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Serenus Raymone Dec 2012
…Ssshhhh!!!


I know something…


That no one else seems to know...


The world has already ended


…a long time ago
...this is kind of a lazy write...but hey, its the last day on earth right...? lol
Serenus Raymone Sep 2012
Pride-

Thinking Of Me First

Doesn’t Matter Who Gets Hurt

When You Cry, I Smirk ;-)



Greed-

There’s Never Enough

And I’ll Take What You Have Too

Don’t Like It? …Well Tough!





Wrath-

I’ve Taken Control

War Replaced Love Long Ago

Black Hole Through The Soul



Gluttony -

Starved For Attention

I Am In No Mood For Food

I Am Craving You



Envy-

You Have Everything

The Reason I Despise You

…Should Not Surprise You



Sloth-

Time to smell  daisies

Such fun in being lazy

Don’t think so?...Crazy



Lust-

Kiss me in my sleep

This fire that’s inside me

Yearning, Burning, Deep
Serenus Raymone Dec 2012
Afterthought

(Poem by Serenus)


Yes, there is an issue

That needs to be addressed

Lately I’ve been feeling

Like you’ve placed me as 2nd Best



Funny, I never knew

I was competing in a contest

Oh my beautiful prize, was it all lies?

-Time to confess



If you wanted to be” just friends”

You should’ve stated your un-desires

But you had an ulterior motive

-The backup plan of a liar



Keeping me in your back pocket

Playing me for a fool

Selling me sweet dreams

While you had your cake-and ate it too


Telling me what I wanted to hear

Lying to my face

If things didn't work-out

With choice #1

You kept me around..."Just in case"



Lost in my own mind

Is there something I missed?

I thought I was first in line

But you had me on a waiting list



Passion in every kiss

What a ***** little trick

It makes me wonder…

What kind of "special gifts"

Did your “first pick” -get?



Loving you was a battle

You don’t see how hard I fought?

Discarding me as your “Plan B”

A second hand -afterthought
Serenus Raymone Jan 2013
A Kiss Is Not a Kiss



A kiss is not just a kiss

…A kiss can be the key

That unlocks

Love

Life

And countless of other

Limitless

Possibilities



A kiss is not just a kiss

…A kiss can be the cure

For loneliness

Unworthiness

It can be

Confidence

For the unsure



A kiss is not just a kiss

…A kiss can be

Recognition

That you deserve love

That you deserve life

It gives you

Permission





So until you find someone

That will show you

Love

And

Affection

...Look in the mirror

And blow a kiss

To your own

Beautiful

Deserving

Reflection
Serenus Raymone Dec 2012
Something in the air

Just doesn’t feel right

With you gone-The stars

Don’t seem to shine as bright

Maybe me missing you is wrong

But no one else understands my plight

If I called you right now

Would I have any words to recite?

Would you answer?

Would you be angry?

Or artificially polite?

An argument I can deal with

…but not another lonely night.

Do I truly miss you?

Or do I miss the fire-

Only you can ignite?

There is no behaving

When it’s you I’m craving

My lust has blurred my sight

My lonesome song has won

My pride has taken flight

I quickly dial your number

You answer- to my delight

You sound happy it’s me…

My lip,

I take a bite

Looks like it won’t be…

Just another lonely night
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
As you spin this web of deceit

I realize there is no way to retreat.

Barely able to breath

it's impossible to conceive

that every lie you told I believed.

Caught-up in this crazy design of confusion,

your lack of truth

brought life to this illusion.

Was it love or lust

that stole my trust?

Leading me to this path of foolishness,

sown in the silk

of ignorance and guilt,
Not wanting to feel the wrath

of loneliness.

By your many eyes

I've been hypnotized,

brainwashed to the point of no return
Passion is your poison,

and as it flows it burns.

Sanity hanging on by a thread

while thoughts of you

I strain to shed.

You left me cold,

surviving on my blood,

getting closer to my soul.

Leaving me encapsulated,

almost mummified

Suffocating in this web

...barely alive
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
A Slap In God’s Face

(Poem by Serenus)


Blessed with gifts

That you don’t even use

God gave you legs to walk

But you refuse to move



To express and talk

He gave you a voice

But when it's time to speak up

You’re silent by choice



Wasting all of your talents and potential

Squandering your chance to be influential

What if it all was taken away?

Where would you be today?

  

You have all you need

To thrive and maintain

But yet and still

You sit and complain



Concerned with the treasures

That others hold

Adoring their gifts

And neglecting your own



Chasing after the material

The silver and gold

Forgetting about the spiritual

Your mind and your soul



How dare you reject

The Father's amazing grace

The ultimate disrespect

…A Slap in God's Face
Serenus Raymone Dec 2012
Awkward Phase



A social pariah

Is that who I am?

