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Sharina Saad Apr 2014
Perhaps I hurt you bad yesterday
Perhaps I've hurt you a little today
Perhaps I 'll hurt you again tomorrow
Perhaps you are feeling hurt... now
... again

Perhaps you are just fine..
Perhaps you are not even hurt
Perhaps you don't care at all
Perhaps you are dancing with joy

Perhaps I have been hurt instead
Perhaps I have been fooled again
Perhaps...
Repeatedly...
Sharina Saad Jun 2013
I am a lady butterfly
colorful as a rainbow up in the sky
I fly high and low
I visit my relatives and friends
in the forest where everything
is beautiful and colorful as can be
I can pretend to be dead
my strategy for survival
I can watch you
just when you thought I am sleeping
if you try to come closer..
I will fly high... higher ...
I am a lady butterfly
Think twice before
you even try to think to catch me...
Sharina Saad Nov 2014
I am breaking myself free
From the circle of your life
I am getting myself away
From the shadow of yours
I want nothing else
Just a total freedom
To breathe on my own
Stop following me around
Stop please stop...
I am building my wall
against you
Dont ever try to peep in
I would be vanished
The moment you'd able to step in.........
I am no longer........
Sharina Saad Jun 2013
At the lowest point of my life
He never leaves me alone
I don't get to see him
to worship him
But i feel him
his spirit surrounds
He guides me in the most
holy way...
just when there is no one to talk to
He listens to each prayers of mine
he may not solve all my troubles
but he shows me the way...
he may not grant all my wishes
but he teaches me patience
tests me and directs me
till i accept all the challenges
as i keep my faith stronger
he is the only one god
who will save me from
evil deeds and makes my life complete
In my darkest days,
when my spirit the weakest
I am not alone
Allah is always with me...
I am a Muslim and I am proud. I believe in my god and I respect other religious faiths.
Sharina Saad Apr 2014
Even when I cry
I am smiling
Even when I am hurt
I am staying
Even when I am in pain
I am singing...
Even when I know the truth
I am lying...
Even my life in complete mess
I am shining...
Because I know..
Even when I lose
I am winning...
Victory is never easy
No pain no gain..
Sharina Saad Jun 2013
I went away but I never left you
I was absent but I was always there
My body was a thousand miles away
Distance divided us in two
Though far a part
My heart was always there
Reluctant to make an absence
Refused to leave the trails of love
The paths that we both took
If you leave my thoughts will be with you
Out hearts will always be joined
In mind, in souls we are always one
The thoughts in our heads will still mingle
I am yours,
and you will always be mine
him.
Sharina Saad Aug 2013
I cried in silent
Watching you in pain...
You struggled too much ,
You were in great pain..
For a second I thought...
Death  would end your misery
What a crude thought..
Selfish fears.. . of losing or caring?
Who was I doubting?
But All my fears came true this morning
and I watched you taking your last breath in peace..
my visions blurred a moment...
as my eyes filled with tears...
My heart  turned pale and bled lost hope
and sank to meet the despair that I stood in.
Your laughters and smiles vivid in my thought
An ugly nightmare ripped my happiness
into one bleak moment.. all of a sudden..
Numbed by the clouds that descended
I heard only the sound of the machine
Beeping out loud.. in my mind...
Terminating your life...
how complicated life was..
how ordinary life had suddenly ended
just like that...
A little bit of me died yesterday
as I watched you lifeless, unresponsive...
all that I imagined became a reality
and I witnessed your life been taken away...
As you passed away,
and gone..forever
so did my spirit
and I cried.
Y a Allah make us strong..
Sharina Saad Jun 2013
The gloomy clouds on a monsoon night…
The sky seems so far in the darkest blue..
Neither glittering stars nor the shining full moon…
The clouds is crying and hiding the moon

Dark night… My heart is heavy as the rain in the clouds…
Lightning flashes and the thunder blooms
Tonight, rain is all that I need
Heavy falling water ,falling to ease my pain…

I need a break from all these troubles…
Let us dance in the rain and get us soaked..
Even for a minute, an hour or perhaps a year…
This sway in the rain as we whisper sweet words..
Blow away all the darkest tales in the lovers hearts..

