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Aug 2013 · 708
I cried..
Sharina Saad Aug 2013
I cried in silent
Watching you in pain...
You struggled too much ,
You were in great pain..
For a second I thought...
Death  would end your misery
What a crude thought..
Selfish fears.. . of losing or caring?
Who was I doubting?
But All my fears came true this morning
and I watched you taking your last breath in peace..
my visions blurred a moment...
as my eyes filled with tears...
My heart  turned pale and bled lost hope
and sank to meet the despair that I stood in.
Your laughters and smiles vivid in my thought
An ugly nightmare ripped my happiness
into one bleak moment.. all of a sudden..
Numbed by the clouds that descended
I heard only the sound of the machine
Beeping out loud.. in my mind...
Terminating your life...
how complicated life was..
how ordinary life had suddenly ended
just like that...
A little bit of me died yesterday
as I watched you lifeless, unresponsive...
all that I imagined became a reality
and I witnessed your life been taken away...
As you passed away,
and gone..forever
so did my spirit
and I cried.
Y a Allah make us strong..
Aug 2013 · 611
Good Bye...
Sharina Saad Aug 2013
Just a moment ago
My soul left my weakened body
A really sad farewell as he said GOOD BYE...
I left, reluctantly but I succumbed to fate
A new journey awaited me..
to my new world, new life, new home...
the eternity... god had promised me..

I looked down upon my lifeless body
My eyes were shut, my body rested on a frozen bed...
I slept here on my death bed...
For too long I cried in pain...
Freezing... in this sorrowful chilly room..  
Suffering every seconds,  minutes , hours...
Every needles is pain...
Couldn't take it any longer ...

God has mercy on me..
He listened to my pledge..
... the prayers of my loved ones..
Brothers, sisters, relatives, friends and strangers..
My misery ended today..

This morning,
I breathed my last breath
Difficult... painful...hurtful...
I said my last good bye...
Sorry I had to leave...
My time ... I met my deadline
Sorry loved ones...I left you in despair
I was too tired, I suffered too much...
I couldn't stand this torture anymore...
Let me go ... willingly.. let me go now

Sorry I was too weak to move
Sorry I couldn’t open my eyes again
Sorry I couldn’t utter  a single word...
My tongue was numb, my lip too tight
I couldn’t even say I was sorry for leaving..
My beloved wife ...
My lovely daughters...
My brothers and sisters..
My relatives and friends...
Please forgive me..
I left you today for my journey of life ended here....
Thank you Timothy and his family and all friends in HP for your prayers. My beloved brother passed away yesterday morning in hospital after been treated in Intensive Care Unit for a month. May god bless him. Rest in peace my brother....
Aug 2013 · 859
Sorrow
Sharina Saad Aug 2013
I am sitting in my chair.
All my thoughts are slow and brown
Singing again a sorrow song…
Life is torn in two
Heart is broken to pieces
Deep wounded heart
Isn't easy to heal...
Sorrow is a silent pain
Hurts your heart, kills your brain
Sorrow is like a ceaseless rain
Silent scream, heart bleeds once again…
You hope to die as you twist and turn
Wish the sorrow ends as you scream in pain
The day stood still,
at dawn, you are alive again
Endure the same pain again and again…
Endless song of sorrow…
When will this end?
This sorrowful heart has neither wax nor wane,
     Neither stop nor begin...
Tell me...
How and When will this sorrow comes to an end?
Aug 2013 · 700
Be Strong
Sharina Saad Aug 2013
I can't stop my tears from falling
Neither can I stop my heart from breaking
Its festive season, everybody is celebrating...
Be strong family, lets try to stop from crying...
Aug 2013 · 484
Life...
Sharina Saad Aug 2013
Life is a continuous journey
A little test along the way...
Big and small challenges...
Sometimes we pass with flying colors
Sometimes we fail, do we regret?
No.. we rise again instead..
Till we succeed.... A glory of life..
Then all of a sudden, we grow too old
our body too weak,
we become too sickly,
friends come to visit ,
family gives their hands,
we try to fight
but we get weaker everyday
one day we have difficulty to breathe
on other days we have other complications
and we are tired of hoping
and we are dying...
come closer everyday to our expiry date
I pray god will ease our ways...
and guide us in our journey of life..
To him we shall return...
and the journey of life ends...
Aug 2013 · 426
Always Love You
Sharina Saad Aug 2013
I can close my eyes to things
I don't want to see...
But how can I close my heart to things
I don't want to feel...
Aug 2013 · 505
A hand to hold...
Sharina Saad Aug 2013
No matter whether you are young or old
Everybody needs a hand to hold
On rainy days , when the weather is too cold
you just need someone to hold
Feel secure with someone's hand you hold
You'll feel complete, you'll feel whole...
When there is a hand to hold
Jul 2013 · 368
I heard her cries
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
I heard her cries
I shared her sorrows
Deep in my heart I pray
God please heal her wound
Erase her pain
Wipe her tears..
Oh god help this child
save her from the evil
and hate
of the crude devils
who knows no sympathy
who knows no mercy...
I heard her crying in pain
It broke my heart in two...
For the least I could do...
To save her what should I do?
Jul 2013 · 361
the angel of death...
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
On the death bed...
Gasping for air...
playing with death...
...one last breath
.. death is certainty..
to our creator we return...
in eternity..
Jul 2013 · 809
Trapped
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Trapped in a snow storm
Fell into a barren land
A narrow cave for a hide
shivering between each breath
the coldest coldest winter
chills the bones, freezes the brain
Numb veins, blood icy cold
White snow covers the land
Everything is frozen white
Quiet, peaceful, lonely
this bared deserted land
Jul 2013 · 2.4k
1920 Evil Returns
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
This evil body was burnt to ashes
Her devilish face forgotten
Her sins never forgiven
Her unwanted spirit shunned
sealed... hidden in a wooden coffin...
in the darkest, creepiest jungle of the dead

