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 Jul 2016 Shades31
Lola
Glow In
 Jul 2016 Shades31
Lola
I saw a place, between land and space
Between eyes wide shut and open.

I held your gaze, razed and replaced
With eyes black with woe in.

I slung a fist, I did a jig
I lived life by the moment;

I found regret and I repent,
I sliced my mind wide open.

I saw your face, between land and space
My jaw dropped in wonderment.

I held your gaze, raised and replaced
With eyes black with a glow in.
 Jul 2016 Shades31
Lola
The One
 Jul 2016 Shades31
Lola
Everyday it is certain; the rising of the sun

And the beauty of this life is tangible as this dawn

The willows sway in the wind and the children have fun

But still I long for my One.

I long for the One whose reverberations coincide with my song

For the One who is a part of my heart and in agony apart from my heart

The One who sees me in his sleep and wishes me well and a well so deep

The One to whom my weird musings are the norm and whose music

Breaks the untamed storm that looms above a moment of my distress

The One who can caress like a velvet dew drop sliding ever down the crevices

Of my broken crown and fills it with new glory

And so proclaims that my beauty shall stun with my wonder replenished by my One.  

And the love made between my One and I will in winter wake the blooms and make all lovers swoon

As my One and I, under the moon basking in the silver shadows seeping from the mesmeric planet

Loom a jewel of abundance.

Everyday it is certain; the rising of the sun.

And everyday it is certain I grow closer to finding my One with whom

The loom of love must be spun, tangible as this dawn.
 Jul 2016 Shades31
Lola
Quick, cold, calloused liar!
Slick soul burning with fire!

It takes a toll on the will and desire,
Killer for hire.
Situation dire.

A gun can't tire -
'Bang Clang!'
The gun gang sang
A song that ran
Severe, through the slums.

As an ode to the bullet band.

I own something!
The name of a group.
A tattoo.
A sweet, sick family too.

Hit list.
Red fist.
Picture this;
Pink mist.

It's the sickness of the lost ones,
Bound together by fate
And I relate to your
Can't beat me,
Beaten down swagger
And I too sleep with a dagger.

The gun gang sang
A song that rang
Like an anthem
To the lost ones.
 Jul 2016 Shades31
Lola
Hateful silence
Hymn austere
Dim defiance
Acid tears
Cut through this hateful silence
This kismet dour
A grim alliance
Cut through this air sour:
A struggle for power.
Abrasive
Destructive
Invasive
Corrosive
The ascetic motive
Sever our hateful silence.
 Jul 2016 Shades31
Lola
Stupid princess
Shove me by
Stick your golden forks
In my eyes

You are cruel
Belied by your fragility
Know the face of the devil
When you deign to
LOOK AT ME

The chimney sweep
In your court
Will one day **** you
When you pet the sheep
You slaughter

Sick goldie locks
Tantrum queen
Beware the fox
With mind obscene
Cogs inside, turning
Your pretty head burning
Beware the chimney sweep
Sweet dear

The chimney sweep
The overlooked creep
This thing with eyes aglow with malice
She'll hold you near
Your locks she'll shear
Your blood drunk from a chalice

The chimney sweep
Your contrast, sugar
Will eat your liver
And lick her fingers
So pray deliverance!
Pretty ringlets!

Pray deliverance
Pretty ringlets

Don't. . . push. . . me
She squeals
Like a pig
Under carriage wheels

DON'T. . . PUSH. . . ME
She yells
As inside
A demon swells

DON'T PUSH ME!
It comes out like grit
Comes out like stone
A groan -
Burns through like a fiery fist
A fit feisty enough to make you
Envy it
So SHUT UP
AND SIT
Fair darling
Fair darling
SHUT UP AND SIT
SHUT UP AND SIT!

The chimney sweep now has you
The chimney sweep will surpass you
The chimney sweep chops and chops
The chimney sweep won't stop
Won't stop
Till the clock runs nil
Till time does still
Till the chimney sweep has
Bled her fill

The chimney sweep
Sweet doe,
Beware what the chimney sweep
Does know

Better
Think twice
About an attack
Because the chimney sweep
WILL ******* PUSH BACK.
 Jul 2016 Shades31
Lola
My heart is broken
From words unspoken
My heart's drum playing along
To the unfortunate hum
Of a lover that's been hung

Your love is my noose
Your love is my talisman
Your love is my vessel
Both cutting off my hands
Both bringing me to greater shores
Both bringing me to greater sands
Yet ripping through my thoughts
Pandemonium with love's demands!

