So many layers I must reveal
So many hats I must wear
So many faces I must present

You see some clearly
Others you have yet to even glance upon

Please do not mistake me for someone who gives up easily
Likewise do not mistake me for a fool

I have learned to separate what I want to be to you
And what I am to you

For once I met someone as clumsy as me.
I am always falling.. Tripping even.
But I was too clumsy this time
and so were you.
You stumbled over my past,
And I fumbled into your mind.
I stepped into your soul
And you slipped into my life.
You tripped over my presence,
And we collapsed into each others' hearts.

I'm glad you're as clumsy as me.

To all the lovers of the world
Lucky enough to unite,
Pull your loved one close
And hold them tight.
As long as you have love
Everything will be alright.
To all who have a warm body
To lay beside them through the night,
Know that you are lucky beyond compare
To have someone to share the fight.
If you are blessed to find this kind of love
Make sure you treat them right.
Just remember that in matters of love
Things are seldom black and white.

Dear Heart.
Please take your time to love fall in love again, don’t bail.
Your time will come.
There are those who would **** to see you fail.

Dear Heart.
You are so frail,
Let it go to Jesus.
And he’ll provide you your wings to sail.

Dear Heart.
You are too swift to fall for lies.
Relax assured in the rested truth.
I know you are incredibly wise.

Dear Heart.
I can only do so much for you.
Be strong.
I’m sorry for what I put you through.

Dear Heart.
I can’t promise you won’t hurt anymore,
But one thing I can guarantee
I’ll give you what you need to soar.

Don’t give up on me yet.

So tired of the back and fourth
To many thoughts I need to sort.
I stray here wandering lost.
My heart won't let go no matter what the cost.
I love your presence.
Hate your lies.
This is the last time.
Last chance.
Prove my doubts are truly taking a wrong glance.
I won't let you play me for a fool.
I no longer can stand being so confused.
Be real.
Be you.
But at the end of the day don't let me say we are through.

Your insecurities change,
all that you hear,
who you are inside,
and how you appear.

It decides what you do,
and what you see,
it lessens what you want,
and who you'll be.

It won't let your dreams,
go as high as the sky,
you stay on the ground,
though you're able to fly.

Won't put your foot forward,
so you go with the flow,
too scared of goodbye,
to think of hello.

You're less than your best,
and a little too late,
your shoulders now carry,
a little more weight.

Slow your mind down,
and stop holding back,
'cause you are what you are,
and not what you lack.

I'm not who you think I am,
just trying to escape.
But still trying to keep my eye on you,
so everything is fake.

Dont let a heart like yours be enclosed by walls,
because every man who climbs eventually falls
The insecurities of yours shouldnt last,
you cant always live in that past
cause im different i dont aim to climb
I aim to steal your heart... is that a crime?
but dont worry ill keep it safe..
i know of a very secret place
a place so exculsive
and just a little elusive
for this place is my heart
and you robbed me of it... from the start

Listening to old songs bring back old  memories. Sitting on the beach watching the sunset as you hear developed concepts. Feet in the water, its so warm like chocolate chip cookies come from the oven. I never knew you'd die that day, it did something deep inside of me that i couldn't portray. The thought of you still lingers in my mind, i can still smell your Cologne, and breath mint spray. When we kissed it was like our souls were intertwined with pure passion of art displays. i think of you everyday, i hope you know that. That drunk driver should have watched where he was going....

People misinterpret the meaning of life. Like the word love tossed back and forth. Honestly, i don't think anyone knows the true meaning of love until they're willing to give their life to someone else and switch the glove. Well, there aren't many people with an open mind concept left. Generation after generation pass down false hope, that love is just a word under oath .The question is are you ready for real love ?

I craved you like plants needed rain. You should have used your brain when you were untamed. I got tired of hearing all the lies and my crys. I forgave you for all those times, that described how your heart felt so unorganized. When i returned the favor to you, you didn't want to apologize

I use to love you.
But things have changed
it probably was lust considering the fact that you were lame.
Untouchable beyond imagination i grieve of your presence and the yonder of your blessings. Sometimes its not what you say but how you say it  the impact of your emotions..