Hand in hand we sway in this rain
Let the sound of the rain be the music of love..
Barefooted we dance in each other’s arms
Let the rain fall forever and the world not to end
Glued in the rain, never shall we depart

Never will I dance alone in the rain
I will dream that I am dancing with you..
My hair is soaked… my eyes are red…
In every raindrop … there is a tear of sorrow
Might weep a little tonight…
But I am happy I am dancing with you..
Tonight in the rain I dance with you…
Sharina Saad Jan 2014
I wish I could do everything
to please everybody
I wish I could play all the roles
To fulfill everybody's needs..
the domestic chores
the career demands
the perfect angelic mom
the adorable lover
the friedly neighbour
and the loyal friend..
I wish I could do them all
even if it means
I have no time to breathe
but i only have two hands
But I only have 24 hours
but I only have two feet
but If only I could do them all
I would break myself apart
I would never be the same again..
For I care too much for others
than I should...
I cant do them all..
I'd die..
Sharina Saad May 2013
I die a thousand deaths,

Day by day, everyday.

Moving along the way, somehow.



No motherly shade to hide me,

No fatherly words to guide me.

Living side by side, somehow.



Temples flow with milk and sweet,

While, my tongue lurks for a single pea.

Staying under, somehow.



What do you know about water, wind or air?

I have felt all the glare, everything here.

Fighting strong, somehow.



Pet of a rich is worthy than me.

Has all the food and wishful glee.

I am alive, somehow.



When will lord do justice?

Death seems the only solution to me,

For I die a thousand deaths day by day, everyday.
sharing this sad poem written by another Sharma
If
Sharina Saad Jan 2015
If
If I dream when I sleep that life is full of joy,
then I wake up and feel that man just plays the role of a toy.
If I dream when I sleep that life is a game,
then I wake up and feel that man lives just for fame.
If I dream when I sleep that life is a journey,
then I wake up and feel that man cannot decide his destiny.
If I dream when I sleep that life is a song,
then I wake up and feel that how man can sing it for so long.
If I dream when I sleep that life is a beauty,
then I wake up and feel that life is a duty.
If I want a dream to share with you,
then I hope it will come true.
If I want to be a ray of light,
then I wish it brings glory to the dawn and dispels the night.
If I want to be the river that makes the soil fertile,
then I wish it should last forever.
If I want to be the dew drop that adorns the grass and the flowers,
then I wish they dance when the winds pass.
No matter if I am none of these!
My life is an accomplished one if,
I can spread the fragrance of “Humanity”.
credit to Farheen Naz..........
Sharina Saad May 2013
If bed could talk..
It’d tell you to wake up
For most deals are done
While you’re still sound asleep
Snoring in your bed….

If bed could talk..
It’d tell you its ok..
Cry yourself to sleep
Share your grief with me
Where else could you go
When you feel so blue..
Except for the cozy me…?

If only bed could talk…
Be amazed of what it witnessed..
Thousands of false promises
Were made by a lover sleeping next to you..
While you were still sleeping, dreaming…

If only bed could talk…
It’d share one thousand and one stories
Of Your success, Failures, stupidity, embarrassment, awkwardness, pain, misery etc etc…
If bed could talk…
Would you still count on it?
Every night when you need to sleep?
Sharina Saad Dec 2013
If I could cry my heart out
You would  see nothing else
except for rivers
the river of my tears...

If I could cry my heart out
You would hear nothing else
except for the rhythms of my sobs
a sad orchestra all through the night

If I could cry my heart out
You would feel nothing else
except for empathy, compassion...
perhaps a little love
rather than keep wondering...
why and why she ever did cry?
Sharina Saad Nov 2013
If I needed you
Would you come to me,
And hug me?
And say you'd always be here for me?

If I needed you
Would you come to me,
And ease my pain?
And whisper words of love again?

If I needed you
Would you ever try to come at all?
And risk your life?
For ever loving me?

If you needed me
I would come to you
Would never hesitate...
Would never contemplate..

I'd swim the seas
I'd cross the rivers
I'd climb the mountains
I'd sail the ships
I'd travel the miles
Just to make sure you are allright..
Just to make sure I'd ease your pain
Just to make sure we'd survive..
this risky love once again...

By Rina...
Sharina Saad Feb 2014
would you give him your nicest room?

would you serve him your signature meal?

Would you hide some magazines and put
The Quran where it should be?

