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derelictmemory Jul 2013
A
is the ache
You leave behind
when you leave

B
is the broken
Person I was
before I had you

C
is the carvings
on my wrist
that you kiss

D
is the sense of defeat
I often felt
when I was alone

E
is the elatedness
that fills me
when we speak to each other

F
is the friends
that I made
because you believed I had to give them
a chance

G
is the good
I can finally see
that's always been around me

H
is the hope
that you give me
that I'll see another day

I
is the imagination
that graces my mind
when I think of you

J
is the joy
that you give me
even when you're gone

K
is the kindness
you showed me
that fixed me

L
is the love
that I feel
because I have you

M
is the time I mourned
when you were gone
for good

N
is the newness
of the empty feeling I get
now that you left

O
is being ostracized
because I'm too depressing
to be around

P
is the pain
I feel when I see
Happy couples everywhere

Q
is the quiet
indifference I feel
towards every **** thing

R
is the refrain
it takes me
not to plunge that knife
into my throbbing heart

S
is the suffering
I feel to get through
every ******* day

T
is the torture
I put myself through
looking at our old photographs

U
is the underwhelming
need to live
dissipitating day by day

V
is the vows
you promised to make
but you didn't make it.

W
is the words
you used to say
to make the pain go away

X
is the mark
on the calender
of the anniversay we didn't have

Y
is the question
I ask everyday
since you died

Z**
is the end
of this poem
of our love
forever

All these alphabets
mean something to me
no amount of morphine
Takes the pain away from me

You made me happy
and now that you're gone
I'm back to the ghost
I once was
jeffrey conyers Jul 2012
I'm in it for the long run.
It's easy to get up and run.
But obstacles are created to survive.
And as long as you have love.
There's nothing you can't get over.

Some keeps numbers.
And blame marriage ending on many things.
Except the immaturity of those.
Who shouldn't have gotten marry in the first place?

Those that lives together.
Really doesn't have the same rules applied.
As those that walked down the asle.
To say "I do" with the person on their side.

We live in a world.
Where problems aren't addressed?
Where avoiding them just seems best.

Those that stays together understand love.

A trust.
A defense to protect onr another.
Anything divide can't last long.
To stay marry means you must stand tall.
And be strong.

Anniversay are meant to be a joy.
But some takes it and treated it like chore.
Where is the love?

Words written.
Or simply spoken.
Should be expressive.
That you wants to be in love.
And comprehend the best to come from it.
jeffrey conyers Jun 2017
Well, what is there to say?
Except, Happy Anniversary love.
Now and forever, my love.

You're the one.
Or maybe I'm the lucky one.
We survive the storm of troubles and conflict.

I guess luck comes to that special one.
Than maybe I'm that lucky soul.
For protecting you will forever be my goal.

— The End —