All I know is that my love for you is true
I can't hardly do anything; I hate this aching
It's kind of cliché but my heart only beats for you
I've been asking God for help, I've been praying
If you love me please don't leave me
and I promise I'll change my ways
You promised me flowers, but all that's here is rain
But if rain means I have to drown
And drowning meant to die,
I would do it a thousand times over
And I’d wait for you in the sky

You're so beautiful it makes my soul feel warm and brand new
Every time I look up at the stars, or ocean, or the sunrise and sunset --
Constant déjà vu
I know that we've held hands before and loved
Because a feeling like this isn't made in one lifetime
Our love is forever wise, way more than us my dear
Our plan was carefully designed
I swear it teaches us everyday

I'm sorry I'm fcking crazy
know I got issues
But I wouldn't be okay if I wasn't with you
Thank God everyday even when I feel like crying
Baby when you're next to me I feel like I'm fking flying
It's a little scary, I'll be the first to admit
It f**king scares me
I hate to commit
Please don't leave me, please promise me that
Feeling like you're whack,
sometimes wondering why you don't hit me back

You say you love me, need me
Can't live without me
I can lie too baby guess you don't really know me
Wish it could've worked but I don't regret that it didn't

Sometimes you're meant to know pain before you feel bliss

Tripping in my head
I only want you in my bed
Make me sweat, feel your drip
I'm buzzing baby don't f**k up my trip

Sitting watching TV
Wishing these tears didn't fall
Cause I thought they never would
Why can't we ever seem to be fine for more than 10 seconds
Wondering where you are, you always keep me guessing
Remember how it felt the first night you touched me,
felt like my heart was exploding
Baby I just need you to love me
and the fact that sometimes you can so easily leave
eats at me completely
I'm sorry I always wear this heart of mine on my f**king sleeve
Just wanna lay on you and feel you breathe
Yeah you give me breath
But sometimes it feels like I'm suffocating

so I find
the most bitter things I can
to get your taste out of my mouth --
coffee, whiskey, a cigarette
crush you up, fill my lungs with smoke
in hopes to breathe you out
but there you are
the stain, the hangover, the hole you burnt
forever ingrained in my mind
f**king with my head

they say you run from love when you feel you don't deserve it
or when who it is coming from, reflects the parts of yourself
that you are too scared to look at
in your own shattered glass mirror
that you only ever so occasionally take a glimpse through --
by piecing the shards together, stained by the same blood
that once decorated your hands

maybe some day