I see straight through you
You're just flesh and bones
But even x-ray vision
Can't show through the lies that you've told

The veils that you've woven
Your truths lie in shadows
The code of honor
That your words have shattered

I see straight through you
And into the light
But each lie you tell
Takes you further from right

I have x-ray vision
But the truth of it is
It's your lies that blind me
But i know the truth lives

Reasons being shame, regret, and trouble,
You all became miserable
which made it double,
With thoughts as clear as clear itself,
The time was near,
I swept the shelf,
Downing the bottle,
The Tylenol to follow,
My heart was full,
My mind was hallow,
The body claimed,
My soul remained swallowed,
They all knew I disappeared,
So funerals canceled due to the weather,
Because I'm gone everything will be better,
My reasons being shame, regret, and all your trouble.

My new thing now
is teaching lessons to the boys that hurt me
in a selfless effort to try an make them into men.
So I break their hearts
-but only a little-
a fraction of how they shattered mine.

Lies.
A word, maybe two
A slip of the tongue
To save your skin
These words
Once found untrue
Can slice through a person's heart.
These lies ,
Once people find that you were telling a lie,
It affects both.
It stabs the person you lied to in the heart
And you, in the back.

I don’t know where to start,
Or how to begin,
The only **** I get is the smallest violin,
Poor me,
Poor him,
You’re a piece to my puzzle,
I’m the bullet in the mussel,
In the game I’ll never win,
The one called love,
Or the eighth deadly sin,
But you lie,
And I cry,
And you laugh with a grin,
Lie straight to my face,
Hit my heart with a mace,
Cause the speed that it beats is at a very deadly pace,
Because it wants to win the race,
But you beat it,
And you ****** it,
Yet you still do destruct it,
And my heart’s gonna stop,
Cause my tears always drop,
Into puddles that I mop,
Cause no one’s there to catch them,
Clean ‘em or dry ‘em,
**** that kid,
Nobody wants to try him,
So they all just play him,
Get a lie gun and spray him,
Go out for a day,
And continue to slay him,
Cause he’s already broken,
So let’s break him some more,
Let him cry,
Want to die,
And walk out the door,
Hey look it’s his friend,
Let’s be friends till the end,
No more no less,
But for me you pretend,
Because you never even liked me,
So stop ******* lying,
And I’ll just keep ******* crying,
While wishing of dying,
And never doing better than hoping and trying,
And I’ll help speed the process for you,
With my **** drug addiction,
And a future with conviction,
Cause all I’ve learned in life is love is just fiction,
Happiness is a privilege that leaves me alone,
All I see now is sadness,
And that’s all I’ve ever known,
Ever since my day off birth,
And the day’s that I’ve grown,
Look at my heart and you’ll see that it’s sewn,
Been used and abused,
And turning into stone,
Cracking and breaking,
From all the love faking,
The lying,
The crying,
The wishing of dying,
Depression,
Aggression,
Love’s an imperfection,
I got something to mention,
Actually a question,
Tell me I mean and meant nothing to you,
And have it as your confession… ?

