Is it love
the racing of a heart beat
when she's around
then out of breath
and slumber in thoughts
of what might have been said
but a little late
in the sweltering heat
of a midday rush hour
missing her starting gun
and yearning for her finishing line.

Innocence
Love is...
Pure feelings
when two hearts attached.
To love
is never a guilt
Never a crime
If you ever felt guilty
for loving someone
Perhaps you don't
even understand..
don't even know
what, how love is...

Love is just love.....
it can't be explained by anyone...
it has just feelings.....
wrap with deep emotions...
Love is nothing more than feelings
special thoughts
in the most loving and tender way
you have for someone
There are People Whom You Love,
Then there are People who Love's YOU,
Very few People have this Privilege to be Loved  ,
If you have someone ...
then You are Lucky one,
Make them feel special every single day...
and make them know
they are your ONLY ONE

Love, alive...
Joy a touch
Sweet a kiss
Marriage a bliss!
Togetherness is us
Love... Happiness..

There is fire in your eyes
as I hold you tight tonight
There is fire in my heart
as you sway me in the rain
to and fro, back and forth, gently waltzing
hips and legs in circle as our legs touched...
the flame burns the skin... when we touch..
burning hot...

In each drop of diamonds from the sky
We dance till we are soaking wet...
Strange.. we aren't cold..
There is fire burning under the feet
as we strut and turn..
our bodies are burning hot..
I'VE Seen Fire AND I'VE Seen Rain
I see us ...
our love on fire...

Love is like the wild rose-briar,
Friendship like the holly-tree—
The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms
But which will bloom most constantly?

The wild rose-briar is sweet in spring,
Its summer blossoms scent the air;
Yet wait till winter comes again
And who will call the wild-briar fair?

Then scorn the silly rose-wreath now
And deck thee with the holly’s sheen,
That when December blights thy brow
He still may leave thy garland green.

Having a relationship is beautiful
Sharing love is sheer happiness
Care not to find your happiness solely in love
Never allow yourself to rely on relationship
Be wise not to depend on love ... only love
as your pillar of true happiness
Its a very special thing to find love
Its heaven. Nothing can match it.
But be wise to find other things in life
to love besides.... your love
because... when your love falls...
so does your happiness...

A smile on my face
A flower in my hand
A special tender love in my heart
For you I wrote
This book of poetry...
written from my heart...
about love and life...

night
she lies
breathing gently
moonlight caressed
her face is radiant.
sleep well my love

morning
rise and shine
she smiles
her eyes shine
her face sunny
fresh new day
fresh new start
God... how I love her more
and more each day....

Stand and stare
Show if you care
Love if you dare
Life isn't always fair

Sit and stare
Blank foolish wide glare
Love if you dare
Silly... pretending you don't care...

Sit, stand and stare...
Love if you dare
Perhaps this time life is fair and square..

Love is...
as soft as the white clouds in the sky
as tender as a mother's touch on your skin

Love is..
as flaming hot as the orange sun
that shines so bright
burning your feet till your brain is baked
love cookies in your heart...

Love...
shelters your heart
at night it gives you shade
when the shy moon appears

when the stars start to twinkle
all you can witness is the words of love...
the night sky sparkling with love

Love is...
always as sweet as honey
sometimes can be as bitter as your black coffee

Love is ...
as sharp as the white roses thorns
as cruel as the life in a metropolitan city

Love is just simple you see...
It just has too many meanings...

I could see it at last
The wickedness in your smiles
After all these years...
You finally revealed your true colors
Burn your sheep's clothing
You're the bad bad wolf
The devil inside of you
Does not deserve any kindness
Or mercy...
I would **** you if i could
I would hang you upside down
I would do anything to torture you..
You deserve this cruel treatment
For your art of mockery
Your love a total lie..
Your love was nothing but a joke
Wonder how you did it...
To turn sweet love into blatant lies?

Love is blind but the feeling is real
I cannot have you but I love you still
From the moment I saw you my mind was made up
You are the one I cant live without

Why are you so blind
Decided to leave me behind
Blaming Love for being blind
Just your heart and mind...
Love,  is it too blind to bind?

Love is dumb... Just Cupid's disguise
Love is ******...it's a stupid's paradise..
Love is blind!

You said you don't even know me anymore
my moods, my personality, my characters
keep on changing like  the weather
Morning when it rains
I am sweet , gentle and romantic
afternoon, when its hot and humid
I am mean, I am harsh and I snap at you
...a little grouchy

Well, I really dont know...
but here is the story...