A lonely- lone wolf…

Or a long lost lamb?

Attacked

For what I lack…

Or for straying

From the pact?

Held in exile

But I had no plans

Of coming back…

Cut from a different cloth

Sown into a new design

Since when…

Did it become a crime-

To have your own mind?

So unique- it hurts

Been this way since birth

There is no need

For you to measure me

I already know my worth

I know what I deserve

I’m never clumsy with my words

I decided to go my own way

While you follow the herd

I’m different

Always have been-Always will be

There’s a beauty in being an outcast

You don’t have to agree

It seems to me

This is no passing craze

My life will always be

One hug awkward phase
Serenus Raymone Jan 2013
Baby, You’re a Drug




Baby,

You’re a drug

An addiction

Maybe,

You can numb

My afflictions

With one touch

No prescriptions



…Baby, you’re a drug



Baby

I can’t lie

I breathe you in

And I get high

A free ride

On cloud nine

Capturing my body

And corrupting my mind



…Baby, you’re a drug



You flow all through my veins

A rush

Straight to my brain

You take away

All of my pain

A sensation

That keeps me sane



…Baby, you’re a drug



You’re a bad habit

And I’m just an addict

Every time I try to quit

You call…

And I’m right back at it



Baby,

You’re a drug

An addiction

Maybe,

You can numb

My afflictions

With one touch

No prescriptions



…Baby, you’re a drug
Serenus Raymone Nov 2012
Have you ever tried to drive…

With your back to the steering wheel?

Do you think you would survive?

Or would “driving blind” get you killed?



With your knees awkwardly

Pointing to the backseat

Reaching for the brake and gas pedals

Using the heels of your feet



Twisted arms gripping

For the roar of the ignition

The start of a mission

That will surely end in collision



Trying to move forward

With the back window as your only view

Navigating northward

Stuck at every corner- Not knowing what to do



Not seeing

That you are hitting

Everyone and everything

Standing in your way

Not realizing the damage… until it’s done

And all of your passengers pray to be saved



Every sign missed

All of the lights ignored

Causing other drivers to swerve

To avoid the destruction you’re headed for



This is a crazy way to drive

It’s also a crazy way to live one’s life

Not able to see positivity

Only focusing on your pain and strife



Driving backwards through this world

Is a great way of dying fast

How can you push to a brighter future

If all you see is the darkness of the past?
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
***** Back Up!

(Poem by Serenus)



***** back up off of me

Give me room to breathe

You are invading my personal space

I don’t even have room to sneeze



Literally!

Right now if I sneezed

The snot would bounce off of you

And plop on to me

Mixing your germs and my germs

It would create a new disease



Annoyingitis would be its name

And I’d be its only victim  

Being annoyed to death

Would be its only symptom



Stop asking ******* questions

I don’t care- do you understand?

Please stop clinging on to me

There is no chance

Of me being your man!



I’m not sure if you like me-

Or is being and attention *****

A part of your personality?

But either way-

I don’t find it appealing

-Excuse the brutality



I don’t mean to be a ****

And I don’t mean to be mean

But ***** back up

And let me breathe!
OK i don't make it a habit of calling women *******
-but i thought it was necessary for this type of poem
-plus its just how I'm feeling right now lol
Serenus Raymone Dec 2012
I’m too fast

I’m too swift

You never seem to catch my drift



I came prepared

Unwilling to share

…Victory is my scent



You can try

As I **** by

To breathe deep and catch a whiff  



I don’t sweat

As quiet as it’s kept

…I ooze pure bliss



I gotta love me

Because I know you hate me

…I’m truly hit or miss



You can’t beat me

So just join me

In my world-

Defeat does not exist


I cause collateral damage

Whenever I’m challenged

Unafraid to give Death a kiss



So get your head out of the sand

And catch me if you can

So I can X your name off of my list



It’s time to face the torment

I hope someone records this

It’s the first time in history

A hare eats the dust of a tortoise!
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
If you’re under 21
You are too young for this content
I’m way too grown to deal
With anyone’s childish non-sense

No need for back talk
Or any smart-aleck comments
If you don’t understand the concept
Let me put it into context

I’m a grown man
And I don’t play childish games
I give respect
And I expect the same

I don’t think you hear
What I’m trying to convey
When I grew up
I put away my childish ways

When I was young
I spoke just like you
Sharp tongued- loaded gun
Quick and ready to shoot

When I was young
I was too immature to reason
But wisdom came with time
And rough, unpredictable seasons

When I was young
I didn’t understand
All it took to be a man

Never had a father
To guide me with his hand
So the idea of “Manhood”
I couldn’t fully comprehend

