A sweet hello
From an old flame
Left me in illusion
Mesmerized by the memories
Of an enchanted love
The tenderness of the moment
As we sat there to reminisce
An unforgettable love story
A pang of sadness
As we departed
No more kisses...
No more tight hugs
Just a solemn smiles
And a heavy heart....
Upon realization...
We mature to be
Responsible adults
We took a different path
We differ in opinions  .
A sad goodbye my love
We are no longer....

Standing strong...
a white candle...
slowly ...bending and falling..
It melts as it burns

With tears and sweats
Painful... but tireless...
countless efforts
to light others
so they'll shine bright
and make someone proud
so they'll live to shine
another life .. and lift them up
and make them shine
and be strong again..

Live to shine others
"A candle loses nothing
by lighting another candle"

By Rina..

Have you ever given this a thought?
Who will mourn your death?
Your better half?
Your loved ones?
Your friends?
Sad to say...
Life doesn't come to an end when you die
The moment your breathing stops
The clock ticks still
The wind blows as usual
The sun still shines
Life continues
Never stopping
Never ending
At the funeral
Your closed friends cry
Your family breaks down
Temporarily grieving
They wear black
They visit your grave
Your name may linger in their hearts
But as they start to laugh again
You became a memory
The world continues
Life moves on....

I am lost in this play land
Surrounded by toys in a magical land
A choo choo train, a laughing clown
An incredible circus in a Toy land,
Is this the place called Peekaboo Play land?
If yes...
please call me Alice in Wonderland

I listen to some words
verses in the holy quran...
I read some words
from pages to pages
from this beautiful holy book
I read the meanings
in the pages and chapters
The beautiful meanings,
An eye opener to my heart and soul...
A Complete stories about..
The past the present and the future
Let us all read and be told...
Let us all read and spread the message
This holy Quran is more than just words...

A bouquet of roses
found among the debris
they look fresh and fine
I took it home with me
In a vase near a dining table
The roses made me smile
But that night I had a bad dream
a girl in white wanting the bouquet returned
it gave me cold sweats,
I shivered down my spine
morning, I read in the news
she died in a car accident
on the day she turned sixteen...
put the bouquet back on her grave..
praying she is resting safe...

I ask myself the question of what,
what do i want?
what is my wish?
I am almost out of words
To think of my wants
To encapsulate my wishes
Reviewing my too many wishes
Putting them together into view
My tantrums start, my head throbs
Too many wants,
too much headaches they say
But surprisingly...
I wish I have More wishes to come
After the review of the
too many wishes and too many wants
map my wishes and my wants together and view
****.. I am almost out of wishes
To Talk about my wants and wishes..
listen to the words there ,
I wish I want more wishes
~ Sharina~

Forgive those
Who've wronged you
Who've deceived you
Who've manipulated
and abused you
In forgiveness
You feel light
You see light
Light in your soul
Light in heart
Calmness
Peacefulness
Beautiful
The feeling inside
Begone the darkness
Of your ugly soul

Do you remember the day we met?
On a crazy rainy day back in 1989?
Ohh.. The rainiest season of the year …
You walked so fast but you were soaking wet
I bumped into you in the middle of the street

We almost kissed but did we try to avoid?
What a lovely kissing in the rain..
It would be..
In the middle of a busy Chulia street?

There was a pang of sensation deep inside me..
When our eyes locked and I couldn’t shy away..
We both were speechless
and my hearts skipped a beat
It was like we were lovers from the past years….
United once again on this rainy day…

Come on …
Kiss me in the rain… my heart kept telling me
Ohh…
Kiss me in the rain… my heart screamed inside..
If he’d kissed me… I would not give him up
If he’d kissed me.. I would be his forever
I was so sure I would.

But then…
How foolish I thought I was..
Wanting a stranger to kiss me in the heavy rain..
Hoping that handsome tall man
Would fulfill my crazy dream?