On one sunny sky bright day
Our love story started to bloom
and the whole world cheered and clapped
to celebrate this greatest love story
When all of a sudden a dark cloud appeared
and stole the sunshine smile away
love went into coma... for a year or two

The monsoon rains and again we missed
the gentle love on wet cold nights
Inseparable in the love nest we built
Glued together the whole  rainy days

It was midnight when we had a storm
Ugly weather
We were forced to build this wall
and  kept our distance again
A whole year in complete vacuum
missed the love nest
but preferred the cocoon better

Today is a warmer day
The sun is coming out lazily
a little bit of warmth in the atmosphere
I tried to smile a little
and I said Hello
You grabbed my hand and told me
Never to change the weather again
I smile with tears in my eyes
reminiscing all the weathers
when we used to love and hate
How much time have we wasted?

This is me... This is you...
We are so much in love
Why must we change with the weather?
I might be Tornado in some days
or hurricane in another
but my heart beats still the same
despite the weather changes
Trust me
My love I never changed

love is not a game..
feeling is real, love is truth
love hurts, so much pain
love, sweet,hurt again the same old pain
bleeding love, heart bleeds once again...

hurtful tears is like the rain
pain in every teardrops is rain...
let the sea be my tears
the deep wide ocean full with tears
cause you are never mine
and I am never yours..

But can it all be changed?
The tears will no longer flow
And when the next time comes
I will never again let you go
The lessons have been learned
From the history we can't change
Our love is a reality, not a TV game

love is crazy...
for,
some they  just go mad
some cry out of pain
some cry out of joy

others make promises
others break promises
others cheat and lie

some say i will bring you the stars
some say i will bring you the moon

for others they say they will be heros
for others they say they will do anything
all becouse of love

for some it's a sweet memory
for some it's pain that has been
for their loved ones left without a reason

love is crazy
it appears from nowhere
it never ask you why
it does not have a direction
love never explain

love can whisper from a distance
love can sharpen your senses
or sometimes make them numb
love is uncontrollable
love is contagious

love speaks from the heart the loudest
love dis functions the brain
no one in love has the time to think
rationally
because
love is simply crazy
love is pagal

Love is a Painful risk to take
Happiness and laughters
Frustrations and anger
Excitement and joy..
Depressions and hate
Peace and traquility
sadness and sorrow...
Red, purple, blue, orange, black, white and yellow....
Adds to the many colors of love....

When love blooms..
a thousand more years,
aint enough to live...
When grief is deep
The world stops to move
And you do not want to breathe.

The more you love the more you feel...
The joy of loving...
The pain of missing...
Hopes and wishes..
Dreams and visions..
Love is strange... you cant see it but feeling is real

the sweetness of togetherness..
the mournings of separation....
love is pain..
love is sweet...
love is bitter
love is hot
love is fire
love is tears
love is happiness...
love is joy..
love is smile
love is wounded heart....
love makes the world go round....
only love makes one smiles with tears brimming in the eyes...
Only love makes one cries but in the heart one smiles...
love is strange...only Love knows WHY.
Ohh how strange love is....

Love knocks on my door,
I greet it with pleasure
My instinct tells that
YES  this is it,
the time I've been waiting for
But 'happily ever after'
does not work anymore
My sheer bad luck perhaps
Or just the wind of change
Fairy tales do exist
Yes only in bed time stories...
But if it happens,
Even just briefly
be thankful that love has dropped by...

My heart is never lonely
I can feel you always
The rhythmic beats pulsing
Indigenous to the same body

Miles apart
But embodied as one
In a dream
Leaving me breathless

My hand is your hand
Your breath is my breath
Encapsulated
Are we

Magnified is love
Inside of thee
I surrender to myself
At thy will of my unspoken word

Hush to myself
As I search
Roaming magnificent
Pearls of an ocean inside

I collapse
In thee a breathless wonder
Amazed is the love
That took me under

Love makes me cry
a thousand times or more
But true love
does crazy things
like loving someone
for a thousand years or more
even though ...
one could only live
up to 50........

Love makes me cry
Living in ruins
Eternity in dreams
Making impossibles possible
How could it be?

When I m Dead,
Your Tears May Flow,
But I Wont Know,
Cry For Me Now, Instead..

When I am Dead,
You Will Send Flowers,
But I Wont See,
Send them Now, Instead..

When I M Dead,
You Will Say Words Of Praise,
But I Wont Hear,
Praise Me Now, Instead..

When I am Dead,
You Will Forget My Faults,
But I Wont Know,
Forget them Now, INSTEAD…!

When I am Dead,
You Will Say I Was Great,
If You Tell it Now I Will Feel proud,
So Please Don't Wait, tell that Now, INSTEAD…!