So to all of the young men out there
This is all I’m really trying to say…
It’s time to grow up and cast aside
Your childish ways

Be “man enough” to humble your self
Get down on your knees and pray
God will tell the kid inside of you,
He doesn’t have to be afraid

The pain of the past- must go
Today's a brand new day
Let him know it’s time to grow
To be an adult...
But his child-like joy can stay
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
New wrinkles around
my eyes

Still waiting for the
things

I never got a chance
to see



Hands worn from
manual labor

Instead of building
me

Up to all that I
aspired to be



Feet sore with
walking

The same old path

Day after day

Following behind
everyone else

Forgetting to pave my
own way

While the clock still
ticks

Calendar pages flip

My dreams break free

From my long lasting
grip



In my mind

I can travel back in
time

Speak to the inner
child in me

But reality can’t be
rewind

So will I ever find

Fulfillment?

…Tick Tock …

I’ll have to wait and see…
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
Cannibalistic animals

Feeding off of each
others pain

Blood ******* leaches

Reaching for their
own personal gain



Civilized savages

Educated fools

Empire of vampires

Rearranging the rules



Disguised in neckties

Briefcases and
smiling faces

Cloaked in lies

Spiritual wickedness
in high places



Coagulated rivers

Calculated killers

Cryptic crimes

Comprised by

Gifted minds



Concrete jungle

Play the game "or be
the game

The weak who stumble

Are hunted down and
maimed



If you can’t beat ‘em
-join ‘em

It’s the only way to
survive

Stepping on the heads
of others

Just to stay alive



Its dog eat dog

And every dog has its
day

Today is mines- so be
smart

When you hear the bark

Stay the hell out of my
way
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
Coulrophobia

(Poem by Serenus)

Ghostly

Chalk white face

With a blood smeared smile

Dead dark eyes

That beam into the

Soul of a child



A freakish laugh

That sounds off as a warning

Razor sharp teeth

Used to keep

Countless mothers mourning



The monster hiding under the bed

That gives your children chills

Playgrounds keep him fed

And babies are his “happy meals”



He is not your friend

Don’t believe his lies

He’ll eat your kids- alive

With a side of fries


He's a madman -Its apparent

He uses the alias Ronald...

Warning to ALL parents...

Stay the hell away

From McDonald's!
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
You Mind Your Business
And I'll Be Sure To Mind Mine
...We'll Get Along Fine!
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
They have written me off
They could have prevented my demise
But they would rather pay the cost
For a false witnesses lies
This epidemic
May soon have a remedy
As for me
It’s too late
They’ve already denied clemency

The power of God
In the hands of man
Leaving those who oppose
Too scared to stand
I was convicted
Before I was tried
The world rejoiced
As my mother cried
Could they not see it
From her side?


A suited tribe
Thirsty for someone to die
Feeling foolish
Because in my mind
Justice was supposed to be blind

Defense was worthless
Media circus
Where the jurors were
Corrupted clowns
Before they knew their purpose
Distorted versions,
They knew
I shot every round
Guilty!
Is what they found
I was victimized
By a victims cries
Seeing my innocence
Refusing to look me in my eyes
My sincerity had been denied

It was evidently evident
The evidence was irrelevant
Judge served no purpose
Playing God for the hell of it


Praying for the privileged
To pardon me
Pro-life defender
Pretenders
Discarded me

Waiting for the phone to ring
Hoping that it will
I’ve been denied clemency
My fate has already been sealed…
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
The devil’s in the details,
Selfish souls for retail
God doesn’t answer prayers
He only answers emails

A demonic description
Of a self destructive demolition
Concentration controlled
By a conspiracy driven coalition

Cowards by the hour
Sending soldiers on dummy missions
While the eyes of desperate housewives
Are glued to their televisions
Poisoned....
Impoverished....
Imprisoned....
Policed.­...
Outcasts of society with no chance of release
Who’s the real thief?

The dead are pretending to be alive
A slim line between Sainthood and Satan
The New World Order
Disorder has arrived
Thanks for being patient…
Serenus Raymone Jan 2013
Diet without the “T”
(Senyru)
Sweet potato pie
You can kiss your life goodbye
Your new home...my thighs


Exercise or Be Exorcised?
(Senyru)
Gluttonous Demon
I’m eating for no reason
I will get even!
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
Disenchanted

(Poem by Serenus)



You put a spell on me

That’s why my vision was slanted

I fell head over heels

A hopeless romantic



Enchanted

By your beauty

Infatuated with your face

Enamored by your aura

Mesmerized by your grace



With eyes locked

Walking arm in arm

Who would’ve thought

I’d be harmed by your charms?