But I was lost for a while
When he pulled me in his arms..
and he did kiss me in the POURING rain..
Ohhh!! He kissed me in the rain…
And I fell in love with him forever on that craziest rainy day…

Kiss me in the rain..
I would fall in love with you once again…

Do you have a heart
To read my heart?
The place I hide my sorrows
My pain so severe
Deep down
My wrecked heart weeps
The sobbings unheard
Even if its the loudest
Even if its the saddest

Love is a battlefield
Fighting always for a little affection
And...
I lost...
I drowned...
I surfaced...
I dont need another dream
to wake me up
I dont need another same old love
to keep me warm
My faith strenghtens me
Everyday
I don't need another alarm clock
My passion wakes me up
I wake up
I rise
from my biggest fall.

You wrote with ink,
what my heart bleeds
You loved with life
what my heart sings
You kissed with passion
what my heart thinks
Your Bleeding love
Your obsession...
My heart screams
It scares me sometimes...
not about me losing you..
what ifs you lose me?

Dear Daughter,
Again you let me down
You didn't meet my expectation
Saw my face in Hall of shame,
Held my head real down
Big disappointment...
Where shall I hide my face?

My Friends topic of the week,
My daughter... your daughter... her daughter
Juicy gossips...
Straight A's, no straight A's
You put me in A total mess
I really felt out of place...

Defense mechanism,
pointing my fingers straight
It was easy to put the blame on you
My ego was big of course,
I denied the fact that...
I set a standard too high...
The benchmark was me
Forced you to compete with perfection
Forgotten the fact that you are you
Never could be me... or anybody else
My achievement, my capabilities were different
and yours were yours alone...
incomparable to me, incomparable to others

Unintentionally, I molded a double
Designed my clone
Created another hall of fame
But I was wrong to play god's role
When he created you,
You were your unique self
a different special individual...

Dear Daughter,
From now on...
I let you be you
Please forgive me for my ignorance,
insensitivity... but trust me
I'd be proud that I am part of you...
and I'd pray to god you'd be successful
your own way.....

With Love,
Mummy...

What kind of games are you playing?
Hide and seek? Win Lose or Draw?
I am sick of these games of yours
Not a slot machine in a video games center...
Not also your fancy new games in a computer..

Am I not worth?
Am I just the games you used to play?
Am I your latest collections of Barbie doll ?
Felt used and manipulated
You treated me like a toy...

Where have you been?
Unanswered messages, 101 missed calls
So... this is what your true love is...
You told me to find someone else..
And You told me to move on...
It really is not fair..
Cause you told me to always play fair..

Promises made are promises kept..
When you cant be here..
Just tell me where you are?
You cant be trusted anymore..
Tell me where have you been to?
Tell me how many hearts have you broken?
Where have you been...
Where have you been....

Money! The root of all evil they say
Yet money is the perfume
Money is the jewel
Money is the king of all kingdoms
Money is precious Taj Mahal
Money is ticket to stardom
key to power and freedom

Money is short term happiness
Money is greed, evil and hate
Lust for the money..
Fall to your feet..
Years to rise again...

Such pretty smile ,
a joy to watch
like the sweetest  wine
the best taste..the greatest pleasure
sharing with you this wine
like spending our moments together
as sweet as the wine on our plates
we tasted together
the sweetest  nectar of love
I swallow with sweet sensation..
sweet to the taste bud...
love your sweetness...
such joy!

You stabbed me in the heart
Pierced the veil
I am now left exposed to the raging storm,
The scalding sun,
The slashing tongues
You stabbed me in the heart
So deep I bled
Pained,
I stagger and sag
You stabbed me in the heart
Right there where I hid
My love secured
How was I to know?
How could I have seen?
You stabbed me in the heart
I am left alone now
Soaked in my stream of tears
The rain is falling and
I am soaked,slapped and
Beaten roughly
Standing outside the lonely
Street of life....

Somewhere in a deserted land
Shivering in white velvety winter jacket..
Resembling the snow
Stands a kind hearted angel
A wonderful gift that god sent
Looking like a lovely snow queen

Her skin pink and white…
Amazingly sparkle while the sun hides  
Walking miles in silky white landscape
Surrounds
**.. **.. **.. Santa Rina is around…

Her heart so true and pure
Genuinely protecting all
From the evil eyes, dreadful creatures
and dark demons
With her presence I know

I'm never alone.
I open her present..
A glass horse miniature..
Thank you Santa Rina…
You have beautiful soul inside....

