The Ruins
When you left me
The ruins of all that was us.
Collapsed inside my chest.
For a very long time
I stood in those ruins
Still thinking I would find you there.
But it was only the wailing of old ghost
Looking for a home.
Once I  thought my ruins
were all that is left of me.
But even ruins take on a new life.
Wildflowers are now growing
Between the rubble and bricks
Colours are appearing
as she sun rises above
the broken buildings.
Ivy has grown over the broken towers.
Sunlight is falling
warming the new life.
Sure I miss your laugh
The sparkle in your eyes
I do not think of your kisses though
That would surely break my heart in two.
But I  am expelling your ghost
To find another abode
In someone else’s broken heart.
My ruins are slowly being restored
Brick by brick.
The gardens bloom with new life.
A life that does not include you.
Because life has gone on
without you in my ruins.
And now I must go on as well.

Pariah

Nihilism at its finest

Bleed black the finest shattered diamonds

Of all the lost hopes and dreams

Outcast Society burning in the ruins of fallen Rome

Cynical skeptics, sarcasm dripping venom

Acid burns through flesh blood and bones

No one gives a ****, scream for a savior

Outcast Society burning in the ruins of fallen Rome

Shards of glass smile razorblades

Plague of loneliness grips your throat

Heart beats darkness through your veins

**** society, anarchy reigns 

Outcast Society burning in the ruins of fallen Rome

Shadow world of gray and stones and broken homes

Bleeding hearts and gutted homes

A black void in collapsing homes

Outcast Society burning in the ruins of fallen Rome

Cesspool of sick and stinking ****

Hungry ravish burning Rome

Parasitic beasts feeding on lost souls

**** you in and never let you go

False promises of help, burning, burning, burning, blackens the sky

Outcast Society burning in the ruins of fallen Rome

Nevermore the sun shines down on the wretched land

Outcast Society burning in the ruins of fallen Rome

This

Is

The 

Future