When I am Dead,
You Will Come To My Grave And Whisper "I Loved You, Why You Left",
But I Will Not Be Able To Fill You In My Arms,
Don't Wait if You Have To Express, tell that Now, INSTEAD…!

You spoke of love
You said you care
Your obsession is killing me
What is love if we cant breathe
properly on our own
What is love if
every movements is threat
every utterances is suspicion
every decisions is criticized
Your love does not let me breathe
Your love is a chain tied me to the wall
not letting me to walk so freely
not letting me to inhale or exhale
without you being there
taking charge , be in charge
to guard this human replica...
Protecting it with your life
unintentionally dominating, monopolizing,
manipulating the so called love
yet too dumb to realize that
a human life is dying
inside this replica of yours.....

I have a bleeding heart
I have shed blood tears
What am I doing here still at night?
Why am I rambling this love rhapsody?
If not to tell the world
the love I have for you
is real... so real...

I wish that one day..
You'd understand
The reason why...
I keep my distance...

I wish that one day
You'd realize
The way you feel
I feel it too

I wish that one day
You'd find the heart
To forgive me...
for shying away...

I wish that one day
we'd find each other again
The piece of me
The piece of you
Two longing hearts ...
We belong , yes we are and ...
...this pure Love shall stay....

Being in someone's heart …
Is it an Art ..?!
Or may be lucky .. or just being smart..!!!
No one can live without Love , kindness apart
We are all looking for it before we depart .
We are all lucky if we can find a home called heart .
So precious .. in our body part ..

Love speaks the loudest at heart
and feelings control its volume...

Wrapped in a series of tangled twines;

How many of us see the knots;

Which protect us from the thorns;

How many of us cherish the thorns;

For that which they do for us?


You see a thorn and you say;

Oh my; oh God; such dismay!

A beautiful flower shunned;

But the thorn gives the flower protection;


How many of you see it this way?

We are all here but once and not everyday;

You cherish not what you can keep,

Yet you look for that which you do not seek!

Loving you
is the hardest thing to do
Loving you
makes me say I do
Loving you
Yes I do
Loving you
still the hardest to do
Yet loving you..
I do.

MAD MAD WORLD

I've sat and pondered and prayed today
To wake up to such a horrifying event
That some monster could abuse and ****
Their flesh and blood,
Their own innocent children
Scarred them so deep
Tormenting them for a lifetime
The endless pain, unexplainable agony

What could these naive kids have done?
That they would have their lives tortured ?
Unable to speak, too scared to tell..
These cowards would **** if their stories revealed..

Not wanting to spend life in prison
These cowards keep lurking around
Pretending innocent, indeed…
They are the lowest form of life
Discreetly, prey for the next victim..
To pay for the crimes they have done
Life imprisonment? Death penalty?
Will justice ever be prevailed?

I pray for the innocent little victims
The families left behind battered in total ruin
The child abusers, may you rot in prison
May you be burn, perish for eternity
Though for many more years to come
The wound would bleed still…
Emotional scars? A lifetime tales...

In the world of poetry
Everything is magical
The feelings magical
The writings magical
A superb magic touch
lingers in the magical mind
interprets by the magical hands
of a magical poet.
and a plain piece of paper
shines with magic!

Have you ever think
With the most possible and impossible tasks assigned to her
Why god created women so wonderfully
and only given them two hands?
the simple answer being...
women make magic!
with two magical hands
brilliantly creative brain...
they turn everything to magic!

Scribbled a few words
Doesn't seem to sound right
Rewrite them again
word by word
Oh no! It doesn't rhyme
Writer's block not now please
Hello Poetry is calling me....
Help me... let the words flow
Let me prove there is magic
in every words to make it a poetry

We used to play hide and seek
In the lush green gardens
In our friendly neighborhood
We hid ourselves behind the trees
We even explored inside the bushes
It’s rather a sad fact today…
We allow people to cut our plants and trees..
In the name of development
They even took the flowers and gardens away..
Do they care to preserve what remains?
So our kids have a place to play…

Did I hypnotize you
with some magical words I wrote?
Did I lull you to sleep
with some sweet phrases
called lullabies?
Did I fascinate you
with my whispers
every time you sit next to me..
you seem to stay there longer
than you should.....
Was it my diction
Was it my articulation
Was it my melodious script
Was it my captivating lyrics..
Was it my MANTRA that charms
the most ...
Put you in magical spell
sweet poisonous mantra
that ties you to the ground...
forever...