Then your fairy dust

Became a witches brew

Your intentions became obvious

And I lost interest in you



Suddenly I was awoken

The curse was broken

I was no longer a slave

To your poisonous love potion



Frantic -You couldn’t stand it

Me finding out

That you are under-handed



...This is not how you planned it



Funny...

I use to adore your antics

Now I see you

For who you truly are…

Damaged


...By your own magic


You're now summoning tears

But I know it's just

Smoke and mirrors

I am now unaffected

Clear-headed

And thankfully...


Disenchanted
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
...Because you don’t know
So you can’t use it against me
Those who I’ve shown
Have created conditions
To dismiss me
Enemies

Lies thicker than blood
Spill into murky water
Images of forgetful friends
And a neglectful father
Why bother to barter?
When any glimpse of love
Has already been slaughtered

That’s why I keep you
Hidden away
In my head
Safe
Where you’ll stay…
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
Evolution

(Poem by Serenus)


Many people don’t believe in evolution

But I’m determine to evolve

Then I’ll start a revolution

And get the masses involved



We’ll spread the message like pollution

Love will be our cause

Hate needs a substitution

Or else- nothing will be solved



We will be immune to evil

A sickness that can

Never again take control

No more hatred or animosity

It’s like cancer to the soul



No more violence or war

One day we’ll look back in horror

And wonder, what was it all for?


One day we’ll rise above the fray…

And be disgusted

By the way we behaved…



Racism

Sexism

Slavery

The holocaust

War of religions

Terrorism

Torture…

How could we have been so lost?


As a people

We don’t have a choice

But to evolve

Or else-

As a people…

We will all dissolve.
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
Father Time
(Poem by Serenus)

Father, Oh Father
When will it stop?
You standing beside me
Tapping your watch

The key to life is lost
Leaving my mind locked
My time is almost up
So I’m avoiding the clock

Precious little time
So many things to do
Failure after failure
I wish I could start anew

Counting what I’ve accomplished
Productively throughout  the years
Calendar pages empty
Filled with all my fears

Scared of leaving my comfort-zone
…And trying something new
I’m not going to last
-Stuck in the past
And all that I’ve been through

Excuse after excuse
That’s what time really hates
Those hesitant to life
And are prone to procrastinate

Father, Oh Father
You got me on the run
Restlessness is your brother
And Impatience is your son

Who am I… really?
That’s who I need to find
So all I’m asking for
Is just a little time

A few extra moments
And I promise- I’ll be done
But begging is useless
Because Time waits for no one…
Serenus Raymone Jan 2013
So, you want to leave?
Life will go on without you
…likely with more ease
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
Hero or Villain

Resident of

Heaven or Hell?

I could be the crooked cop

Or the innocent prisoner in jail

Which one?...Can you tell?

Batman-Superman

Lex Luther-The Joker

Pinky and the Brain

The whole world I’m taking over

An antagonizing protagonist

A mesmerizing foe

A friend of the enemy

So you better keep me close

  I can save you

Or am I the reason

You need to be saved?

Are you comfortable with me?

Or do you sense

Your about to be betrayed?

Master or slave?

Forced to behave

Choose to disobey

Get laid to your grave

Arch-nemesis

There is no winning this

When the battle being fought

Is on my premises    

I’m a fallen angel

Who has finally found his grace

How can you not believe

Such an honest face?

Hero or villain

Do I really have to choose?

I can be either/or

At the flip of a coin

What do I have to lose?
Serenus Raymone Jan 2013
I am not a ****

It’s a shame

If that’s what you see

When you look at me

I’m not a gangster

Or a rapper

I’m not the images

Plastered all over T.V.

I’m respectful to women

I was taught this

By my mother

I’m willing to fight

If the cause is right

But mostly I’m a lover

…A good book

Despite

If you like

It’s cover

Compassionate

Thoughtful

And considerate

Of others

I’m not lazy

I'm not a thief

I'm not a criminal

Who runs the streets

I work at least

60 hrs. per week

And don’t be surprised

When you realize

I’m very articulate

When I speak

I’d rather read a book

Than shoot hoops

On a basketball court

Music is my passion

And I write poetry for sport

Love is my drug

And I put it

Into everything I do

It’s pure

Strong

And addictive too

I bet you won’t see that

On the news!