someone called her name today
the earth moves shatters the ground
fierce lightning in the darkest sky
thunderous storms shakes the world
She opens her eyes wide..
a loud thunder in her coffin
the evil dead howls...
horrible looking murderous monster
comes to life!
Run! she is on killing spree again!
Jul 2013 · 1.9k
The Devil Sets The Fire
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Something is burning in his heart
his wicked soul
An endless desire
hungry for power and fame..
to be the sole owner of the mother nature
There is  fire in his evil eyes
Its his desire... his greed...
A land conqueror he will be
Try to disobey and
  play your own rules
With the angriest fire
he will set this world on flame
with his fierce desire.
and you will succumb to his wants and needs..
surrender all your possessions...
to this lord of the forest, the jungle and the land...

He sets this land to blaze at last
hate, rage , jealousy, vengeance
The forest is set on fire
soon this forest and the entire land
will be  his...
The devil on fire.
There is a fire in his eyes
Fire in his spirit… fire in his soul
It keeps burning … his hatred accumulates
  burns with his deadliest desire
spreading like a forest fire
This fire is ever burning so hot..
The devil sets the world on fire...
  The unbearable hell fire on earth...
Jul 2013 · 1.4k
The Sweetest Wine
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Such pretty smile ,
a joy to watch
like the sweetest  wine
the best taste..the greatest pleasure
sharing with you this wine
like spending our moments together
as sweet as the wine on our plates
we tasted together
the sweetest  nectar of love
I swallow with sweet sensation..
sweet to the taste bud...
love your sweetness...
such joy!
Jul 2013 · 554
Desperately Dedicated
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
A diamond ring
A four-wheeled drive
A  bungalow
to woo my love
Desperately dedicated
working even on store closing days.
someone is working so hard to take care of their loved ones
Jul 2013 · 611
The Girl Behind The Mask
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
The same vision over and over again
In my dream  I saw
The same foreign girl about five years old
Walking up the stairs heading to the roof

I have cold sweats when I am awake in fear..
Was it the girl? Was it her weird mask?
Terribly disturbing my life.. . constantly awake
Too scared to fall asleep...

She hides he face in a horrible looking mask
Perhaps her face is just as dreadful
She appears in my dream every day and night
Perhaps to tell me who the real girl behind the mask
Jul 2013 · 388
The midnight Train
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
The midnight train roars..
In the coldest and darkest night
Bringing the dead and alive
All dressed up to vampires' party
Jul 2013 · 719
A Hungry Ghost...
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Heard again that loud eerie scream
The said haunted house on that hill came to life...
Lightning and a roar of thunder, the darkest night..
An Unexpected encounter with a supernatural being
She wasn't  a pretty little thing, She didn't even have a name...
a deformed creature, something ghostly unexplained...
Curiosity landed me in this spooky room
Everything was point blank except for a scary looking  white figure
Hanging upside down with her tongue sticking out..
Unprepared, I was drowned in  terrible  fear , shaking!
The ghostly beast kept screaming, "Where is my baby?"
Tormented... trapped .. dead meat ... I am history...
Jul 2013 · 612
A Twisted Lover
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Here lies the body
of my twisted lover
in a pool of red fresh blood
killed him with my bare hands
ended his twisted life
What a bad romance
a foolish girl and a twisted soul
that foolish heart
had a foolish dream
A dream that is twisted .. could never be..
this coldblooded animal is breathless
a stupid mistake I made
scarred my emotion
my entire life..
bleed my soul , what a painful wound
Watching this devil dead..
I knew now I was broken..
just as twisted as he was...
Jul 2013 · 502
Hire me...
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Hire me please...
hard earn money
to feed my love
Hire me!
Desperately dedicated
working even on store closing day.
Jul 2013 · 535
Her tattooed body
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
A poem  tattooed on her body
Declaration of love
In the most sacred place
Her betrothed's name written with love...
20 words...
Jul 2013 · 1.5k
Bozzo The Clown
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Once upon a time  a circus came to town
A famous circus called The Amazing Brown
Kids were overwhelmed  to meet the clown..
The famous Bozzo the clown was in their town