Can a zero be a hero?
Yes,
Only with strong will and determination
No,
with sheer laziness and much
negativity...
Can a hero be a zero?
Yes,
Only with ego and ruthlessness
No,
with dignity and being down to earth...
To be a hero or a zero...
Only you decide...

**** and you will never **** again..
Death penalty...

I said good bye
to all the memories
bitter and sweet
past is buried.

I march forward
future awaits
the new year
the new me
write  a new chapter
on a clean fresh paper.

We built a sand castle
Strong waves washed it away
The castle collapsed..
so did our dreams...
Buried in the ocean deep...

A little girl is bored
Hugging a Teddy bear as tall as her
At the airport the flight is delayed
Teddy and girl are glued together
Very intimate relationship
between the girl and her Teddy..
Couldn't help myself to ask
"Do you love your teddy?"
"So much" She answered hiding her face
in between Teddy's ears...
" How much love" I asked again
and offered her ice-cream
She took the ice-cream..
hid her face in Teddy's belly
and shouted Very! Very!
I smiled at her and asked again
Wanted to know her concept of love
"Does Teddy loves you?"
YES! she said spontaneously and NO! she said after a second
"I dont know" she said now...
"Teddy never said he loves me"
Then how do you know he loves you?
Provoked this little girl's thinking...
She did give a deeper thought
when lastly she said...
"Teddy doesn't say he loves me
but Teddy stays"
"Teddy is silent
so I will love him more.."
So Teddy 's love is silent?
She nodded and kissed her Teddy...
I am amazed ....
of this little girl's brilliant thinking..
She understands love so much..
Love is love, you don't even need to say..
Your presence says... Your loyalty counts...
in this little girl's eyes
Teddy's Love is always there ..
you don't have to shout it loud..
I LOVE YOU is tender word
say it in silent...

What kind of games are you playing?
Hide and seek? Win Lose or Draw?
I am sick of these games of yours
Not a slot machine in a video games center...
Not also your fancy new games in a computer..

Am I not worth?
Am I just the games you used to play?
Am I your latest collections of Barbie doll ?
Felt used and manipulated
Treated me like a toy...

Where have you been?
Unanswered messages, 101 missed calls
So... this is what your true love is...
You told me to find someone else..
And You told me to move on...
It really is not fair..
Cause you told me to always play fair..

Promises made are promises kept..
When you cant be here..
Just tell me where you are?
You cant be trusted anymore..
Tell me where have you been to?
Tell me how many hearts have you broken?
Where have you been...
Where have you been.

The music is...
heart pumping
The movie is
heart wrenching
The love story is
heart breaking
The words are
heartfelt...
Take care of our heart..
so tomorrow and the day after tomorrow
It will still pumps..
It will still wrench
It will still breaks
It will still beat and make you feel...
your precious heart...

Blind date you called it
So the girls aren't scared
Even when you have
...your seeking eyes open
To admire their fragility
and hidden values
while they giggle shyly
Slowly yet impatiently
observing their weakest points
Soft rosy cheeks
Delicate skin...
the young innocence...
too late now...

To witness the seducing acts...
Enjoying...
While the girls wide eyes...
silently shut.
Whispering
Good bye to innocence...

Knock! Knock!
Anybody home?
Knock! Knock!
Hey I am home
A silent whisper
of the wind...
A grave silent from within...
Knock! Knock! again
No answer
Knock! Knock!  a hundred times
Just a long complete silence...
A second later...
A hand written note
Pushed under the door
An unsigned warning letter
Please walk away
Please do not stay
How could you leave us
just like that
How could you show up
and dare knock on that door again
Do not Knock Knock anymore
Just leave us alone
We wont be missing
that knock knock
on that very door ever again!

