id rather drink this pain away than deal with the reality that you may noy love me as much as I love you

As of late I've grown to hate the company of my own thoughts
All they seem to do is bring me close to tears
With these images of what we could have been
They remind of the dream I sold myself
About us being together till the end of time
Calling you my significant other
Whilst doing everything within my power to make you smile

Your the only constant in my life. Friends come and go and relationships never last but my feelings for you they never seem to disappear. Their always there in my heart heart ready to burst out that I'm in love with you and nobody else