I was nothing but nice to him,
And he still exploited me,
And wanted to form a huge ego,
By showing me off to the public.
A real ******* if you ask me ha!

He hid his true personality for the duration of six months,
Then he couldn't help himself,
But show me his true colors.
Never let a guy bring you down.

He finds pleasure in teasing and annoying the hell out of me,
But I've learned to ignore his immaturity.
Nomatter how book smart a person may be,
It will never defy him/her as a human being.

I have to be blatantly honest,
He actually ***** as a human being
And he is completely fake.

I can only describe you in one word;
Egotistical

I gave up my life for you,
But all along you unknowingly pushed me away,
Only time can heal now,
I'm afraid to this day.

I think he is very much capable of living his life,
Without me in it.

He texted me again,
But I'm still not going to answer his text. :)

He threw our relationship away,
To get back the life he used to have.
What a secretive ****!

"He" texted me today,
But I will never return his text.

Why am I on the virge of crying right now?
I think it's because I've been hurt too many times in my life,
And I just need to feel loved again.

He stole my heart,
And I have yet to find it.

Forget all of our webchats,
Forget our fake hugs when we reunited,
Forget the fake love we shared,
And forget our laughs and moments of bonding.
You've hurt me more than you could ever imagine,
And don't try to be friends with me out of guilt,
Because the past can never be erased,
You are honestly a disgrace!
Why sit here and think about you,
After all the pain you put me through,
Neglect, wanting to have *** constantly, and showing no affection towards me,
But there's a whole lot more,
Just not enough to put on paper.
All I was was nice to you,
And you very much exploited me,
And for that I can never forgive you,
You selfish boy!
I used to think you cared about my family,
Friends and sick relatives,
But I now realize you never did.
But I have people who will always love and care about me!
Do me a favor,
And stop texting and calling me out of guilt,
Because you know you never really loved me,
You just wanted to show me off for the time being!
Let's think realistically,
You cared more about yourself than you ever did me!
You put me last of your priority list and you ******* with my head,
For many months!
But I can say one thing about you,
You're very clever,
Into making me fall for you,
But I'm not as stupid as you think,
I'm so done with you!
Even after I write this poem,
I still care about you a smidge,
And I have not a clue of why,
But I know one thing to be true,
I'm leaving you forever; goodbye.

I've got it!
It's not only that he wanted to have *** with me,
He actually still cared about me,
But not enough to handle a serious relationship!

Why do I sit here constantly pressing a button on my phone,
To make it light up,
Only to not see a text from my ex.
I'm trying to move on,
After all, he treated me like garbage,
but why do I still wait for his text?!
I'm losing my mind,
And I'm trying my best to move on in my life,
And distance myself from him for a while,
Only it's not working out,
I'm still waiting for his text.
Why?????????

Overrated.

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Spilling your heart out onto someone who won't care,
Contemplating all the love we shared.
Love?
Ha, it cannot be so,
A boy as book smart as you should know.
Was it ever love?
Or just you "above?"
Something inside me has already died,
And yet the pain can never subside.
You've unknowingly broken my heart in two,
Well at least I know the real you.
Your immaturity is never-ending,
But too much time I'm spending,
Dreaming unwanted dreams,
Though never as it seems,
Why did I ever say, "I love you,"
Figured I'm not the one for you.
You seem oblivious in everything you do,
You've hurt me deeply; black and blue.
Why do I still dream of you,
If only this feeling I could undo,
Because you make me more than depressed,
You think I'm impressed?
But I'm never going to hide my pain again,
After all, this is the end.
I'm free to excel in life,
Without the pain of a sharp knife,
Stabbing at my heart,
Thank God we're apart!
I'm at a place now where I can be free,
From all the pain you've caused me; all the misery.

Why do I constantly dream about you,
With impure thoughts circling my mind,
I'm suffocating in your pool of lies,
Barely breathing; baffled and blind.

Just so angry,
At way too many people.
I feel really unhealthy...

Writing poetry kills me inside now,
Because I used to write it for someone I loved.
Now that he hurt me,
I have to start loving myself again.

Sometimes the hardest things you'll have to do in life,
Is accepting yourself.

You sometimes have to accept falling down,
Otherwise,
You might fall down even harder.

You've changed,
My heart broke but only temporarily,
Because there will be better guys,
Who will love and care about you for who you are.

I don't get a rush of excitement when I see you anymore,
It's a feeling you can't describe.
You have made me feel bad enough,
To the point where I don't want to see you.
I don't know if you care for me as much as I care for you,
And for that reason,
I'm heartbroken.

I never thought this would happen,
But I used to love you so,
Now that you've hurt me badly,
I've fallen out of love with you.
You made me.

Everyone deserves a second chance in life,
But a third? fourth? fifth???

What scares me is the fact of not knowing,
If you still love me,
When I still love you.
Though you've hurt me...

I don't expect you to shower me with love,
But a text saying beautiful or my love,
Would simply make my day.

I have to be honest,
And you've pressured me into doing things,
I really didn't want to do yet.
I did it for you.
But you've hurt me.

If I ended up in the hospital,
Because of a serious condition,
Would you call me to ask how I'm doing,
Or text me...

I guess it was exciting to you at first,
When we were first going out,
and tings seemed to simmer down,
and that's fine.
I'm just wondering,
If you even still love me,
Because we hardly communicate,
Am I supposed to assume?

I'm not good enough for him.

I've realized something important in this relationship,
And that is,
You haven't complimented me in any way,
For quite a while.

Neglect is the worst form of pain.

The worst part of us,
Is that you have no idea,
How badly you've hurt me.

What painfully kills me inside,
Is not knowing,
If you still care for me anymore.

We used to laugh together,
But I guess you have your higher priorities set.

Frozen with fear,
It's YOU who stands before me.

I dream all night of you,
And wake up with no memory of you.

I guess you are bored with me,
To tell you the truth you've hurt me deep inside,
Made me not love you the way I used to,
Have let my heart die.

I guess you are bored with me,
To tell you the truth you've hurt me deep inside,
Made me not love you the way I used to,
Have let my heart die.

I guess you are bored with me,
To tell you the truth you've hurt me deep inside,
Made me not love you the way I used to,
Have let my heart die.

I guess you are bored with me,
To tell you the truth you've hurt me deep inside,
Made me not love you the way I used to,
Have let my heart die.

I guess you are bored with me,
To tell you the truth you've hurt me deep inside,
Made me not love you the way I used to,
Have let my heart die.

I guess you are bored with me,
To tell you the truth you've hurt me deep inside,
Made me not love you the way I used to,
Have let my heart die.

I guess you are bored with me,
To tell you the truth you've hurt me deep inside,
Made me not love you the way I used to,
Have let my heart die.

I guess you are bored with me,
To tell you the truth you've hurt me deep inside,
Made me not love you the way I used to,
Have let my heart die.

I guess you are bored with me,
To tell you the truth you've hurt me deep inside,
Made me not love you the way I used to,
Have let my heart die.

I guess you are bored with me,
To tell you the truth you've hurt me deep inside,
Made me not love you the way I used to,
Have let my heart die.