I wish I could do everything
to please everybody
I wish I could play all the roles
To fulfill everybody's needs..
the domestic chores
the career demands
the perfect angelic mom
the adorable lover
the friedly neighbour
and the loyal friend..
I wish I could do them all
even if it means
I have no time to breathe
but i only have two hands
But I only have 24 hours
but I only have two feet
but If only I could do them all
I would break myself apart
I would never be the same again..
For I care too much for others
than I should...
I cant do them all..
I'd die..

freezing cold
in a selfless hug
wide awake
recollecting memories
dried tears
dying in between
frozen sheets
memories never fade
let me die a thousand times...
I'm breaking free
from these haunting memories
Lemme go...
Gotta let it go...

How often do you tell
the demon inside of you
to hide well...
to behave good
to pretend god...
How often do you feel
letting the demon out
no more hiding
no more behaving
no more pretending
no more faking...
where your demon hides
does it matter
if you let it go?
your soul could be free...
just let the demon out
from where it hides...

I am in despair
Couldn't find you anywhere
Aren't you goin to say something?

I am searching for direction
Been lost ... need some motivation
Aren't you goin to say something?

I am so confused
Feeling so abused and used
Aren't you goin to say something?

I am so depressed
Must have been so stressed..
Aren't you goin to say something?

How she used to bloom
Turned your garden into heaven
How she used to shine
Became your pride and your joy
Lifted your life
Her lively presence no more
She is just a fading flower
in a colorless garden
Gasping for fresh air
Suffocating...
slowly fading...
silently dying...

A blind Rabbit hops
Life may not be a bed of roses
In heaven
Rabbit lavish itself ...
...in heaven of carrots

Only that last chapter
and I am lost for words
What is the best adjective to describe
the feeling that I feel at this moment
When all the pretty words in the world
I have written to describe you..
You are awesome beyond words..
The word awesome alone isn't the most appropriate..
That last chapter to end
and complete our beautiful story...