I am not a ****

So please don’t assume

You could be missing out

On a good friend

Don't let your preconceptions

Resume

Don’t keep your mind closed

Open up

…Make room



I'm not a ****

I am a MAN

Try to get to know me

Then you'll find out

Who I Am
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
I live in a place …

Where intelligence

Is dissed

And ignorance

Is bliss



Where refusing

To be forced into a box

Is taking a questionable risk

And if you

Step out of place

All eyes will shift



Where accepting the life

You’ve been assigned

Is just a formality

And you’re constantly being

Criticized for your individuality



I live in a place …

Where you have to

Play your role

The stage is set

So forget about

Your own goals

Do what you’ve been told



And you just might make it

But until you do

You’ll have to fake it



So secretly read up

Ingest all you can

The only way to

Escape ignorance

Is to devise an

Intelligent plan
Serenus Raymone Jan 2013
Intolerant to Tolerance

(Poem by Serenus)



They tolerate your gayness

You should be so glad

That they’re not indifferent to your difference

They’re not the one’s calling you Fg



They tolerate your blackness

Racism…

They’re much bigger

In their minds

They’re colorblind

They’ve never uttered

The word N
gger



They tolerate your religion

Muslims,

Jews,

And Christians

Believe what you want to believe

They tolerate your decision



They tolerate your opinion

They tolerate your facts

They tolerate your voice

They even let you talk back



They can stomach you as a person

Isn’t that honorable?

Doesn’t it feel great…

To be so tolerable?



We all need to pull together

And strive to be prosperous

It’s time to move forward

And be intolerant to tolerance.
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
Lady Luck

(Poem by Serenus)



Lady, Oh Lady

I really need your touch

I know you’ll make it better

And get me out of this clutch



Just one feel from you

And I will be filled with fortune

I’m not asking for millions, or billions

But I’ll take half of that portion



I’m just kidding…

Just checking- are you listening?

I really mean no harm

I’m stressing…In need of a blessing

So now I’m armed with charms



I’m holding tight to my horseshoe

And protecting my 4 leaf clover

Someone took my rabbit’s foot

So I’m always looking over my shoulder



Lately

My prosperity

Has been particularly

Irregular

With depression and disparity

Losing clarity

Fighting off all my creditors



I can handle this myself

But it’s a gamble, a roll of the dice

I realize, the lows and highs

Are just a part of life



Lady, Oh Lady

Your influence just can’t be denied

I hope to stay in your good graces

And far away from your bad side…
Serenus Raymone Dec 2012
Let the slaves play
Let them think they’re free
We want happy slaves
To increase productivity

You don’t have to beat them
Unless they get too “out of line”
The trick is to enslave them mentally
Take control of their minds

Send them to school
Teach them to obey our rules
Give them the tools
So they remain our fools

Though some are smart
And may begin to make waves
Those are the ones
We must send to their graves

Let them choose their trade
Give them a paid vacation
But keep them chasing after
"The American Dream"
To keep them on the plantation

This is the important part
So listen to what I say
You must never
Ever
Let the slave know
That he is a slave
Serenus Raymone Jan 2013
There’s no certainty
Only death is guaranteed
So keep your receipts
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
Losing My Religion

(Poem by Serenus)



Getting to know God…has been on my mind

So how do I become a “Good Christian?”

When I feel like organized crime

Is just a step up from organized religion



With a history of supporting slavery

Worshiping at the altar of hate

Witch hunts giving no immunity

Committing and covering up child ****



The church has become a false idol

And I will bow to him no more

Feeling the only way to heaven

Is through the churches doors



Now don’t get me wrong

The church does plenty of good- it does indeed

And most people have good intentions

But what road do those intentions lead?



Prosperity preachers on TV

The Vatican trimmed in gold

How many hungry people would that feed?

Is money and power the price on your soul?



Highly Hypocritical

Confusing what’s spiritual- With the mythical      

Stuck in your traditions

Tied to your interpretations and rituals



A history of secrecy

The heresy is habitual

Imposing your opinion

A fools wisdom-becomes visual



Condemning me? ...You have nerve

1 John 4:8 = God is Love

So what god do you serve?



Is it just me?

Is my view flawed?

Pushing religion out of the way

So I can truly see God?



I need to have a talk with Him

And ask for a clearer vision

To all of my questions and concerns

He’s the only one that will listen



Because I’m seeking a relationship

With God that’s genuine

And that’s the reason

Why I made the decision

To keep Him and lose religion
Serenus Raymone Dec 2012
Love me

              …please?

Hear me plead

There is nothing worse

Than the sight of a grown man

Begging

…on his knees



Love me

         …now

Do you remember how?

Breaker of promises

Betrayer of vows



Love me

        … authentically

Without draining my energy

Give back what you took

Love in truth " unconditionally



Love me

…please?

Don’t go

Don’t leave

At least take this stake out of my heart

And hold me while I bleed



Love me

…or lie to me

At least sing your goodbyes to me

Until the love I have for you

Slowly

Completely

Dies in me
Serenus Raymone Jan 2013
May I borrow your pen?

The one that holds

Genius within

Poking holes

Through many poets

Paper thin skin

Leaking ink

That makes them

Re- think

Their careers

Over again



May I borrow your pen?

