was shot by a faulty arrow
the property of the bad cupid
© sinderella.
sinderella Sep 2013
instead of taking notes
in our college class
i'm writing down
sad and cute rhymes
for my future poems

i'm with close friends
but i want to be in bed
cuddling my dude
miss him so bad
when he's not
holding me
in his arms

i am attached
to my boyfriend
or shall i say
fiance?

i want his kisses
or else i'm not satisfied
i miss being called princess
makes my heart melt inside
© sinderella.
sinderella Sep 2013
i dream of death
almost every night
the main reason
i can't sleep
or even
close
my
eyes

i always wake up
with one hell of a fright
this is worse than a nightmare
more like being in one of those
hostage camps of some sort
makes me afraid to be here
or anywhere else in
this scary world
where sleeping
can torment
a person's
well being
© sinderella.
sinderella Sep 2013
parts of me are hidden away.
like the moon fades,
as the sun begins,
to show it's glow.

every night,
i kiss goodbye,
to the stars in the sky,
and i make way,
for a new day.

even with each day,
that slips through,
my fingertips,
there is still,
that feeling,
of sorrow,
whenever,
I think of,
the day which,
could be our,
last tomorrow,
of beautiful life.
© sinderella.

Dedicating this poem to my grandfather Joseph.
It's the third anniversary of his death, on this day.
I miss him, I love him, I wish I could see him again.
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