In five years, I hope this **** is long gone
I want my broken life back on track
I want to figure myself out

In ten years, I hope to be successful
Not in the eyes of society,
But in the eyes of myself and my loved ones

In twenty years, I hope to have family
A happy, healthy, loving family

In the unforeseeable future, I hope to pass as a joyful old man
Full of stories of Love, Adventure, and excitement
Leaving behind a legacy for those who outlive me

Tomorrow, I hope to be happy.

It's hard to be me
It's hard to focus
THEY ARE LYING TO YOU
I can never leave myself alone
I can never turn down the white noise
NOTHING YOU DO WILL TURN OUT RIGHT
I know it's only in my mind
But that doesn't make it any less real
THEY ARE AVOIDING YOU
NOBODY CARES
YOU ARE ALONE


I hate being alone