It's only in the hours when it where's off i realize it's leaving me.
I cling but the spark is gone.
Im inspired more by destrution than words.

Your reading the next.
And as you grasp what I say can you fathom what I dont?
Is it so hard to reconize a ending?

Are the bad jokes far from my real truths?
Have I found my edge  or just slipped over it?
Part of us has to understand it will fade sooner for some than others.

From thought to papper it's a dangerous road travelled .
and often there's no clear direction.
Ive burnt out my senses now im wasted in excess.

A victim of my own wreckless reason.
It's always there in the sense of a final chapters twisted close.
Im a empty lot in the winter.

A cliffnote to a once well read book.
Now just fodder for few still brave enough
to walk along the overgrown path.

Addiction is something  you can hide from few
let alone yourself.
I hope the mind can create a final chapter.
But my thoughts seem bent on a open ending.

what is this i'm going to speak my mind. but this **** your society has done was just hold me down. i don't care any more i am going to show every one what i mean when i had enough. i have picked and chose but it all came down so close like a plane that breaks the speed of sound. when u just want to let lose your dark entitys letting lose hell imprisoning all the ones who have made your life snap like a branch that was full of life.this is my present to this world i run this game so just tell me if you can escape my tricks of all your wasted hate that sticks with out glue or tape. i will invade and show what unseen force that wait your fait. the last friend or person who led the group into the trap? well its my time to show you what i have in me to run the entire place in destruction. i don't care what you say i have listen and been hit by every wave you sent. but this time im going to walk threw and levae this town with no smile but turned into my dark orces of what you have done..



i have been held down  getting crushed by all the lies.

so here's my gift a path of destrution that will make every thing i had to the destruction of venting