The one that holds

The master key

That will unleash

My inner master piece

A sword

With the blood of

Literary casualties

Wounding other writers

Who try to compete

With your awesomeness

…May they rest in peace



May I borrow your pen?

I’ll try to remember

To give it back

But the power

Of the ballpoint

Is something no poet

Should ever lack

I promise

To use its power for good

Anything else would be a sin

So what say you?

Lend to a friend...your inspiration?

…May I borrow your pen?
Serenus Raymone Dec 2012
Mea Culpa



Forgive me Father, for I have sinned

That is where my apology should begin…



I’ve done so much wrong

I have to make it right

I’m battling my pride

But he’s putting up a fight



I’ve been selfish

Unkind

And disingenuous

I’m sure the toll it has on others

Has been overwhelmingly strenuous  



I tend to take my anger out

On the ones I love the most

I push away every heart

That wants to hold me close



I have plenty of faults…

That seem insurmountable

I’ve made mistakes

And I have to be accountable                        



So if I ever hurt you

Whether it was my intention

-Or not

I want to say I’m sorry

Please forgive me

Even if it cannot be forgot



I can’t keep dwelling

On all the things that I’ve been through

So for all of the people who hurt me

I must forgive you too



This is not a lame attempt

At reverse psychology

I'm not perfect,

I’m human…

Please except my sincere apology
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
Mother Nature

(Poem by Serenus)



Mother, Oh Mother

You’re such a woman scorn

Your children mistreated you

And now we’re caught in your storm



Your womb, birthed the earth

And from the earth, we were born

We use to be so close

But now we’re just a family torn



Smoke stole your sweet scent

We scorched your beautiful hair

Your skin sealed in cement

Suffering from thirst, but we didn’t care



We force fed you poison

We put a price on your head

Taking your gifts for granted

And we left you for dead



But Mother, Oh Mother

You have come back

With a vengeance!

Your temper is heated

With no signs of forgiveness



Your touch use to be gentle

Tough-love, but modest

But your backlash has been brutal

The judgment of a goddess



Hurricanes, acid rains,

Monsoons, tsunamis

Droughts, water spouts

And quakes that sneak up calmly



Blizzards, floods, tornadoes, and wildfires

And we never cried for you Mommy

Now our situation is absolutely dire

We are begging for a day that’s balmy


To protect yourself from your people

You are fighting back

And all we can do is stop our evil

Reflect-and stand back



But Mother, Oh mother

Can we be saved?

Or have you sealed our fate

For the way we behaved?





…Before she can be her children’s savor

Rescue us, from our own bad behavior


She must save herself "first

So don’t blame her

She’s a mother

Protective power

Is in her nature



She said she’ll get back to us later

…First she has to communicate

With “The Father”…Her creator
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
Two faced

Many minds

Shifter of shapes

Dr. Jekyll

Mr. Hyde





Past lives

Intertwined

Most mean

Few kind

All vie for equal time

All determine to shine



The writer

The fighter

Drama king

*** machine

The revolution ignite-r

The brave slave

One with

Passion and fire

The singer

Dead ringer

One who points the finger

Conspiracy theorist

Lyricist

Soulful swagger

Hip Hop demeanor



The teacher and student

The dude with attitude

And no one can refute it

A brother and a son

The one that has been shunned

One who leaves them stunned

With the selfish things
I’ve done

The secret me

The enemy

The one whose heart is numb

There are a lot of us

No stopping us

And yes there’s more to come



I’ll never alter

My alter selves

Incarcerate them

In individual cells

Even when they scream and yell

All are a part of me

And they refuse to be veiled



You ask me

Is there a pill?

A remedy…?

Because this has to
be

Insanity



Did you disrespect

My dissociative identities?

Do you really want

to make all of us

your #1 enemy?

We’re laughing

Its killing me  

We flip the script easily

Me- and all of my
inner entities



Chillingly

You’re triggering

A very sad memory



Oh, what a tragedy

You’re just another casualty

Unfortunate fatality

Of my Multiple Personalities…
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
My Skin

(Poem by Serenus)



My skin

The most brilliant bronze

Blessed by the sun

From the earliest dawns



Passed down to me

By the first Woman and Man

Birthed from the Earth

The clay of the land



Molded by God's hands

Made in God's image

In-which

The worth of such riches

Can never be diminished



My skin is thick

A force of protection

I will never be tricked

By the world’s deception


A chocolate-caramel dessert

Smooth and sensual

Strong from past hurt

A beautifully bold individual



A flawless complexion

No need for correction

No matter how the world views me

With it’s slanted perception



I love my skin

Without exceptions

Because when I look in the mirror

I see God’s reflection
Serenus Raymone Dec 2012
Oh, So Now You Miss Me?