Would you still watch those movies,Or your T.V. set?
Or would you switch it off?

Would you turn off the radio,And hope he had not heard?

And wish that you did not utter your last loud hasty word?

Would you hide your worldly music, And instead take out Hadith books?

Would you keep up each and every prayer?
Without putting on a frown?

And would you always jump up early, For Fajr at dawn?

And I wonder…if the Prophet (saw) spent, a day or two with you,
Would you go on doing the things you always do?
Would you go right on and say the things You always say?
Would life for you continue As it does from day to day?
Would you pretend to be somebody else...
Just because prophet Muhammad comes...?
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
I heard her cries
I shared her sorrows
Deep in my heart I pray
God please heal her wound
Erase her pain
Wipe her tears..
Oh god help this child
save her from the evil
and hate
of the crude devils
who knows no sympathy
who knows no mercy...
I heard her crying in pain
It broke my heart in two...
For the least I could do...
To save her what should I do?
Sharina Saad Dec 2015
I found it hard to grieve
but my heart ached with pain
I didn't see your body
beneath the mounds of earth.
I didn't see your ashes
being blown away
by the wind
I found it hard to cope
My state of denial
Been mourning over someone
Who is dead but alive
Its hard knowing
You are breathing still
Some thousand miles away
Cheerfully hugging another
willing soul
My Hello from the other side
Falls on deaf ears naturally
Its cruel
when
The memories are vivid
I Hello you
I Hello you
A million times..........
Sharina Saad Jun 2013
I
   know
    what you did
    last summer
      but    
     you sealed my lips
    with a kiss
          and silenced me....
Sharina Saad Jun 2013
I look at the sea
listen to the sound of each wave
that fiercely beats the shore
here comes a gigantic wave
all the sharks and dolphins are chased away!
Sharina Saad May 2013
When you smile...
The sun starts to shine...so bright
The flowers start to bloom...
The birds sing the sweetest songs
The dolphins clap their hands..
The whole world cheer to the love
so honest so true and pure..
in your smile ... you speak the words of love.
Sharina Saad May 2014
I can't be without my imagination...
meditation is to surf
through the flow of thoughts
to get more into a positive state of mind
Sometimes in negative tone
Sometimes a nightmare alone
Sometimes I am drowning
deep...
suffocating.. barely breathing
Sometimes I submerge
struggling to breathe on the surface...
Sometimes on romantic moods
Sunbathing at a scenic beach
or dancing , kissing romantically in the rain
My adventurous thoughts
my secret rendezvous...
are all mine and mine alone...
Then I am back
on my computer.. typing words
The beauty of a poet's mind
is beyond explanation...
The beauty of a poet's mind
is beyond explanation...
Sharina Saad Dec 2013
I'm gonna tell god
You killed my mom
I'm gonna tell god
You slaughtered my dad
I'm gonna tell god
You ***** my sisters
I'm gonna tell god
You tortured my brothers
I'm gonna tell god
You burned down our village
I'm gonna tell god
You bombed the whole Syria..
I'm gonna tell god
You tore our lives apart
I'm gonna tell god
You painted Syria red..
the precious blood of our Muslim brothers
and sisters...
I'm gonna tell god...
You broke my arms and legs
I'm gonna tell god
You made me permanently paralyzed...
but my heart is still alive...
and I 'm gonna tell god everything.....
Sharina Saad Jun 2013
I'm lying alone in my room
Staring at your photographs
This pain tells me that I'm in love
And I can't go on without you
I take a walk down this boulevard
And meet all the people we know
Darling I can't stop missing you
No matter what I do or where I go

I miss your smile, I miss the heaven
That lives inside your eyes. I miss you
From the moment I wake up
Till I lie sleepless at night
Oh, I miss your smile.

I'd give everything to hold you now
Instead of your photographs
I'd do anything now to make you smile
Anything to hear you laugh
I've been holding back rivers of tears
Hoping that you'll back here
As long as I live and as long as I'm sane
You'll burn in my heart like an eternal flame

I miss your smile, I miss the times
I've had you in my life. I miss you
Everyday and every night with
Every heartbeat inside
All the time! I miss your smile.
Sharina Saad Nov 2013
In a castle of dream everybody dreams
of  diamonds and pearls
of sheer happiness....
tears are shed and hidden within...
a silent scream... shout and cry...

