Undisclosed feelings,
is to open caskets;
Smile the pain away,
I'm exhausted trying to mask it;

Alcohol and nyquil,
Just so I can doze off;
Poetry's the only remedy,
When thoughts of hurting me
wants to go off;

3 am thoughts I'm lying here,
Trying to bargain with the devil;
Coz if I end my life here,
No way I'm getting into heaven;

Trying to find my purpose,
In this seemingly meaningless life;
To keep running in this tunnel,
before I end up seeing the light;

Sidekick 2 flashbacks as I type here,
same situation;
I just hope to God,
that this path leads to the same destination;