Your water soothes me
But it's salt chokes
Your body nestles me
But turns to concrete
In the lonely nights
Your love festering -
Passion turns to violent burns
In mind's fights
When I lie alone, love
Ensconced in the night

Your love is sacred
But it's like acid on the tongue
Your love is hatred
Yet you can do no wrong

I love you
I love you

It pains me
 Jul 2016 Shades31
Lola
You're rotten.
Clothes sodden.
Preaching a soul-bleaching doctrine.
Forgotten, I bleed through.
My heart like a sponge then you squeeze through.
I beseech you,
Do not let the blood run
I need you.
Want to beat you,
Want to hack you to death -
With a serrated blade
Want to saw through your face
With the toxicity of hate.

Want to kiss you
Then dismiss you
Want to ******* with a fist-full of fake love
Then take off and spit on the **** that is you
You're rotten
You're rotten.
 Jul 2016 Shades31
Lola
I see my life flashing before me

Red siren, blue siren

This fathomless landscape bores me

Red siren, blue siren

These ****** destroy me

Red siren blue siren

My God I implore thee

Red siren, blue siren

To save my life.

They pump me full

Thump thump
Thump thump

They always have.
So full of drugs and lies
That corrode in the past.

They pump me full,
Right from the vein
They drain my blood,
With their disdain

They chain me down,
Right to the bed
They shock my heart,
Inject my head

Bump bump
Bump bump

This ride from hell,
Their eyes so wild
My wound does swell,
Does swell so large

Oh gangrene supreme
They shock my heart -
Cut out my spleen -
The room goes dark,
They shock my heart
Cut out my spleen. . .

Bump bump
Thump thump

Oh needle people,
Sticking me full.
Oh needle people,
Take me for a fool.

Red siren
Blue siren

I pray unto thee now

Red siren
Blue siren

I call out your name

Red siren
Blue siren

Because to these imbeciles

RED SIREN
BLUE SIREN

My life is just a game

RED SIREN
BLUE SIREN

I pray and I say!

RED SIREN
BLUE SIREN

Have mercy on me!

RED SIREN
BLUE SIREN

As these dogs,
They watch me bleed.
 Jul 2016 Shades31
Lola
Sweet Night
 Jul 2016 Shades31
Lola
Sweet is the night, devoid of the rush and bustle,
Devoid of daylight's struggle and brutal hustle,
And my fear as through dark alleys I go run, running

Sweet is the night, devoid of the crush and muscle
Of a thousand bodies, and their compressed sadness weighing

Sweet is the night, silent is God's nocturnal music
Like a river, the darkness is, and soothing
Black like the cosmos ever moving
Sleek like the slippery silver surface
Of the dream webs of my mind

All content, we do not scream
Or through need of the bold, tread hard
At night we tiptoe a poet's ballet
And sing hushed rhythms like a heart's song pumping
 Jul 2016 Shades31
Lola
******* mischief misconstrued by me?
Love,
Held together like glue by me
I built this with my own hands
Now watch me cackle with glee
As I hold you over a fire
Like a beloved pet bird!

Fry now absurd lust,
Burn now: we never held trust
I never liked the feel of your hand
Paper and sand,
Throbbing adrenal glands
Proclaiming my fall -

I loved you, is all

I ******* loved you like a saint
I burnt for you at the stake
If I could give you my organs I would
I'd surrender all but my soul if I could

Love love me darling
Love love me so
Bleed, bleed these seeds
Of desire that grow

Sustain me darling
Tell me I'm your girl
Need need you sweetheart
In this forsaken world

I offered my heart on a stick like a lollipop
Just one more year and we could open up shop
We'd have enough,
You'd make me yours
Then I'll do your washing and
I'll sweep all your floors

My heart beats darling
I wish for you now
Sow these seeds with your wicked plough
I NEED you handsome,
Do you love me now?
Do you love me if I bend down and take being milked down like a cow?
Cow, sow darling, I'd be them all
Every barnyard animal, I'd do a four legged crawl

Do you love me now?
Do you love me now?
If I lay down to the floor and pray without a priest,
Will you give me a thought,
Jot my name down at least?

If I was holy as Mary
Sweet as a bud
Would you love me then
Though I act like your ****?

Would you kiss me dear, would you hold me near
This trash, abandoned receptacle,
This can, *******, hopeless: perpetual. . .

I'd do anything for you
Watch me moan, pine and weep
I'd be anything for you
Go without food, love, sleep

Go without a brain to sustain, and I'll sacrifice my time
I'll shut up to all men
I'd scrub holes for every dime
I'd be like your mother
Or hope to aspire
Do you love me now?
Do you love me now?
Do you love me now?
Do you love me now?
Do you love me if I bend down and take to being milked like a cow?
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