Intelligent Bozzo  embraced the crowd
A stupid looking clown  but intelligent performances
His  silly psychotic acts were beyond imagination
The claps, the cheers, the laughters filled the circus air
The crowd applauded... wanting more..
Hungry for light and easy entertainment,
Regardless the bad weather , tickets were bought...
The  ****** clown Bozzo , the talk of the town  

what was so  weird about  this funny clown?
Masked behind his funny looking costume..
A cruel ****** killer , a demonic heart... a satanic soul..
Disguised himself as Bozzo on stage...
Pretended to be sweet, funny, intelligent ..
A ****** instead..
Somewhere , sometime ago, this demon has killed...
A  child murderer he was,  a serial killer...
Hidden behind his stupid mask.. an angry soul..
Preying for the next victim... a perfect time.. to taste the human blood again..
Meanwhile... enjoy Bozzo the famous clown.
Jul 2013 · 776
A car From Hell
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Found an antique in the junk
Scary looking old Mustang
Wow what a fierce looking ride..
That I would never even try to like..

Something spooky about this machine..
My eyes were set on it..mesmerized..
I was hypnotized!
Clueless, like a magnet pulling me..
an instant decision I made
I wanted to have this ugly beast...
Hooked, my heart was chained
by this antique junk...

Took a deep breath,
I walked slowly toward this ugly ride
Struggled to open its door...
The **** nowhere to be seen...
Strong smell of dead animals
Choking me to death..
Killing me, from lack of oxygen

This car from hell..
Painted in blood
Snatched and swallowed me inside...
upon its best opportunity..
and turned me into a dumb antique
to rot in the junk...
waiting for another victim..
with the same scary tactic!
Jul 2013 · 536
Sweet Romance..
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
In your strong arms I melted
When we embraced each other
Our Love combined
and melted together..
In your hug,
my head on your chest..
our hearts beat the same love song
only one love we breathed
Your love and mine...
Our body touched ... a magic sensation
till we lost our breaths..
gasping for more air
Love melted us in one desire
When we held each other tight
Never letting go...
In this sweet love we stay..
inseparable...in this one honored
place.. in your hug...in your arms..
My heaven forever...
Our sweet romance..
Jul 2013 · 956
Black Widow...
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
I am trapped!      
A bunch of sweet lies told
Jailed in this deadly web
My legs are tied
My body is tightly wrapped
Seduced by her beauty                              
Tangled in her web of lies...
Hypnotized by the cunning  Black Widow
who simply waits for a foolish victim like me...
Dead end..
Jul 2013 · 573
Time Traveller
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
What are we?
Who are we?
Aren't we all travelers?
Given a specific time frame of life
Since the day we were born?
Time to be toddlers
crying, begging for love and attention
Time to grow up
to venture the journey of life
Time to develop capabilities
To experience failures and success
Time to mature with life
To meet the right people
and the wrong ones too
Time to be old and sickly
To reminisce the good times and the bad
Having to cared for again..
Sometimes craving for greater attention..
when traveled in time...
Some will stay and travel together
Some left and travel their own time...
Its our time and ours alone
Its our own road we're walking in
No one can travel for us..
except for us...
Till our time expires...
and our journey ends...
Jul 2013 · 1.0k
A broken Angel...
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
They called me sweet angel
They dressed me in gold
A glorious tour around the world
A fancy world of glamour
I walked myself in...

