I cried in silent
Watching you in pain...
You struggled too much ,
You were in great pain..
For a second I thought...
Death  would end your misery
What a crude thought..
Selfish fears.. . of losing or caring?
Who was I doubting?
But All my fears came true this morning
and I watched you taking your last breath in peace..
my visions blurred a moment...
as my eyes filled with tears...
My heart  turned pale and bled lost hope
and sank to meet the despair that I stood in.
Your laughters and smiles vivid in my thought
An ugly nightmare ripped my happiness
into one bleak moment.. all of a sudden..
Numbed by the clouds that descended
I heard only the sound of the machine
Beeping out loud.. in my mind...
Terminating your life...
how complicated life was..
how ordinary life had suddenly ended
just like that...
A little bit of me died yesterday
as I watched you lifeless, unresponsive...
all that I imagined became a reality
and I witnessed your life been taken away...
As you passed away,
and gone..forever
so did my spirit
and I cried.

Just a moment ago
My soul left my weakened body
A really sad farewell as he said GOOD BYE...
I left, reluctantly but I succumbed to fate
A new journey awaited me..
to my new world, new life, new home...
the eternity... god had promised me..

I looked down upon my lifeless body
My eyes were shut, my body rested on a frozen bed...
I slept here on my death bed...
For too long I cried in pain...
Freezing... in this sorrowful chilly room..  
Suffering every seconds,  minutes , hours...
Every needles is pain...
Couldn't take it any longer ...

God has mercy on me..
He listened to my pledge..
... the prayers of my loved ones..
Brothers, sisters, relatives, friends and strangers..
My misery ended today..

This morning,
I breathed my last breath
Difficult... painful...hurtful...
I said my last good bye...
Sorry I had to leave...
My time ... I met my deadline
Sorry loved ones...I left you in despair
I was too tired, I suffered too much...
I couldn't stand this torture anymore...
Let me go ... willingly.. let me go now

Sorry I was too weak to move
Sorry I couldn’t open my eyes again
Sorry I couldn’t utter  a single word...
My tongue was numb, my lip too tight
I couldn’t even say I was sorry for leaving..
My beloved wife ...
My lovely daughters...
My brothers and sisters..
My relatives and friends...
Please forgive me..
I left you today for my journey of life ended here....

I am sitting in my chair.
All my thoughts are slow and brown
Singing again a sorrow song…
Life is torn in two
Heart is broken to pieces
Deep wounded heart
Isn't easy to heal...
Sorrow is a silent pain
Hurts your heart, kills your brain
Sorrow is like a ceaseless rain
Silent scream, heart bleeds once again…
You hope to die as you twist and turn
Wish the sorrow ends as you scream in pain
The day stood still,
at dawn, you are alive again
Endure the same pain again and again…
Endless song of sorrow…
When will this end?
This sorrowful heart has neither wax nor wane,
     Neither stop nor begin...
Tell me...
How and When will this sorrow comes to an end?

I can't stop my tears from falling
Neither can I stop my heart from breaking
Its festive season, everybody is celebrating...
Be strong family, lets try to stop from crying...

Life is a continuous journey
A little test along the way...
Big and small challenges...
Sometimes we pass with flying colors
Sometimes we fail, do we regret?
No.. we rise again instead..
Till we succeed.... A glory of life..
Then all of a sudden, we grow too old
our body too weak,
we become too sickly,
friends come to visit ,
family gives their hands,
we try to fight
but we get weaker everyday
one day we have difficulty to breathe
on other days we have other complications
and we are tired of hoping
and we are dying...
come closer everyday to our expiry date
I pray god will ease our ways...
and guide us in our journey of life..
To him we shall return...
and the journey of life ends...

I can close my eyes to things
I don't want to see...
But how can I close my heart to things
I don't want to feel...

No matter whether you are young or old
Everybody needs a hand to hold
On rainy days , when the weather is too cold
you just need someone to hold
Feel secure with someone's hand you hold
You'll feel complete, you'll feel whole...
When there is a hand to hold