In a deserted land..
Maryam was crying in pain...
All alone in a desert...
She crawled to the nearest palm tree
Leaned her heavy body against it...
She was giving birth to her child...
and she was experiencing the greatest pain,
She had no one except her god
and god protected her...
She heard a whisper...
"shake the trunk of the palm towards you
and fresh, ripe dates will drop down onto you.”
She thanked god for the love and care...
For her and the newborn... a miracle child..

I promised my PATI.. a chapati for breakfast
A plain chapati I passionately learnt to make
Oh.. What an impression I will make...
A marvelous chapati and a glass of milk
I will prepare with all my heart..
A SUPERB Chapati from a BIWI to her PATI..

I am a BAHU.... an obedient BAHU...to my SASU MAA..
Ohh and she will brag ... I am the best BAHU...
The best in India if not in the world...
I am so proud... What a chapati maker I am..
A super BIWI.. an obedient BAHU...
I will make superbb.... chapati...
The whole India will dance with me...
Dance in my kitchen with me....

But my SASUR requested for a Masala Chapati
And he wanted it for lunch... today
for dinner tonight and for breakfast tomorrow..
An obedient Bahu... I am.... A super Biwi I am..
Ohhh ...I am no MASALA CHAPATI maker...
Plain chapati... plain chapati thats what i learnt...

I searched for a recipe... MASALA CHAPATi...
Butter,Chilli and coriander powder..
I cook them all together...
Cumin seeds, vegetablas and GARAM MASALA..
Ohh la la la.... here goes the chapati masala...

Oppss... when everything is set..
My SALI comes to check....
AMMI JI.... AMMI JI... she called..
My MASALA CHAPATI is about to ready...

My pati.. my sasu maa... my sasur and my Sali
We all sit together..
My cooking smells good..
When MASALA CHAPATI is served....
They all smile and look at me...
WHAT?? IS THIS MASALA CHAPATI????
And we all dance on the kitchen floor....

Put on your mask
and face the world
don't need to worry
the person hidden underneath
wear your mask again
as you come home from work
people wouldn't know
you'd just lost your work

the mask covers your eyes
hide the telling eyes
and tell no one you'd been hurt inside
your mask is the smile
that covers your pain
who will know behind that charming smile
your heart cries , hoping you're still sane

secrets are not to be revealed
you know the rules and the risk
so you put on a smiling face
keep silent and smile
you masked your misery
on the pretext you're happy
hidden behind lies after lies
the truth is doomed to fade

again you love to hide behind your mask
thinking  its the only way to survive
denying one day...
one day... you'd be unmasked

You are the meaning of my life
You are the dreams of my thoughts
You are the lyrics of my feelings
You are the literature of my silence
You are the journey of my emotions
You are the translation of my path
You are the definition of my identity
You are everything for me
Just do one thing for me
Allow me to be me....

When I close my eyes I dream of you.
Can't sleep at night 'cause I wanna be with you.
Don't want to live, don't want to cry
Without you by my side.

When I go to sleep at night
I ask God to make my days bright.
I know he will do it - I know it is true.
Because he knows I only want to be with you.

I hear your voice inside my head.
I can imagine us together again.
I know it will happen - I know it is true;
Because I asked God if I can be with you.

I see you and I together again;
Holding hands and feeling the pain.
What a beautiful feeling - I wish it were true.
But I am only dreaming
dreaming of you......

It took me a thousand years
To finally realize
You have gone
You'd left  me forever

It took me a lifetime
To learn to accept
It should have been
me
before you...........

What are you willing to give up?
For a little sweetness in your bitter world
A perfumed scented rose in a gold made vase
Elegance beauty …
A classy rose is never a commoner
Designer labels silky outfit,
Pearls, diamonds and gold…
She looks so poised.. she doesn’t even have to look
And your heart starts to beat so fast…
Every time she moves and struts
Her gaze rocks your life…
Her moves holds your breath..
Her smiles melt your every body parts…
She is the sweetest… she is the jewel..
She hypnotizes you by just standing there..
You’ve lost yourself in her aura…
Such a threat she is….
Dangerous beauty…
Intelligent mind…
What are you willing to lose?
For this Sweet poison..?

The moment
My lung stops to breathe
My soul leaves my body
I still do hope
I hope
my brain will keep its space
the memory of you
I can't erase
to be safe and sound...
I just hope...
wish I could...

The moment
My eyes are closed
My heart stops to beat
My body is lifeless
I still do hope
my heart hears my pledge
and has its mercy...
dear heart...
do keep a place
just in your tiny little corner
so I can still see my precious
with the eyes in my heart ..