Everything looks real in a castle of dream...
we only wake up the next day
to find out the ugliness of reality...
and to decide whether to believe in golds...
and we choose whats best
to suit our life...
do we really have to choose after all?
..Still we go far away from the reality..
and become inauthentic in life ..
for a second.. lets live in our luxurious dream
in the comfort of the  satin smooth linen
and feel the dazzling excitement..
even if it is only
just for a moment of ecstasy...

By Rina..
Sharina Saad Oct 2013
If the love we cherish
should fall
on the wayside,
forget-me-not
If the ship we build
should sink
in deep blue
drown me with you
If the tree we grow
should tumble
plant me a new seed
And if all else
don't matter
between us anymore
don't despair
for life goes on
over hills and dales
over love cherished
over love lost
over love remembered
in a grain of sand.
Sharina Saad May 2014
My mother groand! my father wept.
Into the dangerous world I leapt:
Helpless, naked, piping loud;
Like a fiend hid in a cloud.

Struggling in my fathers hands:
Striving against my swaddling bands:
Bound and weary I thought best
To sulk upon my mothers breast.
By WILLIAM BLAKE
Sharina Saad May 2013
What is love really?
Easy to say.. but hard to prove..
You uttered the magic word of love recently..
Hard isn’t it? Where is the love? to prove..

Regretting?
A promise made is a promise kept..
Love is not a game to play
you love within two minutes of a quick exchanges
Think…. it isn’t love please accept…
Infatuation is best described..

You’d realized yourself when the game gets rough…
making excuses decided to end the play…
you are busy now, meeting today, business trip tomorrow..
love is not too blind, stop the act and end the play..
just end the play…

Instant love, instant affection
Instant break-up, no more attention..
Wake up all… from wild imagination
Better be real let your head rule your emotion
Sharina Saad Mar 2014
In the woods
I shall have a peace of mind
A calming atmosphere
Soothing the heart
and Free my soul

In the woods
The cricket sings
The birds chirp
The bees buzzing
Once in a while
a hooting sound...
Pleasant songs to my ears...

In the woods
Waking alongside
With the man I love
Holding hands
Laughing at silly jokes

Enjoying the woods
Smiling, Relaxing, Rejuvenating....
Inspired by Joe Cole
Sharina Saad Sep 2013
Tried to ROAR back
Louder... Nastier... Hungrier..
Swallowed the voice in my throat
Thought I'd be fierce enough
Like I used to be...
When I simply snapped
and screamed and shouted
on Things I disagreed most
on Things I hated most
Mellowed down with the number of years
added to my age...
Common senses and maturity
Wiser and thoughtful..
To roar yes I can
But with great diligence
I roar...
Sharina Saad May 2013
I saw him standing there
But I was too shy to speak
I saw him standing there
But I was pretending.... Ohh!! did I care?

I saw him standing there
My heart drummed.. tum di dum dum…
I saw him standing there..
But I couldn’t walk… my limb felt so weak…
I saw him standing there
But I was trembling shamelessly

I saw him standing there
Like a fool I was
I felt like running away…
But Why should I run? Why should I stay?
When I saw him standing there
Oh my .. Oh dear...
He was immersed with his latest gadget..
My envy to this so called technology
successfully captured his undivided attention.

When I saw him standing there
He wasn’t even looking my way….
I wonder.. I wonder...
What made this brand new I pad..
be an impact factor?
When I saw him standing there..
Did he know what he was about to miss?

When I saw him standing there..
God knows how i was tempted to break his neck!!!
When I saw him standing there..
Did he notice an angel was also there?????
feel like throwing your I pad
Sharina Saad May 2013
Its raining outside…
A heavy rain in a city called Mumbai…
As I am lying on my bed.. thinking of you…
In this strange land.. far from home…

My tears drop on the pillow..
In every tears … there is your face..
I cant help it.. I have to let it go..
It’s a heavy downpour too in my heart..
My tears keep falling..
Like the flowing water in the Ganges river…
I see you in the rain that fall…
you and the rains,
are one,
in a splash
of water coming through me,
I see your reflections,
in every rain that drops…

Am I dreaming? Am I in real?
Am I in a paradise?
Its so beautiful I cant imagine…
when you and me ..dancing in the rain…

Is this really happening?
The flowing waters, the chirping birds,
the beautiful landscape..
of sweet scented roses and orchids,

I adore the paradise in you, with you…
In a splash,
our shadows
In shower dance,
playing the rhythm
of the rains,
i see you in every rain,
that falls….