I'm crying,
I'm dying,
I'm giving up hope,
I'm giving my life to a world full of dope,
I'm trying,
I'm trying,
But never succeeding,
I try to hide my pain but it won't stop bleeding,
Pouring out my eyes,
Tears of a broken heart,
First breaks the heart then the life falls apart,
And it's so hard to fix,
When other ******* people just break you for kicks!
Break me,
And shatter me,
When I try so hard,
Birth is a cut,
And life is the scar,
Experience the operation,
Watch the one's that go far,
And the one's that fall down,
Into a life of a frown,
Two arms with no hugs,
Two lips with no kisses,
His mind is on drugs,
So he swings and he misses,
Himself high above the rest,
Only because heaven's near by,
Flying so high that I can kiss the sky,
I'm so close up to heaven I just want to die,
Cause the pain that I feel,
I cannot take anymore!..
Don't tell me you love me and walk out the door!
I would never do that!
And I never ******* did!..
Why don't you talk to me instead of acting like a kid!..
You can't hurt someone like this!
Not without pain,
What do you feel!?
Because I feel shame!
I was born a mistake,
And I'm not good at math,
But you plus me,
Seems like the right path,
I know cause I've learned,
How much I love you in truth,
Real love like this can exist in a youth,
But a youth no more,
And a man come true,
You have no idea how much pain i've endured for you,
And I'd do all ******* again!
All this ******* **** for you!
Tell me what the **** else that I have to do!
To you I have no worth,
With no idea why,
People always ask why even try?
I try because I love you,
And care beyond the love an elder,
A mistake can be fixed,
Ask a teacher or a welder,
Ask how can you fix it,
A problem such as this?
All it takes is a hug,
Love,
And a kiss,
Don't you remember the past?
When you would make my day?
When we talked to each other like always something to say,
Well I got a lot,
And you don't ever listen,
You treat me worse than ****,
But your eyes still glisten,
I look into your eyes,
And you know what I see?
I see what I've always saw,
Me...

You're

Beautiful Every Time i See You,

It's an Indescribable Feeling,

It Rushes From My Eyes, Straight To My Heart,

You Are God's Body Of Perfection,

The Devil's Looks of Deception,

A Smile That Is Contagious,

A Voice So Lovely To The Ears,

Eyes That Hypnotize Every Emotion Inside me,

The Love Of An Angel,

The Smell Of A Rose Divine,

The Taste Of An Unknown Flavor,

Your Skin So welcoming, Begging To Be Touched,

Held Ever So Gently,

And By The Time I Blink...

Your Gone.

Vision is amazing,
As essence through our eyes,
Truth is held in vision,
A sight seen never lies,
It's impossible to explain,
Feelings felt when I see you,
Because there entity's unknown,
But my eyes know beauty,
& it's beyond it what you've shown,
My eyes are attracted to yours,
& I dont seem to know why,
What I see in you is beauty,
Endless to the sky,
I've never written a poem to a stranger,
But what do I have to lose?
I don't know why i'm scared to talk to you,
It's just im so confused,
My heart's been beaten & shattered,
Lied to & abused,
The people who hurt me,
Just did it to amuse...
Themselves,
With the tears from my eyes,
I am a girl...
Who tries,
& tries...
& tries...
To find happiness again,
A part of me is missing,
I want to change that to back then,
I'm not an angry person,
My name is Celine,
I don't know anything but **,
But I wish I knew you well,
I am nervous what you'll think of me,
Like if you thought that I was crazy,
But my eyes have seen you in reality,
& what i've seen is just amazing,
I can talk I really do,
I promise it I swear,
I'm a nice person,
Full of love & care,
I think it'd be cool to get to know you,
I just really don't know how,
But when I see you with my eyes...
All I can think is...
Wow...

Cant Sleep,
Too much on my mind,
Think too deep,
Might not want what I find,
Reality sets in,
Leaves me heart struck,
Not knowing what to say so I just say ****!
Close my eyes,
What do I see,
Still see those happy filled days with you next to me,
Time not stopping,
But the Love still in keep,
Wanting a better day to come I then drift off to sleep...

Hard to believe i treated someone so beautiful so ugly
Wish i could make things right
I should have listened but i didn't (me and my bad decisions)
Now im trippin'
Now I got time to think of all I could have done..different
God knows I've done some wild and crazy things in my past
And I can't take nothing back
Can't do nothing bad..
Forced to live with it
Always making these bad decisions..
But its to late, i should have listened
Me and my bad decisions..