All that glitters are not gold..
Cruel fate, now that I am too old
Not worth a stare not even to hold
My adorable fans , my loved ones are acting too cold
No longer desirable, no longer wanted... not even a thought..
Bowing slowly in shame.. I am all alone..
I am a broken angel I have nowhere to turn...
I am feeling too old and too cold..
Once I was an angel now I am a broken soul..
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Lock and hook Mama's neck.
Bounce on Mama's tummy.
Wrestle, Shove and Spike Mama.
Mess up Mama's cool hairdo.
Jump and Climb on Mama's back.
Trample on Mama's crouch.
Talk to his robot.
Hang his goal post around Mama's neck.
What a night!
When Asif was a toddler.
Jul 2013 · 354
Women of poetry
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Read, Think, Write and Speak work of Literary
That'll woo the women of poetry...
Those women who are poetry hungry...
Good  poetry , feed the soul of the lady
Will certainly smile happily...
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Tears of the seven dwarfs
Drowned the casket made of glass
Where Snow White lies lifeless...

Prayers of the seven dwarfs
Ordered god to stop the time
Be it a hundred years
We'd wait for Snow to open her eyes...
resubmitting the poem.
Jul 2013 · 4.5k
Temptation..
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Temptation ...
Between Love and Lust
Losing battle
that blissful minutes
was it worth it?
this ***** thought you must dismiss
Jul 2013 · 1.4k
Death Penalty...
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
**** and you will never **** again..
Death penalty...
Prompt - Punishment
9 words exactly..
Jul 2013 · 643
Love...
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Love, alive...
Joy a touch
Sweet a kiss
Marriage a bliss!
Togetherness is us
Love... Happiness..
Jul 2013 · 483
Reality of Life...
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
imperfection is real...
complicated and sloppy
reality of life
slowly dying
in search of perfection
Jul 2013 · 1.5k
A bouquet of Roses...
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
A bouquet of roses
found among the debris
they look fresh and fine
I took it home with me
In a vase near a dining table
The roses made me smile
But that night I had a bad dream
a girl in white wanting the bouquet returned
it gave me cold sweats,
I shivered down my spine
morning, I read in the news
she died in a car accident
on the day she turned sixteen...
put the bouquet back on her grave..
praying she is resting safe...
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Dark sky the color of death
Hear the thunder shout!
A heavy storm ready to unfold

Brave is the soul of a raven
hacking the sage of the sky
to live or to die..
Hopeful, they gather around the tree
Pleading the storm to protect their home

Cruel angry storm
Raven's love is torn apart
Home sweet home is gone..
was given a challenge to shorten the poem I posted earlier to 60 words. What a challenging task.. I think its 61 words.
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Bright morning, The sun is coming
The ravens fly away from homes
Wandering about in search of remnants of food
for the starving kids in the nest
Brave is the soul of a raven
hacking the sage of the sky
for survival sake.. to live or to die..

Unfortunate day,
Weather changes drastically
The azure blue sky turned dark
The sun lost its shine,
Heard the thunder shout and strike!
A heavy storm ready to unfold
The sound of the strongest wind..
from far away, vibrating the earth..
shattering ones soul away...
Thunderous... dangerous...
A threat to nature and humankind..

The fierce storm is hitting the trees...
the wooden fence, the brick wall and its contents
are falling apart... falling to the naked ground