I wish the rain will not stop..
For I cant see you in each little drops.. no more
I will say good bye to Mumbai..
but I will cry not,
my heart is full of rains,
you and the rains,
We are one in the rains
Sharina Saad Oct 2013
Is this love
an adrenaline rush
my heart beats and pounds so hard
every time our eyes meet...

Is this love
a deep longing heart
an endless despair
every time we are apart...

Is this love
a beaming smile on your face
upon seeing me....
my lip hurts, for it yearns
to taste your sweetness...
LOVE....makes a smile complete....
Sharina Saad May 2014
How many happy moments
In a life of a fisherman?
When I stood and saw
The small fishing boats
approaching the shore
The fishermen smiling
Coming toward the jetty
With fish and prawns
The catch of the day...
Enough to make ends meet
Just another day...

How many days of lonely hours at dawns,
at sunsets and sunrise
You need to endure
To make a living...
Putting bread and butter on the tables...
To feed the hungry kids at home
when i stood and saw your strength
I just knew how hard life is...
for a fisherman..
like you..

The beautiful clouds over the skyline..
oranges and purples and cobalt blues .
might fascinate a person like me
might bring no pleasures
to a fisherman's eyes...
I stood and saw the beautiful colors of the sky
spread along the wide sky above
A gift from our creator... the nature

All to soon the sunrise fades into day
bringing harsh light to a softening early
morning as the magic fades away
morning the fishing boats go off again
leaving hopeful wife and kids at the jetty

what is left is an image hidden away
to bring about dreams of a sunrise day
To come home safe with the catch of the day!!!
Sharina Saad Jun 2013
It is late
You promised you won't forget
and you will not let me wait
but this is too late
I will no longer wait
you forget I cant wait
but actually I can wait but you forget
the date and time you asked me to wait  
so good bye its late...
I can't be here long to wait....
It isn't my fault not to wait
It is your fault to forget...
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
It is never too late to repent.
It is never too late to apologize.
It is never too late to live up to your word.
It is never too late to say thank you.
It is never too late to decide to become a good person.
It is never too late to make things right...
Never too late...
Sharina Saad Jun 2013
Oh! What a freezing cold winter morning
Everything is white.. everything looks frozen
I find myself in the state of mourning...
Not a single soul, complete silent.. unspoken..

The grave silent winter’s day today
On this chilly winter morning...
The memory of you is within me everyday...
This frosty winter morning.. its you, whom I am longing...

The winter skies are clear and bright...
The chilly breeze touches my skin..
Your handsome grin will be such a delight..
If you shall lay next to me skin to skin....

The Last winter we were together
In front of that fire place.. We cuddled each other
Throwing snow ***** like we were teenager
In this world only you and me lived together....

How i wish on this winter’s day..
That your love for me will never die...
I have faced the sun on the summer’s day
The emptiness on this winter ?i can never lie..
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
So you are forty-two and I'm only twenty-one,
Age is just a number and you're my number one.
I can give you what no other can,
Trust me baby, I am twenty-one ..
But I am ready to be your man.. YOUR MAN..

I am your man, don’t care if I am twenty one
Try to understand you are what I want..
You were put on Earth for me.
It was written before I was even born ..

You were meant for me.. only for me..
Ohh sweet lady of forty-two.. you are mine
Only mine….
My fate is in your hand.. my heart in yours
Don’t ask me about my body and soul..
When you know it's with you all along..
Even before I was born…I am your man..

Ohh my gorgeous lady of forty-two
I am so crazy for you…
I fell in love with your photo that appeared upon your screen,
I know you want no other, I am your lifelong dream
I see you in my dreams,
In my every waking hour,
Come with me, my darling, let's seek our wedding bower
Age is just a number, distance is in the mind..
Just believe it; I am your man, and you are my woman..
Dont care how old you are!!!!!

