no, i don't need an outlet: talk to the public,
they tell you you're
either a well guised political machine,
or an oddity: come October time
propheteering rather than profiteering;
your choice, not mine:
i look at poetry like
a plumber might look at a toilet:
go in and get the francophone out!
so pardoning the French
is lost, as casual phrasing goes, woop,
away away Superman included.
oh right, you might think i'm spelling
sure, i hope you do or d.p. as in
what with the cool of Wall St.
sprechen d.l. (down low);
i had a few scribbled notes,
yes, Yanky, my laptop broke down
and i'm reduced to pen & paper
like handcock & *******,
easy does the ****** of loser vill
(can we drop the e
for the sake of autocorrect being right
when the big words matter? thanks) -
Platonism is plainly Thespian,
Platonic thought is a Thespian
"espionage", get used to it,
you haven't matured into Aristotelian
autism: you still want to act,
to puppeteer that shadows of people
without ever *being the people,
don't take it as if it's supposed to be unlikely:
there's a boss around every corner:
whether you get paid or don't, which is fun,
because you state an authority but
still only play the cameo.
reminiscent guise literature
of rewatching that t.v. phenomenon
that's billions -
oh sure, t.v. these days overshadows
cinema, cinema is worth jack-****,
it's poverty is intrinsic in forming ideas
or reversed "Latin" grammar idea-fermentation,
i said English loves to hyphenate
two kindred words,
like that ego theory
with the Germanic self-theorising,
self-enabling, self-interest, self-haemorrhaging
gusto of the capital -
what a way to finish, i as a prefix
toward robotic modula.
(i write pending, but ensure the enso,
or Swahili wasabi sting of
same so, i live dangerously, or pretty
much on the sly,
if i tell the taxpayers
they're getting their money's worth
i'll bound to see a third runway at Heathrow:
got my nose in an Alsatians' buttocks mind you).
i was going to end with it, but i'm afraid i must
begin with it, page entitled
a. a rebellion from the top?
or right, it only comes from the bottom,
the guillotine and all,
but never the despotic cupcake for an Antoinette,
coming from a worker's background,
i'd been happy doing the ******* roofs of
the Tate Gallery among other examples,
but i was educated as a chemist,
and, i was told, you need toothpaste, or
am i wrong in that assumption?
picture it thus:
a son of a roofer is real smart,
goes to Edinburgh, gets his money's worth
in terms of tuition, over 30 hours year three
of his chemistry degree, when things were still
decent, ~£1,250 a year (one thousand two hundred
and fifty pounds): with words like that
you might sketch Dante and Donatello and
the Italian Renaissance in terms of clapping the ****
away at the gesture...
but no, it was like that, study chemistry
and you get your money's worth in terms of tuition,
so how the **** did i descend from the "high" tier
of the sciences into the murk of poetry
history of science and David Hume:
black swans to mind, also.
but the other kid in question
was a son of a doctor / radiologist,
and this talk of rebellion from the top?
he couldn't stomach a shifting hierarchy,
he couldn't stomach social progress,
had i or hadn't i invested my pleasure
time in reading philosophy is no one's business,
had i made a professional wage from it,
sure, but i wasn't intending to do so:
what's your favourite colour sort of
question and whether truant of the zeitgeist:
the ******* guillotine, mate!
i just can't perpetuate this loaf of wording,
but it's necessary:
of jealousy so corrosive, of jealousy so lined
with lice, only then a god is spawned -
the person in question?
a skiving belittling camel jockey -
and that's me being polite...
you can almost become auto-suggestive
of needing to cite: what Abel did next when
the roaring Milton God subsided and
wanked a crucifix that later became 2000 years of
history: or in the making.
i can be a pompous and bombastic parrot
that cites Polly this, Polly that,
but i can speak to a scaffolder and laugh: with him,
and not, at him...
because i know my bombastic mr. fantastic
behaviour about spending aeons in a library
rather than sniffing bullseyes and ****
is made to be the fo' sho' lingua rapper tinder
of something or other that doesn't require me
to foolishly date...
**** it, cheaper at the brothel.
oh i'm just getting started, hence
the title with (penting) in it: no, not really mr. tough-guy,
just a **** break and a smoke and all that's
necessary in terms of transparency, begging to
be revealed in all forms of literary composition...
let's just say: a new interpretation of the paragraph,
for me reading books, a paragraph means Sunday,
1905... because of the constipation and what-not,
a comma makes me feel like i need a pause to
hiccup or sneeze,
a full-dot is never a full-dot unless it's a full-dot
and then it's a definite article of end, rather than
the intermediate an end: let's start over, once again;
but when have you actually experienced
a Macgyver of what's otherwise a "work in progress"?
you never have: you had to become
censored by publishers and editors for everything to
look the end-product squeaky-clean!
unless published posthumously...
and then... you might already be dead:
you never got to see a work in progress...
and believe me, i have 8 pages worth of notes to
encode into something that's not
that fable about a boy waking up Barbarossa
from slumber and upon seeing crows
shouting: messerschmitt! messerschmitt! messerschmitt!
well, a diet of hanzel und gretyl will do that
to you, you get a fetish like Shpielberg and direct
the Indiana Jones franchise...
funny little me, "phony" Englishman
speaking a piquant variation of Essex banter,
8 years in Poland and of memories i speak of the fondest
in my life, and 22 years in this rotting *******...
i feel less organic, more inorganic,
it's like my insides were hollowed out
and i was faking that i am actually being -
weird sensation, ask any displaced individual when
they have the organism of a Slavic, but a soul
of a German... feels, ******* weird...