The hopeless  ravens are gathering around the tree
trying hard to protect their home
but cruel storm knows no sympathy..
so  gone are the trees, their love nests and families..
The starving kids are nowhere to be seen..
Eaten up by the angry storm
Everything looks so unfamiliar now
The morning they left home...
sweet love nectar in their nests
Evening they come home
to witness a ruin ..
hundreds of lives are broken..
Homeless, loveless... helpless
In a split second, love is torn apart
Their home sweet home no more...
Jul 2013 · 486
Pretty Flowers
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Pretty colored flowers
That are orange, red and yellow
In the Spring air
Flowers are the sweetest things
god ever made...
Magnificent!
Jul 2013 · 3.1k
Perfect skin
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Perfect skin….
Fair complexion that glows with a hint of pink
Flawless, perfect skin…
that undulant white skin
What an expensive soft and supple skin
Luxurious ****** and skin treatment…
At expensive spa somewhere...
Her skin so fair…
Worth of a stare…
Jul 2013 · 549
Dear Poets
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Dear poets
Do not shed a tear,
Your time is never wasted,
Please do not fear,
your words onto an empty page,
in ink, is mixed into a rage,
it brings a passion, emotion to life,
lost love, a hurt, unfaithful wife,
it touches others, so they may know,
the sorrow, the grief, caused tear to flow,
and they will feel the feelings, clear,
for every poet, who sheds a tear.
this isnt my poem .i am just sharing...
Jul 2013 · 1.6k
Honesty
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
They speak of peace and stability
while  vacationing in a dreamland      
reality hurts
sweet words are lies
when actions speak the loudest
   the truth will prevail
    honesty is gold
Jul 2013 · 361
Let go...
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Missing the hands I used to hold
Your hands in mine, very tight hold,
never letting go of the hands I hold
Then I realized the hands I hold
is not mine to hold...
I let go your hands
It breaks my heart, it feels too cold
My hands too old
My heart too cold
Not again I hold....
Your hands not mine to hold
sometimes what you think is yours is not yours entirely...
Jul 2013 · 676
Kiss...
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
look at the bee
******* honey from a flower
the honey will never ends
Just like what passionate kiss is like
endless nectar...
Jul 2013 · 424
The day I died
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
The day I died,
I was so done,
Because I knew that you’d move on,
The day I died,
I knew in my heart,
That you had done everything in your power,
To tear me apart.
The day I died,
My soul had too,
It had flown away,
Into the blue.
The day I died,
I was young and frail,
You first tried to break me to no prevail;
Yet,
You knew my weakness.
The day I died you broke me and my wall.
The day I died you left me on the ground.
The day I died you spat in my face,
That I was nothing but a disgrace.
Yet,
The day I died I was ashamed,
Of everything that was me.
The day I died, I knew I was a mistake,
And that my soul was left for you to take.
The day I died  was the same as every other day,
Not because of the constant abuse,
But because every day I kept loving you.
The day I died, my brain was still set,
That we would walk into the beach and watch the sun set,
As you would hold me in your arms,
And kiss all my scars.
The day I died I still hoped that somehow you’d love me,
And tell me that I didn’t need to worry.
Somehow I loved you.
And that was the day I died.
This poem is written by my youngest poet friend, Bella 12 years old.
Jul 2013 · 4.0k
The true spirit of Ramadhan
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
The true spirit of Ramadhan


Its not about thirst and hunger
Its not about starvation
from the hours of dawn till the hours of dusk
Its not about food paradise at Ramadan bazaar
and lavish preparation for Iftar...
The real purpose of fasting
is to attain righteousness
to behave righteously...
To See no evil
To Hear no evil
To Speak no evil
To Empty your stomach
so you'll feed your soul
reciting the holy book Al-Qur'an
for blessings..
The merciful will double the reward
more than your heart desires
fast for the sake of attaining to God
the true nature of fasting
Ramadhan ...observe it in its true spirit

~ Sharina~
Jul 2013 · 3.4k
SUNRISE
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Could you choose a better time to be with the one you love
The blue sky and the new days sun shining up above
He holds you close as he gazes into your eyes...
In his eyes reflected the glory of love
Try to read what puzzles he has on his mind
when his eyes are fixed into yours
forgetting the time to get moving with chores
May it be sunset may it be sunrise..
too drunk with his love to realize...
Yes you both sit and watch the rising sun,
his hand clasped in yours
You wouldn’t have it any other way or any other time
As you both grow old  and life begins to fade
Will always remember the sunrise on this lovely day...
Good Morning!
Jul 2013 · 1.2k
SWEET DREAMS
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Think of goodness not bad
Write words of happy not sad
Dream of sunlight not dark
Write words about bluebirds and larks
Think about mermaids not wolves
Dream about angels and love

Dream of swans bathing in the lake
butterflies dancing from tulips to daisies
Enjoy the warmth of the morning sun
Walk in the garden of daffodils
The sun is smiling till late noon
all birds are singing happily on trees...

Dream of Childrens laughter not tears
Think of safety not fears
The scent of the pinewoods not gas
The garden of Eden for us

Nightmares once in a while oh please...
hoping for a peaceful dream
where horses are white
the winding roads are cream
the whole world smile so wide..
the sea is never so deep..
and dream is beautiful and sweet.

By  Sharina and Joe
Jul 2013 · 548
dark side
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
a dark side of you
could it ever be white?
the color of purity....
Jul 2013 · 507
A new day...
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
Today is gone
What's done is done
Dream again all night,
a bigger dream, a stronger you..
Embrace tomorrow, another day
a new challenge , a new way..
A new day will come with a whole new light..
Jul 2013 · 314
Just a thought...
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
What a stupid game
Kicking one small ball
from one corner of the wide field
to another...
Think rationally...
Buy your own football..
Kick it as much..
don't need to kick share it..
I hate foot ball but he loves it to be glued infront of TV watching a game..... grrr!!!!
Jul 2013 · 515
A diamond ring....
Sharina Saad Jul 2013
A diamond ring...
A perfect gift ..
from the Lord of the ring..
Now how do I look ?
blink! blink!
Shine like a diamond ring....
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