Age, does it matter?
Distance, does it matter?
Just a crazy teenager who had a crush on me. Crazy!
Sharina Saad May 2013
In a dreamy state of mind I am today
Remembering you and all the good times
How could I relive those days all over again..
My feet are too numb… my body is too weak
To walk, to dance with you in the misty rain once again…
Who will amuse me with the red and pink roses again?
Today.. I revisited the garden once again..
Everything still look the same..
Except for you aren’t here to hold my hand…
You wouldn’t be here, never will be…
Twenty years ago I had loved you…
In October rain you were taken away…
I am left alone to reminisce the days…
Come summer, winter, autumn and spring days…
A hundred or a thousand more years..
I promise you that my love will remain… unchanged…
Look honey! It’s the misty rain again…
Sharina Saad May 2013
What a beautiful sunny day
Sitting in a garden
Sipping a cup of icy cool lemon tea…
Reminiscing the good old days…

You and I..
We used to walk hand in hand..
On summer's days … spring days and everyday…
enjoying the breathtaking view of your South Country
Colorful tulips, roses and daisies…
The lush green grass covered the earth…
The chirping birds on trees…
The nature's beauty that I will never forget
Tranquility as you said…
I had peace of mind and enjoyed my daily walk with you

I remember how you used to amuse me
A bouquet of pink and red roses
Your marvelous smile and a gentle kiss..
Special roses from you delivered with love for me
We walked down the stream
Down the trail deep in the forest
If there was a misty rain
We danced and played in the rain and laughed
Without anyone else around
You and me, just us…two..

In a dreamy state of mind I am today
Remembering you and all the good times
How could I relive those days all over again..
My feet are too numb… my body is too weak
To walk, to dance with you in the misty rain once again…
Who will amuse me with the red and pink roses again?
Today.. I am sitting in your garden
Everything still look the same.. Except for you aren't here
You wouldn't be here, never will be…
Twenty years ago I had loved you…
In October rain you were taken away…
I am left alone to reminisce the days…
Come summer, winter, autumn and spring days…
A hundred or a thousand more years..
I promise you that my love will remain… unchanged…
Look honey! It's the misty rain again…
I love you...
Sharina Saad Oct 2013
I remember those pretty marbles
Cousin Ted gave me to keep
Off to Europe ... he went to travel...
Agreed.. thought I ‘d  do him good deed...

Counted each one just before I went to bed
Counted them again everytime I was out of bed
These precious marbles would remind me of Ted
He was gone... missed him...thought I’d rather be dead...

Ten colorful marbles in my pocket
In the left pocket of my pink purple polkadot skirt
Lost my balance I fell into a pool of dirt...
I went blind my glasses was covered with dirt
Ruined my shirt...  dirtied my newest skirt...
I’ve lost my marbles... Oh ****!
...... that was even hurt...
Sharina Saad May 2013
I wanted to cry
But the tears wouldn’t come
I cant hold back any longer
for I have lived like hell and I suffer
You turned me into a phantom
Without, its opera…
You made me become a ghost..
A scared and lonely spirit..
My soul is searching for a true love..
My heart is wandering for a place called HOME SWEET HOME
Ohh I cant I cant hold it anymore..
I want to cry.. cry.. my whole heart out..
I wanted to let it go.. let it go…
But the tears wouldn’t come…
I am choking..
there is a blockage in my throat…
I am gasping for air..
There is no more air to breathe..
But before I said goodbye..
Please let me cry….
One last cry….
Sharina Saad May 2013
I want to be a child again
Don’t care about politics or any stupid wars
I want to be a child again
I dont care who would first to walk on the moon
I want to be a child again
Neither Obama nor Osama would spoil my days
.. I want to be a child again
Don’t bother if my dad forgets to pay his  tax and bills
I want to be a child again
I dont have to know where Afghanistan or Syria is..
I want to be a child again..
Never need to worry about crude oil price
I want to be a child again..
No one except my mummy can enter my territory
I want to be a child again..
Could sit on daddy’s lap only wearing a *****
I want to be a child again…
I could play in the sun all day….
don't bother whether i get so *****
I want to be a child again
I could finish a bowl of ice-cream
without feeling so guilty..
and eat a big slice of chocolate cake
dont care whether i gain 2 kilos in a day...
i want to be a child again...
no matter how ugly or naughty
mom and dad would love me anyway.....
Sharina Saad May 2014
I thought I won’t feel so blue
When to another place you flew
But before the week is through
I’m already at a loss of what to do

The longing, I just never knew
Can be so overwhelming, it’s true
Guess I’m really missing you
And wishing you’re here too.