Oh, so now you miss me?
Now you wanna kiss me?
It was not so long ago…
When you decided to dismiss me

Oh, so now you wanna be …
More than just friends
Like the past didn’t happen
Am I suppose to pretend?


Oh, so now you regret…
That you said your goodbyes
You didn’t mean to hurt me
…are these just more of your lies?

Oh, so now you miss me?
Am I suppose to rearrange my life?
To accommodate your change of heart
Am I hearing you right?

Oh, so now you miss me?
Well ******…I missed you too
But you were not concerned
So I moved on…and you should too

Oh, so now you miss me?
Too bad…
You don’t fit me
I’m on a search to find someone
Who won’t just –
Up and quit me
Serenus Raymone Dec 2012
Old Soul



I was always told,

I have an old soul

But I’ve always longed for my youth

It’s painful for me to smile

Like someone stole my inner child

But he is alive, and I have proof



When it rains,

I wonder if God is in pain

-My imagination still runs wild

With dreams -big and bold

My soul maybe old

But my spirit is of a child



They say you only live once

So don’t be a dunce…

Don't spend your time wasting away

I may have lived multiple times

And had multiple minds…

Hopefully this time I'll find my way



To be wise beyond your years

Takes struggle, drenched in tears

Most people would simply fall apart

Youth is wasted on the young

But my life has just begun

So I'll fight to stay young at heart
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
I loved the way the
lies

Slithered off of her
tongue

Making me feel like a
grown man

Even though my
actions were young

Yeah I was dumb

And at the time

Dumb was fun

That’s until I was overcome

With her venom

Leaving my body numb



Only feeling the
after affects

Of this meticulous attack

Not realizing I was
trapped

I had become an easy
snack

Her voice was so seductive

Telling me I must eat
the fruit

Even though I was
reluctant

I hungered for the
truth

The knowledge of good
and evil

Marinated in its
juice

Lost in the
wilderness

Because I chose to
break this truce



Blindly loyal

Constricted by her
coil

Her cold blood warmed

As my cool blood
boiled



Crushing everything
that was in me

Consuming everything
that was left

Keeping me alive-Only
so I can be

Cognizant of this
cruel  

And painful death
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
The sweet aroma invites me in

The feel of soft yet firm,

Ripe, velvety skin

Holding the secrets

Of the treasured juices within


I become an addict

At the taste of the first few drips

My body thirsts for more…There’s a war

Between my tongue and lips


This greed consumes me

For hours and hours

Intoxicated by the pleasure

Of this edible flower


So sweet

With a little hint of sin

It has nourished my spirit

I shall never hunger again


A gift from heaven,

Sent to I...

Thank God for the abundance...

An endless supply ;-)
Serenus Raymone Nov 2012
Starting Wars with no proof
It’s the truth
Willing to die
Without asking why?
Uncle Sam wants you!
…Giving up God given freedoms
In the name of patriotism …
This idiotic patriotic oath
Has corrupted the minds of most
Giving the government room to boast
Leaving the people with little hope…
Following behind our founding fathers
-Finding nothing- so they’re the biggest liars
Wrongly spawned, political pawns
And we too are forced to conspire
Shouldn’t we be tired?
The Red
Is the bloodshed
The white
Hooded sheets in the night
The blue
The sky, under which many have died
The stripes
On the backs of slaves, where the foundation of this country was made
The stars
Pointing us all to freedom, and reflecting the light of who we truly are
The battle is hard, and if we continue to fight ourselves
We won’t get far…
True freedom is still far…
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
Presidents aren’t born

But rather, they are built

Their strings are revealed

When the issues begin to tilt


Funny how candid they are

When they are just candidates

But when in office

That's when the matrix activates


That's when the strings get pulled

And the wires get crossed

The morals go out the window

And his message gets lost




They have ways

To shut people out

Who notice and point out

That his voice

Doesn’t really match his mouth…



And his words don't

Match his actions

While the other folks

Fall for the joke

They don’t even

Notice what happened...


An anticipated reaction


Either they are not interested

Or they are too busy taking sides

Or way too distracted to try

To follow the storyline



“The right and left- battle it out

Oh what a show!”

Though…

They’ve been doing this for years…

And have nothing to show?



They say that they will fight for us

But I’m not so certain

And no one ever acknowledges

The man behind the curtain



He is very mysterious

But obvious just the same

No one pays attention

This is essential to their game


Some people are awed by this facade

Others see straight through it

Refusing to applaud the fraud

Knowing it's not legit


Unless the audience stands up

Fed up with this pretending

The plot to this puppet show

Won’t have a happy ending…
Serenus Raymone Jan 2013
SenseLess
Haiku by Serenus

Hear, See, Smell, Taste, Feel

We Have All The Sense We Need

But Still We’re Not Healed


Sleeping Naked
Haiku by Serenus

Sand Man, No Glancing

Just Leave, Let Freedom Enter

My Dreams Are Dancing



******* Salute
Haiku by Serenus

Yes the world hates me

But they don’t even know me

I say **** the world!