I remember summer
We kids loved  summer the most...
School breaks.... Heaven!
Childhood memories of
summer days
days started late
Played outdoors all day...
and days never seemed to end

Saturday night went to movies
Sunday morning fishing near the lake
In the evening, fish and chips
Week days , parents were at work...
We spent  time, TV partying...
movies marathon, cartoons mornings and afternoons
Eating ice cream at the backyard on the swings

those were the days!
Our summer in the 70's...

Met an old friend A
He says women are the greatest vocabulary
AWESOME , AMAZING , ARDENT, ARDAMANT
And Look what B has to say
BEAUTIFUL, BRILLIANT, BODACIOUS most women are
CHARMING, CALM, CAUTIOUS, COURTEOUS
Women are THE FINEST DIAMONDS in the sky
Complements D, DASHING, DEAR, and DILIGENT to be exact
EASTERN ELEGANCE, Western ELITES
ENERGETIC, ELEGANT, EMOTIONAL
E is right women are EXTRAORDINARY
FLAMBOYANT, FUN, FUNNY, FANTASTIC F says
Women are central FIGURE of FAMILY
G- GREAT, GRACEFUL, GENTLE
H- HAPPY, HELPFUL, HANDY
INTERESTINGLY some women are IMPATIENT

JOYFUL they are, K- head of KISSES
LOVING, LOVEABLE
MARVELOUS symbol of MODESTY
NEAT, NOBLE and very NICE
Women are pretty ORNAMENT

women are PRICELESS PRINCESS
Women are QUEEN
Women are RARE gift
main source of SURVIVAL the human being

women have true spirits of love

women are a peaceful UMBRELLA

women are the VALLEY of love

women are WONDERFUL WATER,

women are XOXO

women are egg YOLK, bad cholesterol but you eat THEM
last but not least

ZEALOUS women have great ZEAL

The soft butter melts slowly
Caressing every inch of
this white soft and fluffy...
from the top of the dough
To the center.. and it falls
gracefully to the bottom
Golden brown color it turns to
as it mixes with some brown sugar
dancing, rocking the buttery bread
attractively rise and shine....
Beautiful...
the whole kitchen of mine.....

The aroma of sweet cinnamon fills the air
My mommy's kitchen homemade bakery....
the true meaning of love is here...
The labor of  love
passionately blends
in every dough it kneads
in every bread it produces
seduces the young and old
Calling all bread lovers..
my attractive butter sugar buns
seductively smiling
waiting for you to grab
one, two, three...... and sold
In mommy's kitchen I bake
with love...........

Your sweetest Hello...
Has always been great
You Hello... that..
sends shivers down my spine..
Your sweetest Hello
calms the soul of mine...
A morning wish, a small chat and a kiss
What else should I ask for?
In love.... Should I not be the happiest?

My life , my time was  exclusively yours.
My dream, my thoughts was  truly yours
You could read me like chapters in a book
Imagine... My whole life you took

You were my other half,
You were rising graph.
My breath, my beat, my everything.
Short of breaths couldn't utter a million things.

Wish I could listen to you more and break your wall
That you've silently built within you
This sweet love of mine would make me fall
How could I breathe again without you?

Took for granted of your sweet Hello
Been selfish too much,
It has always been me not you..
Ask a million questions.
Tell a million stories.
But the time has gone and so have you.

Dark blue, purple and grey... and lonely is the heart
What has happened to your sweetest Hello?
I am numb, what do I do with my bruising heart?
Should I reminisce  those days when I lived life
to the whole?
Should I force you to stay and break you?
Your  good bye is sad ..
Where is your sweet HELLO?

You kissed her lip
in the most gentle way you could
sipping her breath
her sweet nectar of love
she closed her eyes
her love is deep

with your eyes half closed
eating your own pain away
torturing your fickle-minded brain
You took a last look at her...
Her pretty face in your hands
You leaned to her closer...
Tenderly you held her...

Your intention was clear
You finally whispered ...
the painful word GOODBYE....
to the loyal her
Goodbye to good old days...

How love could be so cruel
in the most delicate way...
And You'd finally left her forever...