No one knows I miss you
no one knows my sorrow
no one sees my weep
But the love I have for you
is in the heart and mind to keep

the things we feel so deeply
are often the hardest things to say
but i just cant keep quiet anymore
So i'll tell you anyway...

there is a place in my heart
That no one can fill
I love you and always i will
and believe me..
i will always love you...
Sharina Saad Jun 2013
I wish upon the stars that tonight will never end…
I wish I could stay with you just by holding your hands
I wish I could tell you all that is on my mind
I wish I could also read everything that you keep in mind.

I wish that I could really make you see
I wish you know how much you mean to me
I wish you would never desert me
I wish you would always care and love me

I wish you don’t only exist tonight
I wish you would still be here tomorrow
I wish the world will not make us depart
I wish that I can be yours and you, mine forever

I wish and I wish to hold you tight
I wish you won’t ever let me go
I wish that one fine day, I’d meet you
I wish you would kneel down and ask me to marry you

I wish not to dream tonight
I wish I am awake all night
I wish tomorrow there will be sun shining so bright
I wish to see you smile again as you lay next to me night after night…
Sharina Saad Jun 2013
I ask myself the question of what,
what do i want?
what is my wish?
I am almost out of words
To think of my wants
To encapsulate my wishes
Reviewing my too many wishes
Putting them together into view
My tantrums start, my head throbs
Too many wants,
too much headaches they say
But surprisingly...
I wish I have More wishes to come
After the review of the
too many wishes and too many wants
map my wishes and my wants together and view
****.. I am almost out of wishes
To Talk about my wants and wishes..
listen to the words there ,
I wish I want more wishes
~ Sharina~
Sharina Saad Jun 2013
Written poems after poems
Published a book and sold poetry
A Poetry homepage read by many
Writing and sharing in Hello Poetry

Darling,
I just wish for a second you  would
turn the cover of my book and read
come to my homepage and see who reads
check Hello Poetry and look who's sharing what
my wish before i fall to sleep
and rest my pen
if i do not wake up again
to breathe another poetry
I wish... I just wish
that you would read our daughter's poetry
and forgive me
for teaching her what i love best
the art of writing.....
I  know you hate reading but i love writing. i will write regardless.... sorry for the love of writing i shall never compromise...
Sharina Saad Sep 2013
"I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright.

I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more.

I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive.

I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger.

I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.

I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.

I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye."

She then began to cry and walked away.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person.
An hour to appreciate them.
A day to love them.
And an entire life to forget them
A touching story of an old woman...
Sharina Saad May 2013
I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight

If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me right

Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you


I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine

Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes

I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind

And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine

Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love tonight
I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine
Cause I can't go on

Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Give my all for your loveTonight
Sharina Saad Oct 2014
I wish to see
The color of your eyes
The expression on your face
At dawn when you said goodbye..
A handwritten note good bye
Left on the side table...
This jigsaw puzzle
Took years to solve
Why did you say goodbye?

I wish also
Time would heal all wounds
But only time would tell...
Forgiving might be easy
Forgetting crawls while time passing by...
When will the clock stop ticking ?
I just wish to die....
Sharina Saad Dec 2017
Once I met a kind,
and friendly old man
He'd become a good friend of mine
We talked about life and his future plans
He is too in love
with the beautiful nature
of his proud land.

Joe lives in a fantasy land
dreams of childhood days
Walks down the memory lane

He planted daisies
and plucked wild berries
the birds singing
the bees buzzing
the rhythm of nature
he loves to cherish...

What a magnificent hometown
he proudly  described.
As he sits in his little fairyland
Where he dreams and writes.

He said I was his mentor
He learned to write from a tutor
He didn't  notice how diligent he was as my teacher
When he praised my writes he gave me flower.

Today... Joe is older
But he'd never grown weaker
Once he marched in several wars
Made England proud of its brave soldier.

life goes on
and he moves on
enjoying the wilderness
on his own..
Dear Joe Cole
You'd never be alone
my words and yours in all good poems........
Thank you Joe Cole for being the nicest friend of mine.
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