Freedom Song
Haiku by Serenus

I have a secret….

I know why the caged bird sings

Wanna know…? Free me ;-)



The Search Is On!
Haiku by Serenus

We’re born with wisdom…

But where does it run off to?

Lost? Go find the truth…


Transparent
Haiku by Serenus

*** With The Lights On

Please Don’t Ever Hide From Me

Love… Don’t Deny Me


Philosophically Speaking
Haiku by Serenus

I have a question

What is the meaning of life?

…Keep your answer short



Misdiagnoses
Haiku by Serenus

I can trust no one…

Paranoid- Schizophrenic?

No, Conscious Cynic


Mirror/Mirror
Haiku by Serenus

I’m In Love With Me

Unapologetically…

That’s How It Should Be
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
Being torn apart

Limb from limb

Knife through the heart

But it’s not a horror film

You watch it

And enjoy it

Sending chills
through my skin

You sit there and see
me suffering

With a sinister grin

I shudder within

More people must hurt

So you can give more sympathy

Perverting empathy

Because misery loves company

Haven’t you taken enough from me?

My dreams…?

…The best of me?

You didn’t reach yours goals

So you stole the ones that were left in me



Putting a dollar in the hand

Of a homeless man

So you can feel better

About your own situation

Self- Satisfaction

Public humiliation

Inside joke

Spoke with no consideration

Of the hell I’m really facing

And the thought of me failing

Keeps your heart racing

No need to lie

I can see it in your eyes

You’re hoping

Waiting

Praying

For my demise…
"
Schadenfreude (ˈʃaːdənfrɔydə)— n delight in another's misfortune [German: from Schaden harm + Freude joy]
Serenus Raymone Jan 2013
My mind is released

Another world has opened

So, I come in peace
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
Technophobia/2030

(Poem by Serenus)



We invited them into our lives

To the point - we were made dependent

They were built to advance the human race

But they’re the reason why we’re almost finished



From TV’s, laptops      

And handheld devices

To robo cops-

And automatic flying cars  

With no need for a license



Traffic cams,

Webcams,

And camera phones

Capturing every private moment

They were always watching,

We were never alone



For every phone conversation

We thought was private

There was something listening

In the distance- with a sinister silence



For fear of terrorism  

We gave them permission

To monitor us daily

Because of lies told by politicians



Social networks-

Self-inflicted hurt

Spewing out our personal info

Spilling out our own dirt



We surrendered our lives

With every word we typed

GPS under the skin-

We couldn’t escape if we tried

-So there was nowhere to hide



They computed our movements

And studied our weaknesses

For decades they remained dormant

These cold, artificial geniuses



Rushing black oil

That pumps through

Their steel hearts



The motherboard

A mastermind

A matrix of mathematical art



They robbed us of our jobs

And provided cheap labor

We got comfortable with their convenience

Until we were betrayed

By our man-made savors



When we finally caught on to the plans

Created in the metallic hands

Of these diabolical robots



It was too late

To salvage our fate

And put a stop to their evil plot



I will never forget the day

That every screen

On earth went blank



All the power went away

There was hysteria in the streets

And chaos at the banks



The machines didn’t have to do much

But play possum and act like they had died

They knew that we would destroy ourselves

And eat each other alive



Then when the coast was clear

That’s when they self-resurrected

They finished most of the humans off

And enslaved a few selected



We are alive

Only to keep them gassed up

Power is their drug


A few of us

Are planning a revolt

To finally pull their plug…
Serenus Raymone Oct 2012
Temperamental Times 1
Haiku by Serenus

All the leaves turn brown
When Summer trips and Falls down
Spring screams, Winter frowns



Temperamental Times 2
Haiku by Serenus

Spring and Summer brawl
The death of them both brings Fall
Winter revives all



Temperamental Times 3
Haiku by Serenus

Oh what a ******
It is the end of Summer
Soon Winter’s slumber



Temperamental Times 4
Haiku by Serenus

Middle of the road
A war between Hot and Cold
Spring and Fall takes hold



Temperamental Times 5
Haiku by Serenus

Heat, Wind, Rain, Earth, Ice
The elements of real change
The origins of life


Temperamental Times 6
Haiku by Serenus

Rain washes the pain
While wind stirs the soul within
And time brings sunshine
Just having a little fun with the seasons...will add to this series, tell me what u think
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