He is so special
I feel it in his aura
There is something about his
Energy
That makes me want to explore him
It was a cold night
But his heart is warm
So it was only right
That his beauty is adorned
Although the cycle of perfection
Was complete
Because flaws don’t exist
for imperfections;
In his world are obsolete
How could I infer all this
From a single conversation
Nobody knows
Expect the Most High above us all
She made him a concrete rose

His value is so high
Because his existence is so real
He is somewhere in the sky
He is very conscious of how he feels
He is so special
I feel it in his aura
I only talked to him one time
And already
I want to explore him

His energy reminds me
Of Aphrodite on Venus
Love and beauty
In his heart,
His mind is the keenest
He smiles and I feel at ease
Many miles for me to feel the breeze
He is so pleasant so calm and
So free
He is everything I can see
In me
He is everything a man should be

How could I infer all this
From a single conversation
Nobody knows
Expect the Most High above us all
He made her a concrete rose
He is so special
I feel it in  his Aura
I hope one day I can explore him
But this is something
That he already knew
The best part about it is
He knows I’m special too

The melody of your voice moves me

When I’m with you I feel like I’m in a movie

You’re my poetry in motion my second chance

You’re my standing ovation the center of my plans



I believe in interest at first sight love

At first glance

I wanna make love to you boy I’m not

Talking about getting in your pants

The thought of sharing your beauty with the world is so exciting

I wanna show you a relationship with more passion and less fighting

And

When we look in each others eyes

We see no lies just euphoria that makes us high

you have been hurt and so have I



Anybody on the outside looking in

wouldn't understand what this is about

But I don’t have a doubt

Yea this is real

It happened so fast but still

I feel

The anticipation of my heart getting to know you better

And us being together

yes it’s too soon

To say forever

But I won’t be too quick to say never



My past life I would let it go for you

If you don’t know anything else know

I’m true



Cause the melody of your voice moves me

I would lose my sane before I let

You lose me

God put me in your path for a reason

I wanna be in your life longer than a season



Your my melody

You sound so good every time

Let me be yours and you can

Be mine

I can be your lyrics and I can

Be your rhyme

Could it be the result of

Hindsight

That has me walking through this

Blind night

Or maybe its the memories

Of what I thought would be my

Destiny

Sadly, I am hurting badly

And no one can understand

The reasons behind my

Demanding demands

Everyday I strive to prosper

And stay alive

Though I can’t change the past

I do my best to enjoy my life

It’s bitter sweet to be present

In the present

Yet its hard to meet, a pleasant

Peasant

Money is still a major issue

Everyday is all about survival

Love and compassion are vital

Yet to many live to hate

I just want to be respected and great

Life as a kid was so ideal

No worries in the world

No problems no stress

It’s so hard to live in the worst

And be able to still wish for the best

I should have expected the obvious

For it is so clear God is here

So there isn't anything that I

Fear

Expect the idea

Of fear

Cloudy mind, I swear you get me every time
In a world like today, sanity can be hard to find
My expectations of myself grow higher as the drama comes down to the wire
Can you see the truth in the eyes of the blind or maybe in the words of a liar
It’s crazy to me how nothing is ever how it seems
Words of the gospel start to become the center of my dreams

Cloudy mind why do I deserve a second chance
No matter what I do, somehow or another I’m still in Gods plans
The marijuana smoke comforts me for a moment
You make me develop habits; I don’t condone it
Still I try
To make the days
Pass by

Cloudy mind can I please have back my appetite
Lately I haven’t been feeling right
I can’t sleep at night
I feel you taking over me
but I won’t allow you
To take over me
Cloudy mind I won’t allow
You to tear me apart
Your only half of me
because I also have a heart

Looks like this town got the best of us
Like we already dont stress enough
We really aren’t different I do many things
That you do
Maybe that’s the reason I can see right thru you
When I get a chance, I try to make you smile
Take you away and let you stay a while
Because you deserve that, I swear you do
Just like you see the beauty in me I see the beauty
In you
Smile for me
And not that fake smile you give the rest of your peers
I’m talking about that smile you wear when you’re
holding back tears
I love that
I love the real you
The you in pain
The you that is so hard to maintain
Because thats what I see even when you’re not
Trying to show it
Sometimes I feel like I’m your medicine
Matter of fact I know it
Let me please you..
In ways you aren't use to
I wont ever use you
Just enhance the way you think
The way you take it all in
I wanna be in your corner when
You win
Because thats how you love someone
And I love you everyday and night
I’ll go the deepest depths of left
To make sure you're alright