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Selena Irulan Aug 2013
Vision is amazing,
As essence through our eyes,
Truth is held in vision,
A sight seen never lies,
It's impossible to explain,
Feelings felt when I see you,
Because there entity's unknown,
But my eyes know beauty,
& it's beyond it what you've shown,
My eyes are attracted to yours,
& I dont seem to know why,
What I see in you is beauty,
Endless to the sky,
I've never written a poem to a stranger,
But what do I have to lose?
I don't know why i'm scared to talk to you,
It's just im so confused,
My heart's been beaten & shattered,
Lied to & abused,
The people who hurt me,
Just did it to amuse...
Themselves,
With the tears from my eyes,
I am a girl...
Who tries,
& tries...
& tries...
To find happiness again,
A part of me is missing,
I want to change that to back then,
I'm not an angry person,
My name is Celine,
I don't know anything but **,
But I wish I knew you well,
I am nervous what you'll think of me,
Like if you thought that I was crazy,
But my eyes have seen you in reality,
& what i've seen is just amazing,
I can talk I really do,
I promise it I swear,
I'm a nice person,
Full of love & care,
I think it'd be cool to get to know you,
I just really don't know how,
But when I see you with my eyes...
All I can think is...
Wow...
Selena Irulan Aug 2013
Cant Sleep,
Too much on my mind,
Think too deep,
Might not want what I find,
Reality sets in,
Leaves me heart struck,
Not knowing what to say so I just say ****!
Close my eyes,
What do I see,
Still see those happy filled days with you next to me,
Time not stopping,
But the Love still in keep,
Wanting a better day to come I then drift off to sleep...
Selena Irulan Jul 2013
Hard to believe i treated someone so beautiful so ugly
Wish i could make things right
I should have listened but i didn't (me and my bad decisions)
Now im trippin'
Now I got time to think of all I could have done..different
God knows I've done some wild and crazy things in my past
And I can't take nothing back
Can't do nothing bad..
Forced to live with it
Always making these bad decisions..
But its to late, i should have listened
Me and my bad decisions..
Selena Irulan Jul 2013
little child strong
hey

mama not here no more

papa cant hear no more

no more

little child born
hey

the cops and the government man
not gonna hold your hand

unless to take you "in"

they don't love you none
none

little child

hear
my song

and be here

strong
Selena Irulan Jul 2013
"I"
Sometimes I wish the roof above my room was gone
I could see the moon and stars

A galaxy of another world
Complex minds, vibes so high

It takes a person with imagination beyond fascination
Most people these days don't think with their heart

But i think with my mind, body, soul and body parts
Where were you when everything was falling
apart?

I needed you but not now. You're a heart breaker boy
Had my feelings tangled up like a cord

I guess you can't help who you fall in love with
I can feel your pain even if you're a thousand
miles away.

Boy, i can remember those days when loneliness was wiped
from your face, i cannot erase those thoughts away

Baby i can feel your pain

The sun is rising, maybe we'll meet again
Someday over the hirising sun
Selena Irulan Jul 2013
i fell in love with you the first
day i met you, it's kinda of crazy
awful and deadly
We ended up bad but that's the past
Move on its over you aren't crazy
i remember your beautiful brown eyes, white smile,
and extraordinary laugh
We laughed all the time like it
Would always last
i loved when you put your hands around
my waist
Made me feel like i was yours all day
Even though i knew i wasn't
the only one
You ****** up but i guess that's bad luck
I told you i loved you
it was true
Good music, good vibes
and you
Too bad it didn't last, i'll never
Find someone like you
Maybe one day in a different world
We could start over and
i could be you...
Selena Irulan Jun 2013
It seems like all you get from me is

Angry glares and blank stares

Not because of an absence of love

Just simply because,

Emotionally I’m not here

I sure do wish that life was still sweet

Like the candy I would eat

Back around the time I was about

Ten

Back then I didn't have anyone

To call a friend

Let alone a future husband as yourself

Lately you haven’t been feeling like

You’re treated accordingly to your wealth

I know this

Sometimes it gets to hard to focus

I get lost between your desires

And the necessities of my own

Bitter sweet nightmares I dream

In the comfort of my home

How is it possible that we are

All together

Yet, we are still

All alone

That’s the song we sing every

Single day

And through it all, here you are because

You decided to stay
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