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Sharina Saad Apr 2014
Even when I cry
I am smiling
Even when I am hurt
I am staying
Even when I am in pain
I am singing...
Even when I know the truth
I am lying...
Even my life in complete mess
I am shining...
Because I know..
Even when I lose
I am winning...
Victory is never easy
No pain no gain..
Sharina Saad Apr 2014
He sits so near
I can hear his heart pumping
He turns around, moving closer
I can hear his breathing, so hard
He touches my veil
I shyly avoid his hungry eyes
He removes my head gear
I hold my head down
He lifts up my chin
I can now see the man...
for the first time...
He plants a kiss on my forehead
nervously , eagerly
So...
He is the so called husband
I am the so called wife...
To him... obey I should
To him I surrender my innocence?

In complete silence
A new episode begins
The crumpled silky bed sheet
stained with ******'s blood
Did I hurt myself?
Should I stay silent?
Show me
The evidence
We are married ....
Sharina Saad Apr 2014
When you are sad, I will dry your tears
When you are scared, I will comfort your fears
When you need love, my heart I will share...
When you are sick, for you I will care...
You will feel my love when we are apart
Knowing that nothing will change my heart
When you are worried, I will give you hope...
When you are confused, I will help you cope...
I am here now because I love you
I want to be with you forever and always..
My sad tears are all for you....
I vow I am waiting forever
for you........
Sharina Saad Apr 2014
I have nothing I only have words
Words of the enchanted love
Words of an inspiring beauty
Words of fairies and princess in fantasy land
Words….. only with words
I could treasure your love
And say a million Thank You

I only have Words to paint the whole world blue
Or red or green or yellow
With my words I paint the world bright
I paint it dull, gloomy , cheerless…
Arrange each words and make them sound so right…

It seems that all my life I have been looking
for Perfect words...
words to say things right
And make you and everybody feel alright

If I should leave you too soon
Just remember all the magic words we shared
Magical Words from me are not just words
They are words Written from my deepest heart
No diamonds or gold can be compared
of this Perfect gift for you from an angel
Who only knows how to write…

Words of poetry are like the soft feathers
Delicate, beautiful and colorful…
As she Placed the feather upon your bed
an angel leaves silently…
the precious words , the memories she leaves behind…
only to remind you… of …
A feather from an angel ,
with love….
a special poem from an angel...
Sharina Saad Apr 2014
and he whispers close to your ears
" you are the most beautiful ...."
his lyrics lulled you to sleep
" heaven is here on earth"
The whispers are not songs...
The lyrics are ....But a poisonous venom
There is devil in disguise...
Who will sit on all man’s paths
Till you succumb and surrender
Till you doubt your faith.. and fall
into the hands of evils
The tireless whispers....
Keep on seducing you....
Lure you with all the excitements
and drown you within...

The devil whispers...
Get ready your weapon
take hold of some pebbles in your hand and throw
stay away from the devils...
Sharina Saad Apr 2014
I walk miles to the nearest school
Barefooted, no breakfast, no money
Mom said go to school,  I won't be poor
Hopelessly poor like my old father

So I can't b like my poor father
I brave myself sitting in the last row
at a corner in the class
always with my head hold down
hardly my eyes meet my teacher's eyes
My teacher's voice
only echoes in my heart

I sweat I smell I am stupid
I am different
My teacher never comes near me
She said I have a pungent smell
Always telling me to take a bath
and shampoo my hair
Smelly ,***** she scolds
She cannot bear my ugly face

Other kids barely talk to me
I am of no importance they say
One smelly Semai boy I am
yet...
Strange I still walk down the valleys
cross the rivers and walk barefooted
I  come to school infact everyday
to face all the strange looks I received
just because I can't be poor
like my useless old father
who once was the famous hunter
the Semai tribe's warrior....

Here I am daydreaming
with my bow and arrow
Ready for my hunting mission
All these time I have been thinking....
How could I be like father
A great Semai warrior
If I have to stand outside  the class all day?

The teachers screams my name
SERMO!!! SERMO!!!
I don't even care to look
I throw my books
My instinct tells me...
The forest.. the forest..
Its where I do belong......
Semai is the largest tribal group in Peninsular Malaysia. Eventhough Malaysia is a develope country, the people of Semai like to hide themselves in remote areas , the hilly mountains and the rivers. Schools dropouts are common problem here. Education is what they need to improve the standard of living and their way of life. Thats what I believe....
Sharina Saad Apr 2014
So I gave you all of me
So you gave me all of you
Do we still need something
too keep
for ourselves?
Does it matter then
When you have all of me
and I have all of you
Don't we have enough
When you have it all
and I have it all
Aren't we rich enough?
Loving
All of me
and
Loving
All of you...
Inspired by John Legend  - All of Me
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