This is the time of your life!
To do your deed to the country you love
For the promise of a prosperous land
A  brighter future for the nation
Our pledge for a credible leader
Guide the citizen with religion faith
Lead our life with nobility, integrity and honesty
In the present day, Future and the hereafter..
vote ! dont lose your voice
Dont you  keep your grievances at heart
Let your voice be heard...
So do not lose your vote... VOTE!
To win or to lose
To die or to live
Winning or losing is part and parcel
Of a COMPETITION...
Contestants please play fair
Voters stay calm and cool..
Try not to spread evil and hatred among us..
Leading us all to chaos..
Also Try not to remain silent
when given the right to choose
Play democracy! Play fair!
Chaos may end up bad..
If we do not maturely contest
For who’s wrong and who’s right...
Chaos may end up a disaster, a massacre...
Explainable chaotic phenomena
If we do not curb our lust for greed..
Campaign maturely for Malaysia..
We despise chaos and fights
Votes are the voices of people
Let us all do our bit to Malaysia
Stop this Chaos!!
Silence the words of slanders and hates...

I hate being *******
Having to stay mad and angry
When I am normally a cool person
I seldom do this... *******..

Someone came at me the wrong way
and turned my ******* switch on...
What do I do now?
How do I go from being *******
to my happy go lucky self?

Half awake
dragging my legs down the stairs
found my sweet kitchen
through several yawns
and sleepy thoughts
Here's the seductive "Bombay Bread"
and a *** of Vietnamese strong Coffee
serve on the attractive kitchen table..
Breakfast everyone!!!

Bon appetit!

A litre of hot tears fall from angry eyes..
But never it reduces the fire inside of me....
If the heavy falling rain could fight the forest fire...
Why couldnt my tears do just the same...?
Just because I come out strong,
doesnt mean there is nothing wrong.
Smiling has always been easier to fake...
Rather than to explain the Burn in 0ne's Heart ???
Every tear is a sign of brokeness,
every silence is a sign of loneliness,

I always smile and shed a secret tear...
Wishing it heals my internal scars...
I went in the rain and i walked in the dark...
Who says water helps in putting of fire?
My eyes do not show anymore tears may be..
But in my heart is heavy downpour....
How come the fire is there .. its still there...

Its the fire burning inside of me ... its burning.. burning hot..
I wish each drop of salty tear would erase the flame....
For I promise myself would never to cry again.....
Would it be worth to shed a tear of mine ever again?

Each drop of a tear is precious ...then anything in the world
No one knows its true value for they ‘ve not learnt the pain...
I hide a tear and pretend to smile...
My body is trembling my heart is burning... .....
You wouldn't know how it feels...
To have to hide a tear....
Not until you have it in your own eyes for someone so dear..

What a beautiful sunny day
Sitting in a garden
Sipping a cup of icy cool lemon tea…
Reminiscing the good old days…

You and I..
We used to walk hand in hand..
On summer's days … spring days and everyday…
enjoying the breathtaking view of your South Country
Colorful tulips, roses and daisies…
The lush green grass covered the earth…
The chirping birds on trees…
The nature's beauty that I will never forget
Tranquility as you said…
I had peace of mind and enjoyed my daily walk with you

I remember how you used to amuse me
A bouquet of pink and red roses
Your marvelous smile and a gentle kiss..
Special roses from you delivered with love for me
We walked down the stream
Down the trail deep in the forest
If there was a misty rain
We danced and played in the rain and laughed
Without anyone else around
You and me, just us…two..

In a dreamy state of mind I am today
Remembering you and all the good times
How could I relive those days all over again..
My feet are too numb… my body is too weak
To walk, to dance with you in the misty rain once again…
Who will amuse me with the red and pink roses again?
Today.. I am sitting in your garden
Everything still look the same.. Except for you aren't here
You wouldn't be here, never will be…
Twenty years ago I had loved you…
In October rain you were taken away…
I am left alone to reminisce the days…
Come summer, winter, autumn and spring days…
A hundred or a thousand more years..
I promise you that my love will remain… unchanged…
Look honey! It's the misty rain again…

I found it hard to grieve
but my heart ached with pain
I didn't see your body
beneath the mounds of earth.
I didn't see your ashes
being blown away
by the wind
I found it hard to cope
My state of denial
Been mourning over someone
Who is dead but alive
Its hard knowing
You are breathing still
Some thousand miles away
Cheerfully hugging another
willing soul
My Hello from the other side
Falls on deaf ears naturally
Its cruel
when
The memories are vivid
I Hello you
I Hello you
A million times..........