In my heart
the wonderful memories
I want to keep it safe...

Memories keep lingering
bringing you back to past life
Never letting you pass
as you wanted to move on
memories are just like your shadows
never leave your side
Tagging along with you
your entire life
even in sheer darkness
The memories still haunting you
at the end of a dark alley
when there is a little light
you only wanted to forget
yet the old scars keep reminding you
the shadows of the past..
wrapped tightly around you
suffocating you yet keeping you alive
to suffer the misery of remembering!
the ugliest episode in life
the unpleasant days..
that remain intact till the day
you exit yourself
from the world.....

He stood tall and strong
at the mountain top
Beneath his feet
is the strongest mountain in the world...
He took this mountain
with sheer determination..
He has conquered this mountain
With hardships.... with pain
Blood tears, Blood sweats
Frost bites, he faced it all...
The mountain is his in the end...

This mountain ...
is upon his grips, He understands it all
He and the mountain spirit blends...
He feels the air surrounds...
The mist, the breeze, the echos  
as he takes his breath...
His spirit is high and strong...
He has won his biggest war
He has defeated his biggest fear
If he could conquer the highest mountain in the word...
No other mountains he couldn't take  

At the top of the mountain he stands
with his country's flag in his hand...
If you couldn't move this rocky mountain...
Don't ever think you could move this strong will man...
No, you cant  neither  touch this man nor his spirit
As tough as the rocks....
As hard as the mountains..
As rough as him the man who has conquered the world...
As tall as Mount Everest his spirit stands ....

Haqiqat hai yaqeen karlo,
Men usko bhool kar khush ***….

“Muhabbat marr chuki hai ab,
Men usko bhool kar khush ***….

“Badalti rut ki waja se tabyat,
Kuch hai bojhal see….

“Yun mera haal na pocho,
Men usko bhool kar khush ***….

“Tumhen kia weham hai kyn,
Raat bhar milne nahi aaty.???

“Aye mere nennd ki paryon
Men usko bhool kar khush ***….

“Udasi sary ghar men,
Pheeli jati hai ghum bankar….

“Tum har dewaar par likhdo,
Men usko bhool kar khush ***…!!

Translation to Malay Language

Aku gembira untuk melupakanya

Amanah ku ini adalah realitinya
Dan aku gembira untuk melupakannya

Cinta yang telah meningal dunia
Dan aku gembira untuk melupakanya

Translation to English:

I am happy I am not sad to forget
He is mine, that's reality
and I am glad to forget it all
The love has died
and I am happy to forget it all

the stars that shine on a midnight sky ...
reflections of the sun that warmed the day
the owl blinks to clear the way
for a fox who is stalking his prey..
the Midnight howls
calls for party among the beasts
predators cheer hooray!
upon the fall of a prey....

I couldn't understand a thing..
A reflection of me
in the mirror...
What I see
is what I have been seeing
for almost 45 years
the same cheerful girl
the same oval shaped face
the familiar pair of eyes
and the sweet smiles
that warms each rooms I live in...

Confusion has filled in my room today
As I was standing right infront
of the same mirror I had for years
Has it been lying to me?
How much have I been deceived...
How much have I aged?

Oh my god
As I was brushing my hair tonight
I almost fainted...
I almost screamed...
at the top of my voice...
Aging sign oh no!!!!
I cursed my magic mirror
and have it covered forever...

Mirror…mirror
I look at myself into the mirror
Am I still the little girl I used to be?
My mom calls me her sweet innocent child
She adores me the moment she wakes up
She loves me still until the end of day
I am growing so fast,
It makes me scared
Sometimes when I used to play tantrums
Am I still my mom’s sweet child?
Sometimes when I hurt her little
Am I still an innocent child?
Mirror, mirror, please tell….

Mirror mirror on the wall...
Good morning my dear
my voice within...
my evil critiques
Do not tease and lie, Please behave
show me the best reflection
that will make my day
soon I'd be 44 my body is getting old
still I smile like a little girl
and laugh and laugh at every jokes you told
don't be cynical, be honest this time
tell me if my skin glows
and my eyes shine
and I look the most radiant
of all....

Miss India is back...
To bring happiness from those gloomy days and nights...
When everyone enjoys the royal feast
Their faces beam of sheer delight..
Ohh... what a wonderful Diwali night...
When the newly crowned Miss India returns...
from months of touring all over the world
Home sweet home at last...
On this special Diwali night
She is here with her loved ones on this night

Tonight
Look up at the sky....
What can you see?
Arent those crackers and sparklers up the sky?
So shining sparks the night
All because Miss India is here on Diwali night...