i mean, Nietzsche and that complement
that the Poles are the French in the ethnic category?
what are the English in the Slav category then?
most likely Ukrainian.
i dare you to find a philosopher with a similar dilemma,
i dare you: in light of how this whole
gaining of fame works, not one wrote about
being displaced... well... unless you're talking about
(haven't even started, i need a drink).
there was no social tract anyway!
to be forced into accepting insemination
when the forward wording was:
"i'm talking counter-contraceptive
measures" & 'i want you to *** in me'.
ditto encapsulating quote
for ambiguity, the otherwise: real life.
is my ***** worth more than me?
have i not transcended a weak bladder / **** muscles?
a pseudo-humanity, intrinsic in man
but not not in beast?
i call upon a reversal of what's
a staging of ****, or money grubbing -
with a woman's twist of the Grimm tale:
as she said: i want this man,
i will impose a moral grounding / battlefield,
judgement on him! entrapment!
and there's me apologising for the "****" / so-called,
in a fully-consenting intimacy:
well, *****, why don't you? another Beethoven
is waiting? who's the whopper feminist these days?!
me? you?! hardly you!
i consented to a full intimacy,
is ***** a foetus?
tissue would know,
or a twisted fetish for ****** cream
advertisement in ****, huh?
sure, my socks smell, but so does
your moral instinct.
the difference is that that i get to
say airy, while you get to say fairy.
it really takes a man respecting
a woman's freedom: i seriously thought you
were advocating the right to abort
as you might avert ****...
sure: i'm sorry i inseminated you,
can you please treat it as a tear-jerker experience
of a rom-com that's actually a transvestite-rom
and needs 50 years to ferment for the earthquakes
and heartaches and cha cha attacks?
to me it's an apron needing a wash,
to you it a ******* moral dilemma needing
a ******'s rights to not father a child and you
needing your body to unnecessarily incubate it
so you get the Catholic nod... bonkers!
yes, i impregnated a girl, at university:
i avoided white trash at school, sorry, but it's true,
i liked reading... let me stress that: i liked reading,
or bold if italics and colon Gemini be antiquity...
she lacked the character judgements,
the 'why he didn't stay' method statement...
she called my friend and study buddy a troll
based on her aesthetic tastes...
i could have had a family now, and all
the responsibilities, it just didn't fit into
a replica of Cleopatra and Anthony *******
when they honestly didn't have ******* to claim
as their own...
jeez (replica of the hand-written transcript) -
writing this on pen + paper is like *******
a **** for reach a champagne fizz of ******
for an hour - thank you keyboard and the digital
pixel off blank: ******* is less painful
than writing with that oddity that's handwriting).
there was no social contract anyway!
it's not like i was married, there's
no unwanted child joke in this: i do find abortion
abhorrent within a social contract, a marriage,
but outside of marriage? are you ******* kidding me?!
you an Irish priest or something?
there was no social contract,
did i sign a social contract akin to marriage?
am i in this for the shambles?
of course i didn't get married,
there was no +ring,
sure abortion is abhorrent,
but under a social contract,
without a social contract (marriage)
i, had, no, obligation.
what, in order to practice a variation of Islam
on a woman's whim?
plus i had the gross indecency
gay men have with surrogate mother prostitution;
oh wait, it isn't that? my bad.
i always had a nicety divisiveness for
incubators... a 9 month ****, with dividends...
really: feminism can **** itself!
because aren't we at a stage of rhetorically counter-validating
what we abhor in certain Asian communities?
oh sure, the patriarchs are gone,
forced marriages are gone too...
but didn't i just describe a case
of forced marriage, where a western girl is given
all the powers to reign over a young man
as any despot might over a worker
so he can "think" and drink cocktails and
chuckle over his position between cocktails?
i said abortion, yes, i didn't like the girl's aesthetic,
and you know what? that thing you call abortion,
apart from the fact that the foetus has no soul
the baby neither: not until the diaper is off...
to learn to strain the muscles outside the womb:
you really forgot that the implant of soul
or the later disputed notion of god
is only implantable once the memory kicks into
only when you start to remember
is the human person born:
beyond that it's still nature's brutalist lottery...
maybe a Beethoven might have been born,p
but who cares? we already have a Beethoven!
it's avoiding consented ****:
that's feminism and 9 months spared
the continuation of endured affair / "relationship",
i seriously thought that's what women
were campaigning for... obviously it's counter!
i claim soul outside of a woman's body:
when the ****** thing passes the diaper gym
and learns to automate the bladder and the ****...
then i say: worthy an implant of a soul...
or chauvinistically that's counter and double-****
of 9 months and Bach with his 14 children,
and the Borgia Popes...
but at least we have the surrogate "mothers"
and that pretty Disney scenario of two gay dads
to fictionalise into watchable Platonic cavemen
when the eyes aren't glued to the 2D.
why do you think such thoughts ferment in
the heterosexual imagining of actuality?
your utopian counter-clockwise
has already extended into China being the only
provable state of physical activity...
and the western zoo of mental philosophical
build-up-detachment? your mental health
scenario only suggests you created acid professions...
at least the physical "antiquity" of China
is compensated by a universal shortcoming:
death and mortality...
you created acid-baths: sport and completely mental
professions: YOU'RE SICK!
people used to enjoy physical professions,
and the essence of such professions?
no immediate competitiveness!
you replaced physical professions
and compensated the need for
physical hands-on with the ****** gym!
no wonder you countered-Darwinism while
adapting the need to advertise it
and made so many young people
because your whole mental estrangement
is the sauce or a broth that's currently on the boil!