God works in mysterious way
She doesn't even know
what is she to become
When she chooses to cover herself

She doesn't move toward darkness
living in isolation
surrounded by total strangers
Instead she heads into the light
her journey is made easy
strangers become friends...
She is no longer afraid
of the crude people
She has no fear
of darkest shadows in the past
God is great...
God is forgiving...
God is kind..

She is blessed to be that girl in hijaab
Her beauty is more revealing
Her dignity hidden
Magic happens when...
Hijaab is her choice
She smiles even when most people glare
She remains poise
confidently walk in the crowded streets
She doesn't care even if you stare..
She knows.. what awaits her..
sweeter... calmer...safer...
beauty beyond words..
In Jannah the angels smile with her...

Since the day I was brought in  
to this Home Sweet Home
My mom adores me
My dad loves me
My sisters cuddle me
My brother plays with me
Teaches me new tricks each day
My life is complete
My house is a castle
Meals are superb
Everything is perfect
Should I complain?
But today as I am sitting by the window
Watching people crossing by
Unfamiliar faces I see,
unlike my mom, dad, sisters and brother
I can see vehicles moving fast and slow
From this bedroom window...
I see other kids playing and giggling
Oh this is so exciting, I thought.
I can see butterflies kissing the flowers
In my mother's garden...
I wonder what kind of life is out there?
I wonder I wonder I wonder
Is the world outside this window
more colorful than mine?
Is there any other species like me?
Is there any other cat in the window like me?

Do not dwell on your moments of weakness
Repent and move on...
“Every son of Adam sins,
and the best of those who sin are those who repent.”

The gloomy clouds on a monsoon night…
The sky seems so far in the darkest blue..
Neither glittering stars nor the shining full moon…
The clouds is crying and hiding the moon

Dark night… My heart is heavy as the rain in the clouds…
Lightning flashes and the thunder blooms
Tonight, rain is all that I need
Heavy falling water ,falling to ease my pain…

I need a break from all these troubles…
Let us dance in the rain and get us soaked..
Even for a minute, an hour or perhaps a year…
This sway in the rain as we whisper sweet words..
Blow away all the darkest tales in the lovers hearts..

Hand in hand we sway in this rain
Let the sound of the rain be the music of love..
Barefooted we dance in each other’s arms
Let the rain fall forever and the world not to end
Glued in the rain, never shall we depart

Never will I dance alone in the rain
I will dream that I am dancing with you..
My hair is soaked… my eyes are red…
In every raindrop … there is a tear of sorrow
Might weep a little tonight…
But I am happy I am dancing with you..
Tonight in the rain I dance with you…

Its raining outside…
A heavy rain in a city called Mumbai…
As I am lying on my bed.. thinking of you…
In this strange land.. far from home…

My tears drop on the pillow..
In every tears … there is your face..
I cant help it.. I have to let it go..
It’s a heavy downpour too in my heart..
My tears keep falling..
Like the flowing water in the Ganges river…
I see you in the rain that fall…
you and the rains,
are one,
in a splash
of water coming through me,
I see your reflections,
in every rain that drops…

Am I dreaming? Am I in real?
Am I in a paradise?
Its so beautiful I cant imagine…
when you and me ..dancing in the rain…

Is this really happening?
The flowing waters, the chirping birds,
the beautiful landscape..
of sweet scented roses and orchids,

I adore the paradise in you, with you…
In a splash,
our shadows
In shower dance,
playing the rhythm
of the rains,
i see you in every rain,
that falls….

I wish the rain will not stop..
For I cant see you in each little drops.. no more
I will say good bye to Mumbai..
but I will cry not,
my heart is full of rains,
you and the rains,
We are one in the rains

You come and go as you wish...
Like the whispering sound of the wind...
No  stopping again
No  going again
No  staying again
No Hello again..
No goodbye again..
Will I ever see you coming around again?
Just a heartless shrug...
Feeling so Annoyed...
Intimidated... As you wish....

Lock and hook Mama's neck.
Bounce on Mama's tummy.
Wrestle, Shove and Spike Mama.
Mess up Mama's cool hairdo.
Jump and Climb on Mama's back.
Trample on Mama's crouch.
Talk to his robot.
Hang his goal post around Mama's neck.
What a night!

Helpless...
I remain before you
You have dominion over me
It is you who extracted the resources out of me
I am being alienated from my self
I stand **** before you
Exposing all my assets
If not satisfied
Let my skin too be removed
Take everything
Whatever you want
My love
My dreams
And dignity
Have a wild exploration
That my children have bright days
Still I know that I am lost
Give me a little space
Where I was born and brought up
To weep bitterly
I will be glad to see
A few drops of tears
Kissing the land
Where I am wanted to live
(C) JC

Can you hear the claps?
Take a bow everyone
Standing ovation
for today's outstanding performance
let the curtain falls
hear the midnight calls
Good night to all

Funny how some people love to think
No, they don't even bother to think actually
They are simply making assumptions
after reading your convincing poems
of sad good bye and half way to heaven
The said its true. All of it? YES ... so very true.. true...
eye brows raised, delicious stories of love affairs...
poor poet being misjudged
ahh all are true then from poem 1 to poem 100
she married them all,
100 flower bouquets exchanged each year
she still keep one hundred diamond rings...
she is planning to have an exhibition too
the theme is WEDDINGS AND BREAK UPS
wordsmiths job is to write
about anything... happiness, sadness, love, romance
and a thousand other things from their creative
minds and hearts
just you readers be intelligent and mature
to read between the lines
and understand the underlying messages
in a piece of write
to judge a poet is unwise
how many times could a poet fall in love?
to write about love?
how many breakups should she suffer
to write a heartbreaking poem?
Silly... how some people think...

I look at the sea
listen to the sound of each wave
that fiercely beats the shore
here comes a gigantic wave
all the sharks and dolphins are chased away!

The blue water in the pool
Is it really blue?green?grey?
My eyes are deceiving me
The deceiving pool
Is mocking my courage as
I am standing here
Felling at the top of the world..
Brave myself for my first Olympic swim
At the corner of the poolside
Absolutely my beautiful, courageous,
and most of all, honest coach,
Who keeps  reminding  me of  this swim of a lifetime
Who consistently tells of my swimming legs, body, hands
An Olympic swimmer you are!!  
She says that all the time,
as if she is planting the words in my head
Fidgeting, I First test the water with my toes,
1, 2, 3... a silent prayer to Almighty..
Let’s take a shot!  
finally I take the plunge,
Completely submerging while holding my breath,
Eventually, we all fall or dive into the unknown,
Sometimes fully prepared,
sometimes unsure,
Always compelled...
Submerging for few seconds..
I have stopped to think..
Force myself to emerge
catching my breath again...
Heard a whistle and a clap
Bravo! You made it champion!
My coach smiled...
made her proud!
OLYMPIC  2016 Brazil here I come...

Cycled home after Mr Edward’s class
His stern face still vivid in my memory
Placed the end of term report card
On the dining table
Lost my appetite I hid in my room
Miserable....
mom and dad would be so angry
Dad called “ Christopher” my name as expected
He frowned he wasn’t looking so glad
Mom looked worried as she sat
Across the table...
Upset ...
“My intelligent boy,”
she said as she hugged me
What do you really want to be?
Extremely mad , dad told me to improve
And gave me a serious threat
“No more camping in the Summer for you”
My heart sanked, I shrugged and left
My angry dad, a manager of a shoe factory
Not at all an inspring job for me
I asked myself so repeatedly,
Am I meaningful to this world?
wish I could make my parents happy,
but it seems to be beyond me
school is a bore  and classes are dull...
In Aylesworth Forest.....
Let me solve the puzzle....